The Years I Raised Dragon Aotian [Transmigration Book]

, a suicide note

Cheng Xiu withdrew her hand, with a look of surprise in her eyes, but Pei Ran's face was calm, as if the action just now was not done by him.

Only Kou Rong looked at Pei Ran with thoughts in his eyes.

Pei Ran saw the child's expression from the corner of his eye, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but draw an inexplicable arc, and the red light in his eyes flashed past.

When Cheng Xiu was still immersed in the shock just now and couldn't extricate himself, Kou Rong quickly reacted.

"Brother Pei Qing said something last night, saying that he was afraid that brother Pei Ran would be cold at night, so Kou Rong sent a lot of charcoal fire to brother Pei Ran's room overnight." The child blinked and said, looking at Cheng Xiu.

Hearing this, Pei Ran stared at Cheng Xiu's eyes more deeply, but after Cheng Xiu met Pei Ran's gaze, he felt quite ashamed!

Two days ago, they were clearly still in a cold war, but they revealed that at this time, on the surface, they were in a cold war with Pei Ran, and after returning home, they closed the door and were still secretly caring about him!

In the Cold War, whoever surrenders first loses!Besides, he's not just submissive, he's really caring about Pei Ran, okay? !

This matter was even told in front of Pei Ran, it was a public execution!

Cheng Xiu deliberately avoided Pei Ran's teasing eyes, and her eyes wandered around the yard, but she knew in her heart that the young man's gaze was always on her.

He even felt that the young man's eyes seemed to have a burning temperature, and his face was almost burning when he saw it, so he was restless, and his eyes were dangling, and there was no place to stay.

When Kou Rong said this, he originally wanted Cheng Xiu to praise him, but Cheng Xiu not only did not praise him, but instead looked back and forth with Pei Ran, he clenched his molars tightly in anger.

It shouldn't be, Kou Rong looked at Pei Ran opposite him, from his observation, he naturally knew how important Pei Qing was to Pei Ran.

But after he said that in front of Pei Ran last night, there was nothing unusual about Pei Ran today, not only that, but he even seemed to be getting closer to Brother Pei Qing.

This is obviously wrong...something must have happened that he doesn't know...

The child's eyes suddenly became serious, but at that moment, Pei Ran, who had been smiling all over his face, also withdrew his smile, and his eyes, which were looking at Kou Rong, were full of indistinct profundity.

Since that day, Cheng Xiu noticed some slight changes in Pei Ran:

For example, he called him Brother Pei Qing obediently at the beginning, and he was expressionless for a second, but when he saw him, he smiled all over his face. For example, this little brat has become more clingy than before, and he can see this guy everywhere he goes. The figure of the cub.

The jealousy also became more and more serious. After playing with Kou Rong for a long time, this kid looked unhappy, which made Cheng Xiu feel a little guilty. After all, he promised him not to leave Kou Rong in the yard. , Who would have thought that the kid would go to work in his yard after going around in the end.

At first, it was hard for him to accept that Pei Ran became like this, but after getting along for a few days and becoming familiar with him, Cheng Xiu quickly accepted this little brat.

This little boy is cute and cute, polite and sensible, he is simply the little boy of his dreams!Much better than the previous one!

Pei Ran just smiled at this and didn't speak.

Today is the end of another month, and during lunch, Cheng Xiu looked not very interested.

Even when Kou Rong asked, he just shook his head and didn't speak.

Pei Ran watched from the side, and naturally knew what Cheng Xiu was worried about. A faint black shadow had already begun to surge in the palm of his left hand.

That was the cloud of black smoke that had been appearing ever since his body became abnormal.

Pei Ran lowered his head, staring at the black shadow in his hand in a daze.

At first he didn't know what happened, his body suddenly became hot one night, and then the pain was unbearable, the pain was so painful that he didn't even have the strength to cry out.

But after one night, his body strangely returned to its original state, as if the sudden pain last night was just a dream he had for nothing.

If it was just a dream, then this dream was too real.

It was not until half a year later that his body broke out again, and he was in excruciating pain. He woke up in the middle of the night thinking that he was going to die soon, but he didn't want to die where Cheng Xiu could see him, which made him feel sad for nothing.

So he endured the pain and left a letter of resignation, and dragged his painful body to leave. Just as he was about to go out, a cloud of gray-black thin smoke appeared in front of him.

The thin cloud of smoke told him: "You are not human..."

"Xiao Ran? Xiao Ran, what are you looking at?" Cheng Xiu shouted at the dazed person in front of him.

"Do you have anything in your hand?" Cheng Xiu asked suspiciously.

The shout interrupted his thoughts, Pei Ran came back to his senses, looked away from the black shadow in his hand, and a thin smile appeared in his eyes again.

"I just saw something black in my hand. I looked carefully, but it was gone. I must have misread it."

Cheng Xiu immediately became nervous when he heard this, it's not his fault, it's really near the end of the month, what happened to Pei Ran can't be careless.

So the young man put down the bowl and chopsticks in his hand and stretched out his hand, held up the palm of Pei Ran's words, put it in front of him and examined it carefully:

"Didn't it suddenly appear and disappear?"

While talking, he looked at Pei Ran suspiciously, who was afraid that Pei Ran's body would have an accident at this crucial point.

Before Pei Ran could speak, Kou Rong beside him suddenly laughed and said:

"Brother Pei Qing was joking, how could there be a black shadow on someone's palm?

I'm afraid brother Pei Ran is confused and confused, right? "

The smile in Pei Ran's eyes deepened, and he followed Kou Rong's words: "No problem."

"It's all right!" Cheng Xiu suddenly raised her voice.

"You never take your body seriously!"

After he finished speaking, he pushed Pei Ran's hand away, and picked up the chopsticks again to poke in the bowl angrily. It seemed that he was really angry.

Pei Ran leaned over and said flatteringly: "It's really all right, look."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and flipped it back and forth several times in front of Cheng Xiu's eyes.

Although Cheng Xiu was angry, she was her own son after all, and it would be a lie to say that she didn't feel sorry for her.

He said "Take it away, I won't look at it", but his eyes were very sincere and firmly attached to Pei Ran's palm, and he looked at it several times.

It was only when Pei Ran withdrew his palm that everyone began to eat again.

Kou Rong, on the other hand, couldn't figure out why he was angry when he heard Brother Pei Qing.

Could it be that there are really black shadows on someone's palm?They are not Huang Xianren, so if they say it, they won't be laughed at?

That is to say, brother Pei Qing cared about that person alone, so he was so cautiously worried about him.

The child bowed his head, restraining the strange color in his eyes.

Originally thought that this matter would be over like this, but after the meal, Cheng Xiu suddenly stopped him:

"Kou Rong, when the time comes, you can tell Xiaoyu: these few days, no attendants are arranged in the courtyard at night, and no one is allowed to leave the room after nightfall.

If I find out who sneaked out, don't work in Pei's house from now on!

understand? " Cheng Xiu explained seriously, and after he finished speaking, his eyes fell on Pei Ran with worry from time to time.

Although Kou Rong didn't know what Cheng Xiu's explanation meant, but seeing Pei Qing's expression, he knew that this matter must have something to do with Pei Ran!

It's him again!Kou Rong couldn't help grinding his back molars hard, the jealousy and soreness in his chest wanted to burst out immediately!

He's just a lowly guy, why can he get such love from brother Pei Qing?With his appearance, is he worthy? !

Kou Rong was always thinking like this in his heart, but he never showed it on his face. He bent down and lowered his head, and replied softly and obediently: "Brother Pei Qing, don't worry."

But I couldn't help but start to think: Is this matter related to the palm that Pei Ran just mentioned?

Cheng Xiu was so worried about Pei Ran that she naturally didn't see the strange look in the child's eyes.

In the evening, the number of attendants in the yard gradually decreased, and Cheng Xiu's mood also became anxious as the dusk fell.

The end of the month means that Pei Ran will once again experience the pain of physical awakening. This is a major event related to Pei Ran's future and needs to be cautious.

As the moonlight fell, a figure suddenly appeared in a hurry in the originally empty courtyard.

Wrapped in a coat, the figure hurried out of one room and plunged into another room.

The figure was Cheng Xiu who dismissed all the waiters.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Xiu ran into the room, walked quickly towards Pei Ran without even taking off her coat.

Pei Ran was lying on the bed, and it seemed that the symptoms hadn't occurred yet.

Cheng Xiu breathed a sigh of relief for a while, he pushed open the window and looked out the window, the moon had gradually set on the branches.

But now Pei Ran still had no sign of an attack, Cheng Xiu casually put down the window, turned around and walked back to Pei Ran's side.

He hoped that Pei Ran would never have a fit and be a child protected by him forever.

It's a pity that things in the world are mostly unsatisfactory.

Cheng Xiu sat on the boy's bed and stretched out his hand to touch the boy's forehead. After confirming that there was nothing abnormal about the boy's body, he withdrew his palm and pulled the quilt up again for the boy.

Seeing that there was still enough time, Cheng Xiu couldn't help asking:

"Aren't you still willing to tell me now?"

You don't believe me like that?

After a long silence, when Cheng Xiu almost gave up getting the answer, the boy on the bed finally spoke.

"It's not what you think." The boy looked down to avoid Cheng Xiu's sight. From the angle Cheng Xiu was sitting, he could just see the boy's thick and long eyelashes falling on his face, following the mood of his master. Cattail fan, it looks like...

Extremely uneasy.

Seeing Pei Ran like this, Cheng Xiu felt a little distressed.

After another long silence, the boy suddenly reached out, took out a piece of paper from under his pillow and handed it to Cheng Xiu.

The sitting boy took it, he didn't understand what Pei Ran was going to do when he suddenly gave him this piece of paper.

Cheng Xiu opened the folded paper suspiciously, and the boy's handsome handwriting appeared in Cheng Xiu's eyes:

[I know that time is short, but I can't bear to make you sad.

……

It has been rumored in my family since I was a child that I am a person with bad luck. I didn't really believe it, and it was even more so after I met you. I thought that all the suffering I suffered in the first half of my life was because of meeting you.

But now, I have to believe it.

……

I may not have much time. On the one hand, reason tells me that I should go far away and die in a place that no one knows, so that you will not find it.

But on the other hand, I struggled desperately in my heart and refused to leave. Even in the last days, I still want to be closer to you for a while.

Unexpectedly, in the end, you accidentally discovered this matter.

Because of this incident, there were some gaps between us, as if the two of us were getting further and further apart.

You spend less and less time looking for me, and spend more time with Kou Rong.

Sometimes I think it's not bad, you gradually alienate me, and one day, my body can't resist anymore, so I will disappear into this yard by myself, with some thoughts you left for me .

But sometimes when I look at the two of you getting along, it seems that through the two of you, I can see the shadow between you and me in the past, and I am quite envious.

Of course, I know that from now on, between you and me, it will not be the same as before.

……

Paper is short, words are long, I have too many things to say to you, but the world doesn't give me this opportunity.

Finally, I only wish you a safe life. 】

At the end of the letter, only the word "Pei Ran" was written in the signing place, but the time was not specified.

Apparently the owner of the letter didn't know exactly when the letter would fall into Cheng Xiu's hands.

This is a suicide note.

The author has something to say: This is a love letter.

Of course, this love letter was specially written by Pei Ran's little friend for Cheng Xiu Beibi to read, hehe.