when we kiss the blade

A week later, when I returned to the presidential palace, I kept my mouth shut about what happened with Loli, but people would still peek at me curiously, wondering how I came back alive, and how I entered the presidential palace without an interview.

I am like a monster, watched by countless pairs of eyes every day, and among so many eyes, of course there is a pair of eyeballs that I most want to take away.

She saw the finger box, and she wanted to destroy me.

I lit a cigarette, sat down on the edge of the bed, upset, and unconsciously picked up the phone.

Having experienced so many dangers, he is used to walking on the edge of a knife, and he has already learned to accept death as home, but the feeling of being protected is like poppy, easily addictive.I know it's him, otherwise I wouldn't be able to come back unscathed, this time I really owe him.

"Shao Ting, what happened this time..." I was at a loss for words.

He simply interrupted: "Don't say thank me, you can't thank me."

"Who should thank you? I just want to report to you that I went back safely."

"Would you like to hear two good words?"

I've already confirmed his expression now, it's really easy to beat.

"Are you listening? I said I wanted to hear you..."

"What are you talking about?" If it's the nasty words like I love you, I'll throw my phone.

He was silent for a long time, so long that I thought I was deaf, and only the sound of low breathing still proved his existence. I suddenly felt a little flustered for no reason, and couldn't help asking: "What do you want to hear, tell me quickly."

"Just say...Master, can I come back?"

With a rare and gentle tone, I cleared my throat to make sure my voice was just right, not too flattering or too selfish: "Well, then listen up, master, I'm back, hello, do you hear..."

The other end hummed, then hung up the phone suddenly, I was at a loss, damn it, if I called again, the phone would be turned off, it was unbearable.

If you are really so busy, then don’t answer my phone, what do you mean when you answer it and hang up again... I threw the phone on the bed and went straight into the kitchen. The room was separated by a kitchen. The cooking utensils are all there, so there is no need to worry about rounds.

I am a little happy.

Tie up your apron, pick up a kitchen knife, and all the ingredients will be turned into dishes.

I'm a little excited, after working hard for so long, I can finally hold a kitchen knife openly.

Mr. President is not a picky eater. No matter what I do, he is willing to eat it. Even if I accidentally put a lot of salt, he will finish the food with great restraint, put down his chopsticks, and finally remind me lightly, put too much salt. up.

I can only spread my hands, pay attention next time, after all, I don't have the talent of God of Cookery.Without the effect of the medicine, his spirit improved a lot, and his complexion was not so pale. When he reprimanded me, he also looked a little reprimanded, because sometimes I am wild.

He is so well-bred, I will forget his identity, my identity, and he doesn't have the respect that a waiter should have.

However, all this comes at a price.

After the drug was discontinued, his body would become extremely painful from time to time. I had no choice but to move to his room. When he was dying of pain in the middle of the night, he would have particularly vicious thoughts and say something that made me laugh and cry If it is, it is similar to a child. If you are unhappy, you will not let others be happy.But when he wakes up, he will return to the respected president in everyone's eyes, with dignified clothes and elegant manners.

Lori was waiting for the day when he couldn't hold on, and I knew that.

After his health improved a lot, I added two treadmills to the presidential palace, starting from slow walking, starting from 0.5 kilometers, and adding up a little bit. Of course, in order to prevent him from being unable to persist, when he walked, I just ran on another treadmill, had a good time, and sweated profusely, and all the pressure evaporated into sweat.He envied me and dared not neglect me.

I wiped my face, threw the towel around my neck, took a bottle of water, drank it all in one gulp, then closed the lid, and aimed to throw it into the trash can far away.As soon as I glanced at him, he was almost unable to hold on, his steps became heavier and heavier, and his breathing became more and more rapid, as if sandbags were tied to his calves.

I walked over, bent down, turned my head to look at his flushed face from exercise, and asked with a smile, "Can't you keep going?"

He didn't speak, but it was getting harder and harder to walk. He cast a glance at me, full of disgust, and then walked on stubbornly.

I sat on the ground and said with a smile, "You look like this, reminding me of how I used to be in training, running cross-country all night with weight, that feeling, I really want to shoot myself, the body is not my own, come back and order two hundred Pull-ups, screaming at the end, I really don’t know how I survived... As for you, you don’t think about anything, because thinking will consume oxygen, and of course you don’t listen to me.”

I laughed out loud, he seemed to be angry and quickened his pace.

"When there is no road ahead, you just walk according to your feeling. You think you can't go on, but you are already close to the exit. Why do you keep silent? You can live a better life..."

I stood up and felt that it was almost done. I walked over and asked, "Do you want to ride a horse? When you can walk up to 10 kilometers, I will teach you how to ride a horse, okay?"

He didn't stop, he gritted his teeth and persisted.

"You can control it, pull the rein, and it can run fast and far, to where you want to go," I asked with a smile.

I am seducing him.

After getting off the treadmill, he glared at me. His eyes became less indifferent and more accusing.

I opened the water bottle and brought it to his mouth: "Take a break, today is good, I walked 6 kilometers, it's great, I didn't expect the progress to be so fast, I believe you will be able to..."

"Stop talking," he took the water bottle and interrupted me, "There's nothing to be thankful about, it's an easy thing for ordinary people."

I smiled and shook my fingers: "How is this easy for ordinary people? If ordinary people change their bodies, they will have to endure pain and suffering and fight with their bodies to the end. They may not be as good as you," I hope. looking into his eyes, "And you, you did it."

He also stared at me closely, his tightly pursed lips moved suddenly, but he didn't say a word.I thought he was angry and was about to apologize, but I heard his gentle but firm voice: "Song Kai, you have suffered, I have never suffered, that's why you are in so much pain now."

I softened my heart: "The pain is always there, it depends on how you treat it."

"Tell me about your past story, I want to know."

I shook my head: "I don't have any stories, they are all violent and bloody conspiracies and tricks, which are not pleasant at all."

"Bloody, violent, conspiracies and schemes," he repeated the words, smiling, "Most people don't even dare to think about it."

I laughed at myself: "I'd rather be like an ordinary person."

"Then why do you need to do things for others? You are very good at learning, you can choose a normal job, make a good performance, and your life will be good." He said calmly.

I shrugged my shoulders and said indifferently: "Because I have no choice, I have to do things for others when I get bought back. Besides, I'm used to this kind of life, and accidents happen all the time."

He suddenly smiled, his eyes brightened: "Then what surprised you the most?"

I was stunned. The most unexpected thing was that scenes of memories were projected like a silent film, as silently as a revolving lantern, and the scenes were screened in my mind, and finally stopped abruptly in a segment——

I am in love with a man.

Since then, the world has been turned upside down.

Everything was derailed, my faith started to waver, my personality started to split, my pursuits started to change, and he was the most unexpected accident I've had in so many years.

"You look like you have something to say."

He suddenly interrupted my memory.

I waved my hand and pretended: "No, no, I didn't have the most surprise, only more surprise." Standing up, I stretched my body. I haven't moved my muscles and bones for a long time, and I must have been blunt. "How much do you think my cooking skills have improved?"

He shook his head frankly: "Barely swallow."

I looked frustrated: "Don't be so direct."

He thought for a while, and changed his euphemism: "It's just a little bit worse than the worst cook in Bisar Palace."

"..."

Ouch, I don't even want to cook for you.

Probably because I realized that this sentence hit me, I unexpectedly received a compliment from Mr. President in the evening.

He ate all the food on the plate as usual, then put down the tableware, rinsed his mouth gracefully, wiped the corners of his mouth with the handkerchief I handed him, and said lightly: "This golden abalone is well done."

I know how tricky his taste is, and being able to say it's good means it's really good. I'm very happy, and I can't help but ask: "What about the others?"

"Basically qualified."

Faced with such a pertinent evaluation, I had no choice but to make persistent efforts.

At night, he walked to the room by himself. For him, basic walking is no longer a problem, but excessive exercise.Once it is too aggressive, his whole body will be in pain.Yun Qiao is also his attendant, but most of the time, he will let me accompany him.

He wanted to get rid of the old housekeeper, the cook, and many people, those eyes who had been watching him silently.After he came out of the shower, I went back to my room to take a shower as usual, but he stopped me: "You can wash here, anyway, I have a change of clothes."

I politely refused: "I'm used to washing in that room."

He took out all the clothes and said lightly: "Then start today and try to get used to washing here."