I decided to give up on you

Hearing what the doctor said, Xia Zheng felt his heart skip a beat. He is such a strong person. How could he have such a disease? Although he did not study the same type, he is also a doctor. He naturally knows that this disease will not disappear overnight. can get.

Only the pressure and pain that has accumulated in his heart for a long time will get this disease. Xia Zheng knew in his heart that no matter how much pressure the company brought him, he could get through it. Lin Jian was different, he came over more than ten years of stumbling, and that was the person he liked from the bottom of his heart.

Even though he didn't say it, he knew it in his heart. His departure was undoubtedly a blow to him. Xia Zhengbi knew what kind of life he had lived for more than a month, because he had also lost it. He naturally knows how painful it is to lose a loved one, and he also knows that that person is still there but he just refuses to see you, and even avoids you. The unspeakable pain is also conceivable.

Xia Zheng took a long breath and said, "Then is there any good treatment plan? Will this disease become delirious in the end and will not recognize people?"

The doctor turned the pen and lit on the paper, and said with a sad expression, "The patient's condition is not very optimistic at present. His cause is psychological, which is what people often call heart disease. Heart disease still needs heart medicine. It is the best treatment plan I can think of at the moment, schizophrenia is a disease, and if it is severe, it will cause some persecution paranoia, confusion, and even emotional turmoil."

Heart medicine, isn't that Lin Jian? Xia Zheng thought about it thoughtfully, and took out the cell phone in his pants pocket. As the screen turned on and off, he sighed, as if he had made some embarrassing decision.

After seeing the doctor, Xia Zheng went through the hospital admission procedures. After making arrangements for Gu Moshen, he left the hospital and went to the airport after a few hours' journey. He got on the plane to Jilin. As the plane took off and landed, he Finally here, the winter is much longer than Beijing, and the cold is twice as cold as Beijing.

He stopped a taxi casually and went to the hospital where Lin Jian was. After a few ten minutes, he finally arrived at the hospital. Xia Zheng went to the nurse station and asked the nurse, "Is there a patient named Lin Jian who is here?" You are here for chemotherapy."

The nurse at the nurse station looked at the record and said, "Yes, but he just left, didn't you meet him?"

Xia Zheng suddenly remembered that the person he passed by just now had changed so much that he didn't even recognize him, so he ran out quickly, hoping that he didn't go far, God is sometimes very kind, he really He didn't go far, but there was another person beside him, and that person looked so thin from the back, which made people feel distressed.

He shouted, "Lin Jian, Lin Jian."

Lin Jian turned around and saw him. This familiar person was his mutual friend with Gu Moshen. He was standing behind him in a beige windbreaker with his hands in his pockets, looking at him with a worried face. Xia was leaving He walked over and looked at Qiao Ke. He didn't know this man, but he knew it from Gu Moshen.

It is he who has been taking care of Lin Jian these days, and Xia Zheng of course understands his thoughts. Xia Zheng hesitated and asked, "Can we talk?"

Lin Jian looked at Qiao Ke and dismissed him, and chatted with Xia Zheng, "Dr. Xia, what can I do for you?"

Xia Zheng took a long breath and said, "Mo Shen is ill, with severe depression and schizophrenia. The doctor said that the best treatment is heart medicine, so Lin Jian, I'm here today because I hope you can go back and see him. See him while he knew you."

Lin Jian coughed a few times, her expression was pained by the familiar name, "Doctor Xia, if you are here to visit me, then I welcome you, but if you are here for his business, then I'm sorry. I can tell you directly, whether he is sick or dead, I will not go to see him, even if one day he dies, I will not go to his grave, half my life has been hard, I just want to die If you can live in peace for half a lifetime, Doctor Xia, don't look for me anymore."

Qiao Ke drove the car out of the hospital's parking lot, and Lin Jian got into the car. The locked doors and the sound of the car starting couldn't stop Xia Zheng's voice from a distance, "Lin Jian, I don't believe you and There is no love at all, you have been childhood sweethearts for more than [-] years, his company is gone now, bankrupt, he only has you left, if you want to see him, call me anytime, I will wait for you."

Sitting in the car and looking through the rearview mirror, Qiao Ke saw him crying, but the tears were so bitter and forbearing, maybe even Lin Jian didn't know what he was crying for, obviously he didn't love him anymore, but why did Kexin It will hurt so much.