dissatisfied [campus]

Since the day they broke up, Jiang Yu and Xu Ji have never seen each other again.

In the blink of an eye, it was June, and the college entrance examination that I had been looking forward to for three years came to an end in two consecutive days of heavy rain.

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination were announced, the news that Jiang Yu won the number one scholar in liberal arts in D City spread overnight.

All of a sudden, congratulatory messages from relatives and friends came in one after another. Even Rong Xiaoying, who hadn't seen her smile for a long time, was rarely smiling. The family relationship that had been suppressed for nearly half a year was eased because of the report card.

The school's loudspeaker played Jiang Gu's impressive achievements in a loop, and some local media began knocking on the door in turn for interviews. Immediately afterwards, Jiang Gu's home address and mobile phone number were also leaked somehow. Brain products even ran over to find Jiang Yi to endorse.

Jiang Yu started a busy life without touching the ground, and his mobile phone was frequently harassed.

On this day, another call from an unfamiliar number came, and as soon as Jiang Yu connected, he said casually: "Hi, there are no endorsements, no advertisements, and no learning secrets here. Is there anything else you can do?"

The other end of the phone was silent for two seconds, then sneered and said, "I haven't congratulated you yet, champion!"

Jiang Yu heard it, it's time to change.

"I'm waiting for you downstairs at your house now, you'd better get out of here within 10 minutes."

When Jiang Yu went downstairs, he saw Shi Yi standing in the middle of the community from a long distance away, and Shi Yi obviously noticed him.

Shi Yi didn't say much, he ran over and punched Jiang Yu in the face: "Jiang Yu, you are so fucking good!"

Jiang Yu groaned in pain, and then warm blood flowed down from his nose.

Shi Yi grabbed his collar and said angrily, "Su Min and I searched all over City D but couldn't find you, so why are you fucking happy to be your number one in the college entrance examination? In March Did you break up with Brother Ji? It was quite easy to leave—"

Shi Yi was puzzled, and stretched out his hand to punch Jiang Yu again: "Do you still remember that we are friends and brothers?! How did you tell me back then? Didn't you say that you want to be with Brother Ji forever? As a result You ran away as soon as something happened to him? You coward!!"

Shi Yi didn't even give Jiang Yu a chance to speak, Jiang Yu was beaten to the ground by him, Shi Yi pressed on top of him, grabbed his collar and continued to question him.

Jiang Yu snorted and tried to speak: "Eleventh..."

"Damn—" Shi Yi roared angrily, "Did you know Brother Ji's father is in jail?"

Shi Yi's yelling made Jiang Mi completely confused.

Next, Shi Yi also told Jiang Yu a lot of things. He said that two months ago, Xu Bin was arrested for corruption and all property under his name was frozen. Suddenly, Sun Wenjing appeared and brought her out of the country.

Before leaving, Shi Yi threw a letter on his face: "This is the letter that Brother Ji asked me to give you. This letter has been lying here for more than four months. Although I think you are not worthy, But I will still do what I promised Brother Ji, unlike you—"

After finishing speaking, Shi Yi turned and left.

Jiang Yu didn't try to explain anything, he thought that maybe someone hated him, and he would feel better.

With Jiang Yu's grades, he was able to choose any famous school in the country at will, but in the end he passed the recommended admission test of B University and majored in public relations and diplomacy.

And Xu Ji's letter lay on Jiang Yu's desk for a long time, and he didn't have the courage to open the letter until the day before Jiang Yu went to B University to report.

To Jiang:

Long time no see, boyfriend.

When you read this letter, you should have come out of that broken place, right?It doesn't matter if you don't come out, just wait for me.

I didn't expect that one day we would communicate in such a primitive way, which reminded me of those stupid and hypocritical love letters I received in school... Then this is barely my gift Your first love letter.

Recently, the dosage of my medicine has been increasing, and my mind has become more and more dull. I began to forget the past things frequently, and even thinking became a forced thing.Even in action, I couldn't even hold a pen steady the other day.I've been writing this letter for two days, and I don't know when it will be finished. Maybe it seems to be full of incoherent words, but it doesn't matter, I know you can understand.

Xu Bin treats me fairly well, even though I'm locked up at home, I eat and drink for offerings every day, which is much better than that crappy sanitarium your mother found.

But whenever I look up at the dark ceiling, I can't help but think of you.You are not by my side, there is no one to hold my trembling hands and accompany me to comfort my emotions over and over again.Whenever I get sick and suffer to the extreme, I always think, are you also going through this uncomfortable moment of wanting to die?No, you should be worse than me, maybe they are treating you in the most violent and brutal way.

A few days ago, Sun Wenjing came to this house to pick up the things left behind, and unexpectedly ran to the room to see me for the first time.I asked her if she came to see my joke, but she asked me if I hated her. I thought it was ridiculous, really, these grown-ups are pretty ridiculous.For so many years, I have been thinking about the meaning of my existence. My mother gave birth to me to keep Xu Bin, and Xu Bin raised me to carry on the family line. Sun Wenjing has always regarded me as an enemy who wants to grab her family property with her daughter. The energy is to make me useless... I grow up so big, the meaning of my life is all attached to other people, I am also quite ridiculous.

I used to think, so be it, forget it.They can do whatever they want me to do, I don't really care, even the most disgusting maggots can live in the stinky ditch, and it's nothing to be scribbled like mud for a lifetime.

But you are different, Jiang Yu, you are the most determined person I have ever met, the best person, you seem to never be confused, always know what you want to do, and only when I stay by your side, I feel that I am Really alive.

So, if there is only one person between the two of us who can go out, then this person must be you, and it can only be you.

Speaking of something else, the psychotherapy I'm having right now is so boring that I'd rather be forced to take sedatives than listen to this woman doctor's endless nagging.However, she has recently changed to some weird treatments, and she always asks me to write some naive questions that only elementary school students can answer, saying that she is trying to awaken my inner self-cognition and rekindle the hope of life. I am really speechless.

But she asked me to write something interesting yesterday, and I left it here for you to read.

Just come here Jiang Yu, don't worry, everything will be fine.

your boyfriend

Xu Ji

Jiang Yu kept taking deep breaths, trying to calm down his emotions, but the hand holding the letter could not stop shaking.

He put the letter aside and reached for the white envelope he had just opened.

He opened the envelope and saw a blue post-it note lying inside.

Jiang Yu took it out and saw that the first line of the post-it note was a row of beautiful girls' fonts——

Attention Xu Ji, think about the past, for example, have you done anything that makes you most proud (*^▽^*)?

Further down, Xu Ji's vigorous and sharp characters, which Jiang Yu was familiar with, came into view.

When I was young, I was arrogant, arrogant, rebellious, arrogant,

He looked down on everything and never surrendered.

Until I met you.

At the most powerless age, I approach you and hold you tight.

It's the proudest thing I've ever done in my life.

I love you, Jiang Yu.