I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian moved to the corner of the wall little by little, leaned against the wall with her legs crossed, and stared blankly at the not-so-clear sky outside the window. The sky was covered by thin clouds, as if it was covered with a thin layer. The thin veil makes people unable to see through and guess, and the faint sunlight is weakly projected in the room.

Lin Jian looked at the shadow reflected from the ground, as if not even the sun was on her side at this moment, Lin Jian smiled, since the moment he fell in love with Gu Moshen, it was doomed that such a day would come, and now he has nothing , apart from her humble love to the bone, Lin Jian really doesn't know what else is left of her.

From the day he came out to his parents, he was doomed to lose the family that had been sheltered all along. His parents' opposition and relatives' rejection made Lin Jian feel that as long as Gu Moshen loved her, he didn't care about anything.

The mistakes he made when he was young made Lin Jian feel guilty for more than ten years. If it weren't for his own willfulness, then his parents would not be separated from him forever. Lin Jian knew that he was wrong, but he still couldn't let go of that little love, just like when His mother persuaded him to do the same.

"If he loves you now, it doesn't mean he will love you in the future. People will grow old. Do you think he will still love you when you lose your current glory? The freshness of people has a shelf life and will be discarded once it expires. Little Jane, my mother is not that traditional person, it's just what's left after the passion fades between two men."

Yes, Lin Jian still remembers the sunny afternoon when he and his mother were sitting on the sofa in the living room and were persuaded by his mother. Those words kept echoing in Lin Jian's ears. More often, when people are over thirty, all the passion has faded away, and what is left is just cold and bone-chilling time.

After a little bit of wear and tear, Lin Jian heard the doorbell ringing without a sound. He knew that it must be Gu Moshen's assistant who came to deliver the medicine. He stood up on his knees and walked slowly to the door When he opened the door, the man in front of him was very young, and he seemed to be in his twenties, which was a good age.

He smiled at Lin Jian, took the medicine in his hand, and handed it to Lin Jian, "Mr. Gu told me to take you to the hospital. Mr. Lin, come with me."

Lin Jian took the medicine in his hand and he covered up his sickness very well just now. It didn't seem like someone who had a stomachache. Lin Jian just smiled gently and said, "No need, he just made a fuss over a molehill. It's an old problem." You don't need to go to the hospital, go back and get busy."

He Jinghuai hesitated for half a second before nodding and leaving. Lin Jian trembled subconsciously while holding the medicine in his hand. Maybe it was because the pain hadn't dissipated, or maybe it was because Gu Moshen told He Jinghuai that he cared a little. He had never cared for so many years. His sudden concern made Lin Jian feel a little uneasy.

He struggled to move to the kitchen, too lazy to boil water, he unscrewed the tap water and ate the hot medicine in his hand, Lin Jian thought about it, he should go to the hospital to see, sooner or later, he took out The white down jacket in the closet was wrapped around her body, and she went out the door.

The cold outside made Lin Jian unbearable for a while. He walked quickly, stopped a taxi at the side of the road, and went to the nearby city hospital. Lin Jian was worried along the way. His illness should not be serious. As a result, the taxi stopped at the entrance of the hospital, Lin Jian paid and got out of the car.

He went to the registration office of the hospital, paid the fee, and after a series of examinations, he sat in the lobby of the hospital and waited for the verdict. At two o'clock in the afternoon, the result came out. Lin Jian sat in front of an old doctor. , Seeing his distressed face, Lin Jianjian knew that his body might have encountered the worst situation.

The doctor looked at the diagnosis and said slowly, "Didn't your family come with you?"

Lin Jian smiled and looked at the doctor's pitiful appearance and said, "I came here alone. I know my own body. Tell me, I can bear whatever the result is."

The doctor sighed and said, "Your illness can't be delayed. The sooner you get treated, the better. I hope you come to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible."

At this moment, it seems like a verdict in court, even the world is quiet. This is the result that Lin Jian had thought of long ago, but he did not expect it to be so fast. It is really uncertain which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. Lin Jian took the diagnosis As a result, he left the hospital.