when we kiss the blade

Master Feng laughed loudly, picked up the wine glass and toasted me, with arrogance: "For me, Feng Ning, please be careful, this kid is going to be our big brother, I'll try his drinking capacity first! Let's drink him first." How about drunk?!"

"good--!!"

I raised my eyebrows, and then the whole box burst into wild laughter, even the two corn stalks that fell into the water laughed, and the bald head even pushed the wine in front of me, and the wine pusher even sent a cart with kindness Liquor, sat down beside me with a sweet smile.

The atmosphere was suddenly delicate.

I've seen them, it's a pure carnival, they don't mean to test me, I'm safe.

All of a sudden, I became a target of public criticism. I really can't drink enough, and I still have injuries on my body. I wanted to show my prestige, but now if I get drunk, I will be carried out... the consequences can be imagined.

The bald head opened four bottles of wine in one breath, and called me to finish: "Don't refuse, let's start with these four bottles... A Feng will drink five bottles later, and you can choose a number to drink, and A Feng will be in this number. Plus one, how about it?"

I was taken aback, it started with... four bottles, I couldn't even touch the road when I went down the four bottles, and fell directly on the road, how can I go back, how can I go back to Xu Shaoting... I slapped my forehead and smiled wryly: " Are you trying to embarrass me?"

Old Chen couldn't stand it anymore, and fanned himself on fire: "Hurry up and drink, the brothers will carry you back when you're drunk, what are you afraid of..."

While they weren't paying attention, I secretly sent a text message to Yunqiao: I was in Room 302 of the Yeguiren Bar and was drunk, come and pick me up.

After I finished drinking a bottle of wine, Yun Qiao finally replied to me:

Song Kai, are you kidding me?

At critical moments, women always think too much.When I finished the second bottle, I felt that my stomach was about to burn. Feng Ning looked at me with confidence, and then smiled again: "You are blushing."

I concealed a smile: "So what?"

Everyone raised their glasses and said in unison: "Keep drinking."

That day, I drank three bottles and couldn’t do it anymore. I retched again and again. When Yunqiao rushed to the private room, I lay on the sofa and controlled myself with my remaining rationality. Only Zhao Chengwei had seen me drunk, and he smiled. After a whole day, I dare not get drunk again.

Yun Qiao looked at me not knowing whether to laugh or cry, and asked, "How much did you drink? So drunk?"

I thought about it, stretched out one, two, three...three fingers, and said in a deep voice, "It seems to be three bottles, no..."

I was carried into the car by Yunqiao, drowsy and bumpy all the way back to the hotel. Yunqiao supported me like a man, knocked on the door resolutely, and said angrily, "Mr. The bit has been shipped back to you, you..."

The door opened, Xu Shaoting looked gloomy, thanked me, carried me into the room, and threw me on the bed.

I shook my head, in a daze, the aftertaste of the wine was coming up, I felt the whole room was spinning rapidly, whirring, Xu Shaoting stuffed a cup into my hand, "What are you going to do now, Get drunk for a while?"

I shook my head, dangling drunk, my body was so light that I could float, I thought it was funny: "Look, I'm drunk..."

He sat down, looked at my face, and narrowed his eyes: "What do you want to express?" He put me down and lowered his voice, "Have you been a little...anxious recently? Just do your best on this matter, Don't put too much pressure on it, if you can't finish it, at most, I will have a showdown with my father, and I will have to do it with you."

I covered my eyes with my hands and felt uncomfortable. Yes, I felt that I was about to die in this rescue. I had nothing left. The initial courage and the last belief were almost burned to ashes... I Only after drinking can I dare to vent this helplessness. I have no relatives, but I still can't let go.

I couldn't control myself, and my voice began to tremble: "Shao Ting, the lives of a hundred people in the car are still in my hands... Even if I rescue them, there are still nearly sixty people at the destination, what should I do at that time?" What should I do!"

He hugged me tightly, as if he wanted to rub me into his body, and then asked me to look at him seriously, with a firm tone: "Song Kai, just give up those sixty people and save the people in the car Come back later, don't continue, Jin Beichen will not let you go."

My head was about to explode, and countless voices were screaming wildly inside, holding my head with my hands, I really wanted to smash everything, nothing was the cleanest.Two days later, if it's a farewell, what should I do, what should Shao Ting do...

My heart aches and I almost shed tears, but there are still countless thoughts lingering. I am not a person who is good at expressing feelings, but I am not a person without feelings. I just fell in love with someone. Why do I have to bear so much? ...

I hugged him hard, I was weak this time, after tonight, I was fearless.I pressed my lips tightly against his, and said in a deep voice: "You know, I am sober now, Shao Ting, you said that I am paranoid and difficult to train, full of blood... no matter how crazy I am, I am willing to be in your arms Do you know how much I love you? When I know that you have someone else in your heart, I can only numb myself constantly. I live a life that is worse than death every day, do you understand? "

He keeps responding to me, but I still don't think it's enough. Alcohol makes me cut my body open like a madman. I just want to show him a fresh heart, while it is still beating, "You have to promise me... If something happens to me, Shao Ting, don't forget me..."

He gagged my mouth severely, pressed me down, strangled my hand, and suddenly said coldly: "You are drunk, don't think about it, just sleep now."

"However," I felt that my eyes were blurred, and my mind was a little wandering, "you let me go on..."

He didn't listen, and covered my mouth with his hands, acting forcefully, it's been a long time since he restrained too much for me, at this time he was as refusing to give in as before, he was almost shouting: "Song Kai, if If you keep talking nonsense, you will go back to the imperial capital! Letting you out is not for you to die! I will say it here today, if someone surnamed Jin dares to touch a finger of yours, I will show my cards immediately!"

When I heard the showdown, my nerves tensed for an instant, and I held his hand, "Don't show your cards! You have enough enemies... there can be no more, and I will work hard to come back!"

He was also on the verge of collapse, his eyes were full of grief, he kissed my forehead, his eyes locked on me, and his tone softened: "Song Kai, what do you want me to do, you are always forcing me... "

I couldn't bear it anymore and lost consciousness, but the warmth on my forehead still existed, the heavy warmth still lingered in my heart...