I decided to give up on you

Qiao Ke was stunned for a moment, not knowing what was going on in Lin Jian's mind, he smiled and said, "I'm already very happy, the happiest so far."

Some happiness is forever, and some are just a moment. Lin Jian pursed her lips, lowered her head and thought for a while, the happiness that Qiao Ke wants is very simple, so simple that it makes people feel sad, everyone's company is not forever, Lin Jian knows this very well A little, because he has experienced parting and loss.

And Qiao Ke lived so peacefully that he still didn't understand the truth of life. Lin Jian's life has passed half, and he sees it more thoroughly than anyone else now. Happiness is too vague, and he wants to grasp the truth. It's very difficult, Lin Jian has passed for so long, but she didn't even catch the shadow of happiness.

After all, he lived so hard that he never tasted what happiness is like. From the moment he fell in love with Gu Moshen, maybe his fate was doomed as if it had taken root. Lin Jian smiled slightly, with a bitterness in his heart , Now he is no longer pursuing happiness, because he has passed the age when he can be happy.

Qiao Ke packed up his things, gave the pudding to his assistant for foster care, and took Lin Jian on the plane. After several hours of flying, he finally landed safely. As soon as he got off the plane, a warm current hit, Sanya There is no cold winter like the Northeast here, let alone a bitingly cold early spring. It is like summer all year round, which makes people feel warm from the bottom of their hearts.

After leaving the airport, Lin Jian looked at the endless blue sky, and felt a lot more at ease. Qiao Ke had already contacted a seaside homestay. Lin Jian was not too tired, so Qiao Ke called a car, and the two of them went to the airport. I went to the B&B, which is close to the coast, and you can see the blue sea when you stand in front of the window. Qiao Ke is very thoughtful, so Lin Jian must like the B&B near the sea.

Lin Jian, who was in his early 20s, just met Qiao Ke at that time, and he said that he wanted to live in a house close to the sea, where the sea breeze blows, smells the smell of the sea, and listens to the sound of the sea. He has been remembering it since then Now, he has never forgotten about Lin Jian, he has never forgotten, and he dare not forget, because he is afraid that if he forgets, he will never remember it again.

The scenery of the seaside is very good, and you can still see those people playing on the seaside. Lin Jian looked at the bottomless sea, which seemed to be able to swallow people's hearts, which made people feel afraid, but if people's hearts were swallowed up, the trouble would be There is no more, and I am no longer afraid when I think about it this way.

He pulled Qiao Ke's sleeve, and said in a coquettish tone, "I'm not tired at all, I want to go to the beach to see, the room is too stuffy, I want to get some air."

Qiao Ke always has nothing to do with him, no matter in the past or now, "Okay, but we have three chapters, and we must come back before sunset."

Lin Jian nodded, as if hesitant, but still nodded, the two came to the beach, the soft sand, patting the sea water on their feet, Lin Jian felt at this moment that he could finally not be afraid of any suffering, without any worries Be yourself again.

Lin Jian was a little uncomfortable with the sea breeze, he pulled Qiao Ke and said, "Bring me a coat, I'm a bit cold."

A smart person will be confused sometimes, but a stupid person will always be smart one day. He was walking towards the sea, and the icy sea water was slapping on him. The sea water was so cold. All I could see was the cold water.

When Qiao Ke was full of joy and walked towards him with his clothes, he only saw the cold Lin Jian in the crowd, what is despair, maybe the person you love is in front of you, but you can't save him, Qiao Ke Ke pushed away the crowd and walked over step by step. It hurt like ten thousand knives piercing the apex of his heart.

The person was cold, and there was no temperature anymore, he yelled at the crowd, "What are you all doing, why didn't you save him, if it was a minute earlier, no, if it was a moment earlier, maybe he would have survived, you guys Why not save him, I beg you to save him."

If he doesn't go get the clothes, if he can come back earlier, if they don't come to the beach, if, if he is still alive "We have three chapters in the agreement, we must come back before sunset, you promised me, you come back, okay?"

In the past, Qiao Ke didn't understand what loss was, let alone parting. Now he understands, but he would rather never understand.

Lin Jian liked the sea, so Qiao Ke scattered Lin Jian's ashes into the sea. Qiao Ke stayed in Sanya for three days, and after simply dealing with his funeral, he returned to Beijing and came to Gu Moshen's nursing home. He recently recovered It was very good, maintained by thinking about Lin Jian, as soon as Qiao Ke entered the door, he saw him sitting with his back facing the sun, looking at the sun.

Qiao Ke didn't hate him for a long time, people are gone, what's the use of hating him anymore, he said, "He is gone, he left me a suicide note, he asked me to tell you, the sun will eventually set , the sun that rises again is no longer yesterday's sun, don't wait, you won't be able to wait."

Qiao Ke took out a glass bottle filled with colorful wishing stars. He put the bottle on the bed and left. The shadow reflected by the window already shed two lines of tears.

The begonias outside are blooming beautifully. This year's flowers bloomed a little earlier. Gu Moshen smiled. His little Jane likes crabapple flowers the most. When the flowers bloom, his little Jane must be happy. Gu Moshen seems to be happy. Little Jane who saw him stretched out her hand to him, and he would never let go of that hand again, and he would never let him be alone again.

"The begonias are blooming, and it's time for us to go home."