Yu Lian had taken a shower and was wearing home clothes. He sat at the table, put his phone on the table, looked at Yan Shao's face in the camera, and asked with a half-smile, "Teacher Yan, let's talk?"

Yan Shao pursed his lips without looking at the camera: "What are you talking about?"

The cold voice came through the mobile phone, but it still didn't have the texture of talking face to face.

Yu Lian lay on the table, looking at the other end of the phone, like a giant fluffy dog, "Just talk... talk about what you did today, what you ate, did you meet anyone, did you... think about it?" I."

When he said the words "miss me", his voice was low, calm, magnetic and sexy, with a bright seduction.

Yan Shao on the phone screen lowered his eyes, this time he didn't turn his head away, but he still avoided looking at Yu Lian. He was silent for a long time, and just when Yu Lian thought he would not answer, he said two words in a low voice. words.

"...Think about it."

He responded, and Yu Lian was even more energetic, "Oh, where are you thinking? How are you thinking?"

Yan Shao didn't speak, while Yu Lian kept asking him these questions.

"How many times have you thought about it?"

"Did you think about it while eating?"

"Or did you start thinking about me when you woke up in the morning and didn't see me?"

"How much do you miss me? How do you think?"

"Tell me quickly, okay? Be good, Shao Shao."

What he said was obviously serious, but it seemed to be colored by him. Yan Shao's face heated up inch by inch, and a little bit of red was dyed, which became very obvious in the video. With Yu Lian's last three After the word fell, Yan Shao's face turned red.

Yu Lian liked Yan Shao like this so much, like a frightened elk.

Even though he was so shy, he didn't hide from the camera, he didn't know if he forgot, or for some other reason, or maybe it was because Yu Lian said he wanted to see him, so he didn't hide.

Yu Lian quieted down, and Yan Shao didn't speak at the other end.

His eyes can finally fall on Yan Shao's face unscrupulously, and he doesn't have to suppress the affection in his eyes. He can express that he likes Yan Shao without any scruples, and he doesn't have to worry about whether the other party will avoid him.

He knew that Yan Shao wouldn't, he was always extraordinarily gentle and frank in details, Yu Lian liked his character, and also liked that he was so close that he was defenseless.

Yan Shao held back for a while, and said, "You are so noisy."

Yu Lian couldn't help laughing, his shoulders were trembling, he held back his smile for a while: "Okay, if you don't like it, I won't ask."

Yan Shao doesn't show it on the surface, but Yu Lian knows it.

He was getting angry from embarrassment.

Yan Shao was silent, and then said, "I want to hear what you have to say."

Gee.

His boyfriend, who knows how to be a husband, slaps a sweet date. For this sweet date, Yu Lian can make him slap him a few more times.

Yu Lian didn't ask the question that was difficult for Yan Shao to answer. He tilted his head and asked, "Are you tired from work today?"

Yan Shao shook his head, glanced at the screen, and said, "I'm not tired."

Yu Lian asked him again if he had a good dinner, Yan Shao nodded and said that he had eaten before Yu Lian called.

Yu Lian said something really good like coaxing a child.

Not long after the two chatted, there was a knock on Yu Lian's door. He got up to open the door, and hung up the phone with Yan Shao when he came back.

While renting a room, Yan Shao put down his phone, playing Yu Lian's words in his head, unable to recover.

I don't know if it's Yan Shao's illusion, but Yan Shao always feels that Yu Lian's feelings are more...exposed, thinking of the phrase "Good Shao Shao", Yan Shao couldn't help but blush, and the numbness in his heart lasted forever scattered.

He rested his forehead on the table and closed his eyes. The longing in his heart didn't seem to be relieved by Yu Lian's phone call. Instead, it tended to aggravate.

This reminded him of when he was very young, his mother worked overtime every day and was often away at night. The nanny who took care of him went back. One night he woke up in the middle of the night, and he couldn’t find his mother in the empty house. He was scared and lonely. , loneliness, sad all kinds of emotions mixed together.

It was hard at first, but that feeling went away as I got older.

And now he felt that way again.

The experience of growing up will not disappear with age, it will only come out to stab him at certain times without pain.

Before meeting Yu Lian, Yan Shao’s emotions were already pitiful. He couldn’t understand other people’s emotions, and it was difficult for him to empathize with others’ experiences. He was like a puppet with an empty shell. Now the puppet is “alive” .

On the other end, Yu Lian hung up the phone and was called to the study by his father. During the day, Yu Lian bought a bouquet of flowers and went to see his mother. His father, who was very busy with work, finally came back tonight.

He pulled up a stool, and sat down across the desk carelessly, with the unique informality of a big boy.

Yu Lian didn't speak. His father sat at the desk with his hands folded and didn't speak.

Yu Lian changed several sitting positions one after another, and asked in a deep voice, "You said on the phone, what's the matter?"

Yu's father took off his gold-rimmed glasses. The father and son looked alike. The nose and thin lips were carved out of the same mold.

It's just that Yu's father's temperament is more refined and refined, with a kind of cultural atmosphere, and his emotions are restrained.

In terms of temperament, the two are very different.

Father Yu unbuttoned his suit, leaned back, and looked like he was having a headache. He cut to the chase: "You don't want to come back because of that male classmate?"

Yu Lian paused, with sharp eyebrows and eyes: "What male classmate?"

Young people can't hide their thoughts so perfectly, let out their hostility, and be arrogant and domineering. The moment Yu's father asked that sentence, Yu Lian knew that he knew of Yan Shao's existence.

"Are you investigating my life?" He was a little angry.

In front of outsiders, he has a bad temper, but he will not be so uncontrollable. Only when facing Yu's father can the boy's feelings be so strong.

Yu's father, with a kind of polite alienation, was able to work outside with ease, but in front of Yu Lian, his identity was nothing more than a father.

He squeezed the space between his eyebrows.

"Yu Lian, I can accept that you like men, but not now, you are only a little old, you will be in the third year of high school soon, although I don't ask how good your academic performance is..."

"I'm 17 years old, not seven." Yu Lian's voice was loud and clear, "I have the ability to distinguish right from wrong."

Father Yu's voice froze.

Yu Lian twitched the corner of his mouth: "You should have forgotten, my birthday this year has already passed."

The line on his lips was flattened, he didn't know what he was doing with his birthday, everything seemed to have lost his mind, that's why his dad always thought he was small.

Yu Lian took a deep breath and slowly exhaled: "I will be responsible for the decisions I make. I will not transfer schools or go abroad. I have my own goals."

This time he found that he was out of control, and quickly calmed down, as he himself said, he is not a child anymore.

Just as Father Yu was about to talk, a call came from his cell phone. It was less than 10 minutes before he came back. Father Yu took the cell phone and frowned. He asked Yu Lian to wait and answered the call directly.

It's work again.

The call was very short and hung up after 2 minutes. Yu's father put on his gold-rimmed glasses and returned to his meticulous look: "I'll go out for a while, we'll talk about it next time."

I don't know which next time it will be.

Yu Lian watched him leave silently. After a long time, he left the study.

The next day, when Yu Lian wanted to go out, he realized that his father had found a "bodyguard" for him. Yu Lian laughed angrily. What kind of bodyguard, he can't be murdered if he goes out, but it's just to monitor him. .

For the first time ever.

Yu Lian didn't want to go out, and there was a bodyguard behind him, as if he hadn't grown up.

Big milk baby, he went back to the room.

He has always been soft and not hard, so it is impossible for him to stay obediently.

-

"Yan Shao, Yan Shao!"

At the front desk of the dessert shop, the little girl wearing an apron yelled twice, "What's wrong with you? What are you thinking?"

Yan Shao came back to his senses, "Sorry, I didn't hear that."

"Forget it, you can help deliver the milk tea to the 32 tables of guests, over there." The little girl pointed in a direction.

Yan Shao nodded: "Okay."

He came here to help today, because the summer vacation is busy, a friend who distributed the leaflets introduced him, and asked him to help with the whole day's shift. Except for the peak period, it was quite easy. Yan Shao was only responsible for washing things and delivering things to the guests. table.

Yan Shao went to get off work in the morning and got off work at four o'clock in the afternoon. He took his things and took the bus back. On the bus, Yan Shao looked at his phone and frowned.

It's been four hours, and Yu Lian's chat box has not been touched for four hours, and there has been no messages since twelve o'clock at noon.

This didn't happen before.

Yu Lian's last message was to remind him to remember to eat lunch.

When the bus arrived at the stop, Yan Shao put his phone into his schoolbag, pressed his lips tightly, and got off the bus.

He seems to be a little too worried about gains and losses. This is not good, Yu Lian will be busy sometimes, and he can't put too much emphasis on Yu Lian's failure to reply to messages for a while.

In the evening, Yan Shao was sitting at the desk and doing his homework. Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the phone beside the table, but the phone was still silent. He picked up the phone a few times, and in the end he only sent a message to Yu Lian—Have you had dinner yet?

Before he went to bed, his cell phone rang, but it was not a message from Yu Lian, but Xiao Fubai who had added friends to each other last time but had not contacted him.

[Xiao Fubai: Yan Shao, it's me, Yu Lian, my mobile phone is broken, I will contact you when I buy a new mobile phone tomorrow. 】

Yan Shao entered a lot of words in the input box, then deleted them, and finally typed "OK" and sent them.

The words of his heart were not spoken.

Yu Lian had only been away for two days, but Yan Shao felt that life could not go back to the past. His shadow seemed to be everywhere in his daily life. He was a little uneasy. He felt that Yu Lian was hiding something from him.

How could the phone be broken?

Why did you contact me only now?

why not call...

He has too many questions to ask.

Before going to bed, Yan Shao turned off the lights, and saw a new post in Moments with an orange cat as the profile picture, Yan Shao clicked in.

It is the little orange cat sent by Chen Shanyuan. The little orange cat is not small now.

In the video, he yelled cutely as grandma, which reminded him of the situation when Yu Lian picked up the cat.

It was raining heavily that day, Yu Lian was drenched to the skin, wrapped the milk cat in his arms, and he happened to come out from Yan's house.

[Yan Shao: Did the little orange cat have a name? 】

He clicked on Chen Shanyuan's chat box and sent a message for the first time.

Chen Shanyuan replied quickly, and within a minute of sending the message, he received a reply.

[Chen Shanyuan: Let's get up, it's called Yuyuan, you guys are on summer vacation, do you want to come over to see the cat tomorrow? 】

……

The next day was a sunny day. After eight o'clock, Yan Shao stood downstairs in a certain community with a dazed expression on his face.

He didn't know why he accepted the invitation to see the cat last night. In order to see the cat, he also asked for leave from work. Yan Shao seemed to be bewitched. When he woke up, he had already arrived at the building where Chen Shanyuan lived. Down.

The environment of the community is complex. Yan Shao only took one look and analyzed that he would definitely get lost after entering. He was still hesitating whether to go back to work, but when he turned around, he saw Chen Shanyuan walking behind him with vegetables.

Chen Shanyuan raised his eyebrows, a little surprised: "It's so early?"

Yan Shao could only nod his head in embarrassment, but his expression didn't change much, even if he was embarrassed, he wouldn't be able to see it.

"I'm sorry to bother you." His tone remained steady and flat.

"It's okay." Chen Shanyuan smiled, "Have you eaten yet?"

Yan Shao nodded: "I have eaten."

The two walked in while chatting. Not far from the community, there was a vegetable market. Chen Shanyuan got up early this morning to go shopping, and happened to run into Yan Shao.

He lived on the seventh floor, the apartment had an elevator, and the two took the elevator upstairs.

They stopped in front of a door, and Chen Shanyuan opened the door with a key. There was a shoe cabinet at the door. The room he rented had two bedrooms and one living room. The living room was very spacious, and the tiles on the floor were smooth and bright.

Chen Shanyuan took out a pair of guest slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them at Yan Shao's feet, "Come in first and sit for a while."

"Thank you."

In fact, Yan Shao and Chen Shanyuan only met a few times, so they are not very close, but Chen Shanyuan has a very gentle temperament, like water in a hot spring, which makes people relax unconsciously.

Yan Shao noticed that there was a pair of slippers with a larger size at the door, and he asked, "Is anyone still there?"

"My roommate is out, and I'm alone." Chen Shanyuan said.

As soon as Yan Shao entered the door, he saw an orange cat pounced on the slippers he was wearing, and Yan Shao froze immediately.

Chen Shanyuan chuckled: "It seems that Yuyuan still remembers you, it's okay,

I've given it a bath, it's clean, you can cuddle. "

"Oh." Yan Shao squatted down, first stroked the orange cat's back, and then picked it up carefully. It was motionless, like a dead cat.

Chen Shanyuan smiled and said, "My roommate won't let it even if I want to hug it, it's so fierce."

Yan Shao showed a faint smile.

He hugged the cat and sat on the sofa in the living room. The orange cat was snoring softly on his lap.

Chen Shanyuan sat opposite, "Where's the classmate you were with last time? I thought you came with him."

Yan Shao touched the cat's hand and said, "He's not here now."

"That's it." Chen Shanyuan said, "Then next time you want to see cats, you can come and see them together."

Yan Shao's Adam's apple rolled: "Okay."

The two chatted for a few words, Chen Shanyuan suddenly asked Yan Shao if he was in a bad mood, Yan Shao was stunned, "Why do you ask that?"

"Feeling." Chen Shanyuan hooked the corner of his mouth, "Is it related to your little classmate?"

He didn't tell Yan Shao that every time he mentioned his classmate, Yan Shao's answer would be two beats behind, which was not obvious, but Chen Shanyuan was always careful.

Yan Shao gave him a completely different feeling from a year ago, almost like two people, but people are always changeable.

Yan Shao said slowly, "Not at all."

Is he...obvious?

Yan Shao denied it, but Chen Shanyuan didn't pursue it.

Yan Shao looked at the cat in his hand, and if he missed a cat, he could come and see the cat.

But did he really ask for leave for the cat?Yan Shao knew very well that he was not.

Suddenly, Yan Shao wanted Yu Lian very much, wanted to see him very much, wanted to be like him, and told him all the things he couldn't say because of shyness.

For so many years, he has never had the urge.

An idea is like a seed, which shoots out and grows into a towering tree quickly without even needing irrigation.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Ci wec1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of tiao; 7 bottles of Jiuyuan;

Thanks for your support~

Really not cruel!

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