when we kiss the blade

I don't know how long I walked, but a warm light appeared in the distance. It is past midnight, and the store is still open, and it looks quite prosperous.

Shop bully.

The waiter put down the menu and opened it to see that none of the dishes were below three digits. With a flash of my eyes, I ticked off a few dishes and asked, "Do you eat matsutake?"

He seemed very casual in eating, "Yes."

I said again, "I want to order dessert."

"No."

The tip of the pen was on the menu, I crossed out the dessert, and said with a smile: "This is my hobby, you are a bit too much."

When I was waiting for the food, I never thought that I would meet Zhao Chengwei here. He saw me as soon as he came in. The next second, he averted his eyes and sat in the other direction. He sat in the corner and ordered a few bottles of wine. There is no order, it seems very deserted.

Xu Shaoting followed my gaze, and the moment he saw Zhao Chengwei, he turned around and smiled at me: "Your friend is here, why don't you go and say hello to him?"

Since that embarrassing incident happened, the relationship has indeed become estranged a lot, but the relationship is still there. I slightly lowered my head and smiled, "He ruined the relationship between us with his own hands."

Xu Shaoting lit a cigarette, let the spark burn, squinted his eyes, and seemed to have guessed what I meant.I snatched the cigarette from his hand, took a deep breath, then stood up and walked towards that corner.

Zhao Chengwei drank the wine one after another, his expression was very decadent, even when I stood in front of him, he didn't bother to raise his eyes, I still remember his crazy appearance, reached out and knocked on the table, and reminded lightly: "You are in the middle of the night What do you want to drink?"

He huddled in the sofa chair, the liquor stained his collar, he smiled sadly, glanced at Xu Shaoting, and asked lightly, "Isn't he also a man?"

I was stunned, as expected, he was still brooding over this matter, I sat down, poured myself a glass of wine, and said, "Before I met him, I really didn't think I was such a person."

He was sure: "You are not a vain person."

"Do you have to confirm the relationship between me and him over and over again?" I thought it was ridiculous, "Some things will change if you change your partner. Thinking about it, you are good enough to me, but there is always something missing. I don't feel that way."

He smiled bitterly: "What's wrong?"

I shook my head, but I couldn't figure it out, it would be better to numb it with alcohol. After drinking a cup, I walked back, and a bloody light flashed in my mind. Little else.Xu Shaoting handed over a glass of wine, and the originally enjoyable supper turned a little off.

Immediately afterwards, many images that should not have appeared appeared in my mind, and that was my most shameful image.

My mood suddenly became heavy, and I said lightly: "Xu Shaoting, in fact, from the beginning, you treated me very badly, worse than anyone else." After a pause, I emphasized, "It's really bad."

Facing my sudden accusation, he was very calm, but what he said made me slightly startled: "You are still worried about that person, but he is no longer here."

After a long time, he said again: "Stop talking about this, you should calm down."

I looked heavily into his eyes, trying to control my emotions, damn, what's going on, why did I suddenly think of those things, it caught me off guard.

"I am not sleeply."

My brain was out of control, and before I could think about it, I blurted out: "He is more important."

After finishing speaking, there was a deep silence, his face was extremely gloomy, his face suddenly turned cold, and the tea slid down my face, I wiped it vigorously, picked up the wine glass and was about to pour it back, when he suddenly stood up and turned around. Let's go, the decision is terrible.

I know that this matter between us is an uncertain time bomb, it will explode one day, if I don’t mention it today, I will suddenly think about it next time, and it will never end well.

What kind of drunkenness am I sprinkling.

I ate something indiscriminately by myself. When I went back, the car was still parked there. I walked over quickly, but the car door was locked, so I had to knock on the car window. Look away.I woke up most of the time before I realized that what I said was hurtful, and I explained: "Xu Shaoting, I was a little drunk just now, so what I said didn't count."

He opened the car door, pulled me in, and said solemnly: "You think I can't tell, you don't usually do this, just tell the truth after drinking a little wine, that's what you really want to say."

I put on my seat belt and stared blankly at the road ahead. Such a solemn and depressing atmosphere made people irritated: "You can pretend you didn't hear."

"You admit it, I can't make it up to you anyway," he said blankly, "Why do you have to deal with a dead man, he is him and you are you, you can't replace him, and he can't replace you."

That said, I really underestimated Eddie's place in his heart.I shook my hand, and said with no interest in life: "I won't mention him next time, so you can rest assured." When there is pressure, people will never look back, and they can't see the potential danger when they move forward. Only after they settle down, they realize it. Danger looms.

I may be angry, angry that he has two people in his heart, I actually don't doubt his feelings at all, just like I am sure of my feelings for him.He was silent for a long time, then held my wrist and admitted: "I don't blame you, if you have someone else in your heart, I will lose my temper even more."

I calmed down a little and asked:

"I wonder how he abducted you?"

He understated: "Stalking and stalking, soft and hard."

"And then?" I smiled.

He thought for a while: "He is completely different from you. He is trying his best to make me laugh, and you are trying his best to make me angry. Soon you will be mad at me, just like now."

I touched my nose in embarrassment, looked out the window, and said lightly: "Come on, you should be content."

He let go of my wrist, pointed to his cheek, and said with a smile: "Shouldn't you come to please me now? If you weren't driving, I really wanted to beat you up."

I teasingly kissed his side face. This man is angry, or really angry, and needs to be coaxed. I lowered my voice and smirked: "Who are you to me, I want to spoil you so much?"

I have always wondered about this question. How should we get along with each other? Every day is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs. He is so overbearing that I have nothing to say. I think we may have a fight at any time, but...

Perhaps as he said, all these unbelievable things can only happen between us, and no one can replace them.

He laughed: "Do you think this is a pet?"

I raised my eyebrows, who said no?

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