I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian has been away for a year, and Qiao Ke is still guarding the house they used to live in. Pudding is more than a year old and has become less naughty and more honest. Qiao Ke's circle is still so clean, and his interpersonal relationship is still the same Simple as usual, but without the childishness and love at first sight.

The pet shop is still open, but in a different place. During this year, Qiao Ke has been to many places, including Paris that Lin Jian once talked about, Turkey that Lin Jian read from the book, and Russia that he never forgets. , Qiao Ke wandered around every corner of the world, as if looking for Lin Jian's shadow, he was looking forward to meeting him again somewhere, and then had a word with him.

"I have been waiting for you, and finally I have waited for you. This time, I must go home."

How much he wanted to hold Lin Jian's hand and walk in the night scene of Paris, how much he wanted to ride a Turkish hot air balloon and kiss the person he loved the most, how much he wanted to say the most beautiful love words in front of Lake Baikal in Russia, but one For many years, he has been to all over the world, but he has not found Lin Jian's shadow. After all, he did not expect the person he thought of.

When he returned to the place where they lived together again and saw Pudding, he understood that Lin Jian had already left, and his lover would never come back. When he knew that a week after Lin Jian left, Gu Mo He envied Shen Ye when he followed him, but he couldn't because he promised to live a good life.

Even if there is no him in this world, he may still be a little lonely, but he will keep the promise between them. For more than a year, Qiao Ke's father always ran here, watching Qiao Ke guarding a dog How can parents not feel distressed when they live, Qiao Ke's father once asked him.

"Could it be that you've been guarding a dog for the rest of your life, and aren't you planning to look for it?"

Qiao Ke smiled, touched Pudding's head, but looked at the photo with bright smile on the coffee table and said, "I have a lover, I have only loved one person in my life, and I can't tolerate other people in my heart anymore, because There is no place in my heart, Dad, he is very good, he is the best person I have ever met."

Qiao Ke's father was also angry, and once dropped the poignant words, "Then you can live with a dead man."

If there is a next life, he hopes that Lin Jian can be guarded by him. In the next life, he must not suffer so much. After suffering in this life, he must not suffer in the next life. When sending his father away, Qiao Ke said, "He never He's not dead, he's still in this home, he's still living in my heart, as long as my heart doesn't die, he's still alive."

Qiao Ke drank a lot of wine that night, and he threw the wine bottles all over the floor. Seeing Pudding falling asleep in his nest, he also closed his eyes in a daze, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, Joe Ke dazedly saw Lin Jian when he was a teenager, standing in the flower field, reaching out to him.

The smile was brighter than the flowers, warmer than the sun, standing in the red and green flowers, smiling at him, and kept saying "You are here, I have been waiting for you for a long time, your love Me, let's get married."

The wine bottle in his hand fell to the ground, and Qiao Ke woke up. Everything in the dream was so real. He cried, his heart twisted and hurt, and he murmured in a hoarse voice after drinking, "Don't go, don't go, I really want to You, please come back, little Jane, don't be so cruel, don't leave me alone, the night is so cold, the days without you, I am really lonely."

Qiao Ke lived with a broken dream year after year. When he entered old age, in the nursing home, there was a young boy who looked like Lin Jian in his brows and smiled like Lin Jian when he was young. At that time, he was a volunteer in this nursing home and would visit them every Sunday.

The boy was just in his early twenties, and he was the same age as when he first met Lin Jian. He always watched Qiao Ke staring at an old photo that was already blurred in a daze. The boy asked him, "Grandpa, Who is the person in this photo, you take it every time you come to see it, obviously you can't see the face clearly."

Qiao Ke touched the face on the photo with his old hand, and said with a gentle smile, "He is the one I love. Even though his appearance can no longer be seen clearly, in Grandpa's heart, he is still the same, and his appearance is still the same. is clear."

The boy looked at the smiling happy Qiao Ke and said, "Then grandpa must love him very much, he is so happy."

When people get old, they like to recall the past. He seems to have returned to the freshman year when Qiao Ke said to Lin Jian, "Little Jane, let's go home."