light summer solstice

Even if Tang Qianmo came back, he was still very busy. Three days passed in the blink of an eye. Xia Nuan didn't see Tang Qianmo in these three days. Every day, Tang Qianmo came back after Xia Nuan fell asleep, and Tang Qianmo had already left when Xia Nuan woke up. Yes, because of drug use, Xia Nuan is in a bad mood, her biological clock is no longer as accurate as before, her weight has dropped sharply, her eye sockets are sunken, Xia Nuan looks at herself in the mirror, she feels very strange, probably even if Tang Qiudi doesn't chase him away He couldn't stay by Tang Qianmo's side if he left. After Tang Qianmo has been busy for a while, he will definitely see that Xia Nuan is different. Tang Qianmo hates drugs so much that he won't keep Xia Nuan by his side anymore. Xia Nuan With a desolate smile, who can be blamed for getting to this point, it's all self-inflicted.

I didn’t take anything with me. I hope the next person who lives here can treat the potted flower in the backyard kindly. I don’t know the species, but a seed I picked up actually came alive and bloomed after being planted. I couldn’t find what species it is on the Internet. , the weather is already late autumn, the flowers are still blooming very well.

Xia Nuan always thought that life was very difficult when her parents died, but only now did she realize that those days were nothing at all, but now is the sad time, unbearable drug addiction, bone-biting longing, without the support of drugs, Xia Nuan even Can't live a day.

The snow fell rustlingly, Xia Nuan looked up at the sky, and said gloomyly, "It's snowing again." Xia Nuan muttered and sat on the side of the road, there were not many cars coming and going, Xia Nuan wanted to just be like this Xue Ye died, just like her parents did, leaving this world.

When Chen Yunge's car lights hit Xia Nuan, Xia Nuan was already frozen, he didn't care what passers-by thought of him, he didn't care about those false things when he was about to die.Chen Yunge looked familiar from a distance, but when he got closer, he realized that it was Xia Nuan, "Why are you here?" Tang Qianmo, who kept talking seriously, dumped him again?Xia Nuan looked up at Chen Yunge for a long time before remembering who he was. The two stared at him for a long time. Chen Yunge sighed and said, "Come with me." Xia Nuan remained expressionless, still looking at him like that , Chen Yunge thought he didn't hear it, and when he was about to say it again, Xia Nuan stood up. Because he had been squatting for too long and the weather was cold, Xia Nuan's legs were stiff and numb, and he staggered and almost fell. He got in the car, turned around and went to a shopping mall, picked out some suitable cotton clothes, and brought him home.

This is the first time Chen Yunge brings someone home. He doesn't come back often, and the house is very deserted, but the decoration style is warm and it feels like home. The house is not as big as Tang Qianmo's house, it's a very ordinary apartment.Xia Nuan was in a daze all the time, neither spoke nor had any objections, he would do whatever Chen Yunge asked him to do, Chen Yunge gave him a new set of clothes and asked him to take a bath, Xia Nuan paused when he picked up the clothes, took them His clothes didn't move, and he stood there in a daze. Chen Yunge looked at him questioningly.

Accompanied by waves of chills in his body, Xia Nuan knew that he was addicted to drugs, and when he was still rational, Xia Nuan thought, would Chen Yunge tell Tang Qianmo?Although he left on his own initiative, he still hopes that Tang Qianmo's memory is still clean and pure. "Please, don't...tell Tang Qianmo." Xia Nuan hugged himself tremblingly, he knew that Chen Yunge had already seen that he was a drug addict, Chen Yunge was a little shocked, Tang Qianmo put an end to drugs so much, he didn't expect the person next to him to be a drug addict Will be exposed to drugs, "Tang Qianmo kicked you out because you took drugs?" Xia Nuan was sweating coldly, unable to speak, just kept shaking her head, Chen Yunge didn't know what to do for a while, so she just watched Xia Nuan fall to the ground in a daze, Twitching non-stop, muttering "give me a cigarette, I want a cigarette." Chen Yunge knew that many drug dealers rolled drugs in cigarettes, which was not easy to be detected, and it was convenient to smoke at any time.

As the night deepened, Xia Nuan no longer twitched, and her saliva and nose were in a mess. Chen Yunge couldn't believe that such a clean and sunny young man had become like this now. Xia Nuan stood up unsteadily and walked towards Chen Yunge , grabbed Chen Yunge's collar, "Give me a cigarette, give me a cigarette..." Xia Nuan's strength was surprisingly strong, and Chen Yunge even took a step forward. Chen Yunge was unprepared, and was taken aback by Xia Nuan's appearance , Xia Nuan stared at the big eyes, bloodshot eyes, no focal length, just so empty and wide open, deep dark circles under the eyes, deep eye sockets, drooling from the corners of the mouth, tongue out, ruthlessly said those three things A word, fingers clutching Chen Yunge's collar, knuckles turned white.Still trembling uncontrollably, Chen Yunge was terrified at this moment. Drugs could harm people to such an extent. At this moment, Xia Nuan was like a completely unconscious walking dead, only wanting to get drugs.