when we kiss the blade

I have never seen Su Ting like this, so lethal and extremely sharp.

She choked my neck fiercely, and the sudden burst of force made me back again and again until my back hit the wall. Her eyes were red with painful tears, her nails were firmly embedded in the flesh, and her voice roared from her throat: " You said, are you cheap?! Can you show some face? Why do you want to seduce other people’s men?! You answer me, why do you want him to accept you, you lackey who helps people lift shoes, you don’t want anything No!"

Throat stuck, breathing hard, I turned my head away.

"Answer me! Why do you?!" She ignored it completely, big tears fell down her cheeks in an instant, and there was a strong sadness on her face, and she stuck, "I beg you, tell me, what are you doing, Shao A person who is so self-restrained, why should he treat you well...Before you came, everything was good..."

"..."

What can I say, I really have nothing to say.

I am like a tragic gladiator, while pleasing others with bloodshed and sacrifice, I also have to endure ridicule and ridicule.

She let go of my hand, I coughed violently, the oxygen rushed into my lungs in an instant, tears came out of my eyes, I squinted at her, I know, I am in a mess now, but she also gave up everything for that man, killing her My eyes are red, she and I are both poor people, why bother about killing each other.

With sympathy for each other, I softly whispered in her reddened and feverish ear:

"Don't forget, you will be married soon."

She froze for a second, and her words turned into curses:

"Song Kai, you make me look so ugly, and I won't make it easier for you!"

I turned around and left, giving up Shao Ting, I would be even more sad.

Luo Hua was sent to the intensive care unit, Yun Qiao stood outside the door, watching nervously from the transparent window, her body was pressed against it, and a group of medical staff gathered inside, tense and orderly.Luo Hua's heart has long been weakened by drugs, I know it, but...

Punch the wall, Song Kai, you are unforgivable!

Yun Qiao turned her head and asked softly, "Have you dealt with that group of media outside?"

As if to match the quiet and solemn atmosphere in the hospital, she didn't even smile, and put away her usual teasing and teasing, all of which reminded me that invisible voices flooded me from all directions:

all because of you...

I retracted my gaze, lowered my head and took a deep puff of the cigarette. She came up and choked out the cigarette. The cigarette butt burned between her thumb and forefinger. When I tightened my scalp, she suddenly seemed to be a different person. She looked at me with piercing eyes, pointed to the corner of her own eyes, and smiled mysteriously: "You're wet here, you've cried before."

I calmly replied, "So what?"

She raised her head, and the smile on her face could be described as charming: "It is said that a man's tears are more precious than diamonds, especially a man like you."

I laughed at myself: "It's all the same, no one is invincible."

"It's so strange to hear you say such a thing." She was very interested, and her face became a little colored, "What about now, is it destroyed?"

I said lightly: "No, it's not that easy." I threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, "I just can't say something, so simple things become complicated when I come to me, that's because I don't want to put it out so early. Things are done well, but now I can't even hit the sidelines..."

"so what?"

She's an excellent confidant.

I suddenly shrugged my shoulders, raised my eyebrows and said: "So if you need to be flexible, let's show the cards, do everything right, and explain your words." After a pause, "You must notify me as soon as he wakes up, and I will explain it myself. By the way Ask him to fire me."

"Song Kai, I sincerely suggest you, don't show your hole cards, you can't afford to lose, you are making life difficult for yourself and the whole world, it's not worth it at all."

I don't know if it's worth it or not, all I know is that I want this man, and I, Song Kai, must have him!

I want to go back to Jinxu immediately, I want to explain clearly, I want to tell him that I just don't want you to marry that woman, I will go crazy!Crazy with jealousy!Whether you are selfish or self-willed, you'd better not offend others!

The matter between me and Luo Hua, I think about it now, I will not fight for anyone's approval, if you say a word, I will retreat completely, no matter what his status is!I don't want to stand at the same height as you, even if I kneel at your feet!

I feel like I have been rebuilt, my whole body is covered with bright red boiling magma, and when I return to Jinxu, my whole body has reached the extreme.After asking Butler Chen, I went directly to the third floor, entered my fingerprint with my finger, and opened the door. The light was still on, but the person was gone.

The bedroom was dark and dark, his suit jacket was still on the bed, and there were some photos scattered on the bed, obviously he had just flipped through them.I walked over and picked up one. The young man in the photo had a bright smile, and his delicate and beautiful eyebrows made people have to admire, but I had a feeling of déjà vu——

By the way, it was the dancing boy, Shao Ting let me imitate him...

The scene is an ordinary restaurant, and it is a life photo taken by an acquaintance.

Turn the photo over, there is a line of words:

"Master, your photography skills are too bad. I'm so cute, how can I be photographed like this by you? It's so sad!"

A tearful baby face is also drawn below.

My heart began to beat wildly again, and I immediately picked up another one, it was still this boy, and turned it over:

Master, are you really that busy?You don’t have time to answer my calls, so you answer as soon as I call you, can’t you save a few meetings for me?I'd be so happy then...

Well, I'm not going to be willful anymore, when you see this photo, I'm already on the plane, and I will come to see you in five hours, so excited, love you!

How...how could this be?

hallucinations?

My hands began to tremble uncontrollably, and I took another photo...the two hands were tightly held together in the photo.

――This is the third year that we have held hands, thank fate for letting me meet you.

Shao Ting, from the moment I am willing to call you master, I have let go of everything. No matter how many people oppose you or how many hardships you face in the future, let's not let go, shall we?Although I have said these three words many times, I still want to say it again: I love you.

Then, a line of words followed.

I love you too, will you come back?

Turn over one by one, there is only one theme left, you come back.

……

Come back, I will definitely answer your calls even if I have a meeting in the future.

Come back, I have found the tarot card you want.

Why don't you come back?

……

I miss you so much, I'm going crazy, come back soon!

……

He really doesn't look like you at all, come back.

I'm wrong.

My hands stopped shaking.

He couldn't even shake, and just stood there, his whole body suddenly disconnected from his brain.

I think I should go out, the door is there, very close, there is no point in staying here anymore.

But I just can't move.

The only thing that can move is the liquid flowing from the eyes, which slowly and embarrassingly lands on the back of the hand, but I don't feel it at all, it must have been suffocated for a long time.

For a long time, like a sudden return to the soul, I fled in despair.

Like a down-and-out gambler who lost everything and escaped from the casino desperately.

The whole person is illusory, the path he travels is illusory, what he sees in his eyes is illusory, reality and illusion are entangled, killing each other unswervingly, non-stop.

Breathing gradually came back...

You are so crazy, come here like a fool, isn't that stupid enough?

Song Kai, don't let people look down on you.

From the beginning, your dignity, your freedom are all back.

Nothing happens, you just have an absurd nightmare, and everything goes to zero.

zeroed out...

It turned out that I was really not worthy, not even his being a dog.