I decided to give up on you

The night in Northeast China is much colder than that in Beijing. Gu Moshen sat alone in the waiting room waiting to board the plane. He pulled the thick scarf around his neck. It was hand-knitted in milky white. The wool was so soft and felt It was so good, this was the first time I arrived in Beijing, the winter was too cold that year, and the two of them were poor, so Lin Jian thought about knitting a scarf.

Waited for winter to buy new ones, but he only wove one and gave it back to Gu Moshen. It was really cold that winter. In the basement of only a dozen square meters, it was cloudy and cold, and it was still damp after snowing. , but Gu Moshen clearly remembered how warm Lin Jian smiled at that time, and how red his hands were when weaving the scarf, in order to keep him warm.

Lin Jian finished weaving after three days of sleepless nights. Facing Gu Moshen in the mirror, Lin Jian's expression at that time was extremely happy, without any sign of suffering. She just looked straight at the human in the mirror and said, "My craftsmanship No, the woven scarf is crooked, wait until the next year, when I make money in the next year, I will buy you a new one, okay Gu Ge."

At that time, Gu Moshen didn't know what expression he had on himself in the mirror. He only knew that he hated himself at that time as much as he wanted, but think about how many years there are in the coming years, year after year. In the end, he might not be able to wear that scarf again.

The poor life is hard, but it was really happy at that time. The two of us huddled together, cooked together after work, played games together, watched movies together, and talked about the future together, but now those days are long gone. Gu Moshen sometimes thought that if he could go back to the past, he would rather live such a hard life.

No matter how hard he is, he will not suffer his little Jane. No matter how tired he is, he will hold that smiling and warm person in his hands and put it on the tip of his heart. It is he who lost the happy days, It was he who gave up his little Jane to others. If he did too many bad things, retribution would come. He thought about it, he was doomed to be lonely in this life.

No one hurts and no one loves, maybe this is also good, let him also taste the feeling of being neglected and abandoned by others.

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After Gu Moshen left, the security guard at the gate of the community called Qiao Ke and told him to go downstairs to get something. He settled Lin Jian, and he didn't go downstairs until he fell asleep, because he knew that Gu Moshen was coming After that, the security guard called him, but he told the security guard that he didn't know this person.

That's why the security didn't let him in. Qiao Ke came to the security room and took the red box. The blood on it had dried up and merged with the box. He opened it and saw that it was a ring. There are two, but there is only one left, and Qiao Ke clearly knows that the other one is in Gu Moshen's hands.

For some reason, he was not angry, but rather jealous and envious. Qiao Ke never said that he would put a ring on Lin Jian, because he knew clearly that this person did not belong to him. He knew it a long time ago, so the birthday Sometimes, he just gave him a dog instead of a ring.

But Gu Moshen is different. He has the courage to order a pair of wedding rings, and he also has the courage to give it to Lin Jian. He is jealous of Lin Jian and still loves this person in his heart. He envies that Gu Moshen is much braver than himself. He admits that he is a coward, not even a man he loves can put a ring on him.

He smiled sarcastically, at his own incompetence, at his timidity, but he still went upstairs with the ring, because after all, it was the person Lin Jian had loved for more than ten years, and he couldn't keep the ring in silence. Throw away the loud ones, this is at least the basic principle of being a human being.

He put the ring on the bedside table, where Lin Jian could see it when she opened her eyes. Qiao Ke thought about it, no matter whether Lin Jian wanted to go back or stay, he respected Lin Jian's choice, because loving someone does not trap him , but let go of him, as long as he is happy, as long as he is happy, then Qiao Ke will be at ease.