I decided to give up on you

In the blink of an eye, more than a week has passed. Lin Jian can walk slowly on the ground, but the wound still hurts. Qiao Ke began to push the wheelchair and let him go outside to bask in the sun. It is good, but the sun in winter is not as good as in summer, the sun's light is white and rustling.

It gives people a feeling that it won't be too warm even if it shines on the body, and it feels cool when the cold wind blows, but Lin Jian likes this feeling, after all, it is much stronger than the smell of disinfectant in the ward. Lin Jian would be able to see the dead one after another, the family members would cry uncontrollably, and the doctor would say condolences.

The deadly coldness in that ward made him feel timid and scared. He didn't know if he would die on that bed, so he tried to stay outside as much as possible, which was much better than looking at the souls in that room. .

Winter is about to pass, and spring will come in a few months. The snow rarely falls, but the cold wind is still blowing non-stop, and the snow on the ground will be rolled up, covering Lin Jian's eyes. In the vast expanse of whiteness, he picked up his cold and red hand and let out a sigh of relief. His hand was too cold to straighten, but he still didn't want to go back to the ward.

Qiao Ke walked up to Lin Jian and knelt down on one knee and put his hand into his arms, and said with distressed eyes, "Your body is still recovering, and you are most afraid of catching a cold. Go back quickly, and we will meet again tomorrow when the sun is brighter." Come out, okay?"

Qiao Ke almost coaxed him to say it, Lin Jian smiled and took out his arms and said, "I don't want to live in the hospital anymore, it's too deserted, I can't smell the smell of disinfectant, and I can hear it all day long." Crying, I will have nightmares when I fall asleep at night, Qiao Ke, I don’t want to live here anymore.”

Lin Jian's coquettish tone made Qiao Ke a little embarrassed. It was the first time Lin Jian spoke to him like this, but he was still recovering and could not be discharged from the hospital. We will be discharged from the hospital during this period, okay, and then I will take you to see Tianchi, okay?"

Qiao Ke's eyes were full of distress, Lin Jian felt very uncomfortable looking at it, and he didn't want to embarrass Qiao Ke, but these days cost him a lot of money, he can't afford it, he can't repay him, let alone Unable to respond to some of his feelings, so he had to find some excuses to ask to be discharged.

Anyway, cancer is incurable, and the recurrence is yet to come. He doesn't want Qiao Ke to waste money for him who will die sooner or later. Lin Jian pouted and turned her head away from Qiao Ke. He saw the person he least wanted to see under the tree. He didn't know how long Gu Moshen had been standing there, maybe he had been standing there all the time, or maybe he just came here.

Lin Jian only felt a bit sour and aching in his heart. What did he come to do now? He chased him all the way from Beijing to Jilin just to see himself from afar, secretly using a face that was even more aggrieved than him. Do you look at yourself? For some reason, Lin Jian finds it a little funny.

He pushed Qiao Ke away and Gu Moshen walked over cautiously, for fear of making Lin Jian unhappy. After not seeing him for a while, Gu Moshen was visibly older, his hair was already gray, and he was covered in heavy cigarette smoke Lin Jian couldn't smell this smell, so she coughed lightly.

Gu Moshen anxiously took off his clothes and put them aside. For the first time, he let go of all the hostility on his body, and said softly, "Little Jane, are you feeling better? I have been to see you for a few days. God, you can’t get out of bed yet, you can bask in the sun in a few days, it’s great, oh yes, it’s your birthday in a few days, I asked someone to order a ring, it’s so beautiful, you can see it in a few days .”

Lin Jian always turned his head and didn't look at him, nor did he say a word to him. Gu Moshen just knelt on one knee and talked to himself alone, putting down all his body to please him. The pain was the same, his little Jane would not look at him again, and would not pay attention to him, but he still did not give up talking to him, because he had committed a lot of sins, and he knew he could not let Lin Jian forgive him, so he only asked him to start again. Know yourself all over again.