I decided to give up on you

Gu Moshen's phone calls came in one after another, urging him to go back like a ghost, but he still couldn't return, his little Jane hadn't woken up, he hadn't overcome the difficulties, nothing happened right now. Jane is important, and his tense nerve hurts him as if it is about to break.

When he came out of the hotel, the snow outside had stopped, but it didn't mean to clear up at all. The gray sky made people feel that the air seemed to be suffocatingly oppressive. Gu Mo's dark black leather shoes walked on the snow. One foot deep, one shallow, leaving footprints along the way.

He stopped a taxi and went to the city hospital. He wanted to hear about Lin Jian's condition with his own eyes so that he could find a well-known cancer expert at home and abroad for him. When Lin Jian gets better, even if he punishes him, he only wants to punish himself, and don't let his little Jane suffer anymore.

The taxi soon arrived at the entrance of the hospital. Gu Moshen went in and found Lin Jian's attending doctor. The doctor looked at him strangely and asked, "Who are you from the patient?"

Gu Moshen said without the slightest hesitation, "I am his lover, and I want to ask about his current condition."

The word "lover" may sound harsh to this doctor, but how many years has it been since he said such a thing? The first time he announced that Lin Jian was his boyfriend, or when he was caught by his father, the school The gossip and gossip in the movie flowed into the ears of his parents, and his father took the two of them back home to ask the teacher.

At that time, Gu Moshen was also like today, without any hesitation, he took Lin Jian's hand and told his parents that this was his boyfriend and he would be with him for the rest of his life. His firmness, his loyalty is telling him that what he has decided will not change.

At that time, he was really protecting Lin Jian, because he had a fight with his parents for a long time, and finally his parents compromised, because it was really difficult for two boys to be together, if even the parents did not agree, Then they really have no way out.

At that time, Gu Moshen's father called him to the study and told him solemnly, "Son, Dad knows that you like Lin Jian, but we are all men, and Dad knows that you will get tired of it one day, just like rice." After eating for a long time, if you want to change to a bowl of Mala Tang, tell Dad how you can eat rice for a lifetime, and tell me how you can guarantee that you won’t get bored.”

It wasn't until he sat in the hospital that he realized that he had failed him after all. The rice would get tired after eating for a long time, but Malatang was unhealthy after all. , the rest is to live on the last breath.

The doctor took out Lin Jian's case and said, "The patient is now in the middle stage of gastric cancer. Fortunately, the cancer cells have not spread, and the patient has been recovering well after surgery. After chemotherapy and radiotherapy, if there is no recurrence within five years, then there is basically no cancer." It will relapse, and the chances of relapse will be very small.”

Hearing the news, Gu Moshen finally breathed a sigh of relief, his hanging heart finally let go a little bit, and his expression became much gentler. He will find the love and devotion that were late in those years little by little. Come back and pursue his little Jane again.

After coming out of the attending physician, he went to the ICU. Qiao Ke is not here today. Through the glass, he saw the little Jane he was thinking about. The tube on his body was gone, and he recovered well as the doctor said. The people inside murmured.

"Little Jane, I'll pursue you again when you recover, okay? You can refuse me anyway, or ignore me. I'm thick-skinned, and I will definitely chase you."