I decided to give up on you

Gu Moshen was hit so hard that he couldn't even see the road under his feet. He staggered outside. He didn't deny Qiao Ke's words, let alone defend himself. There was a cold that pierced the heart and lungs.

He Jinghuai has already contacted the hotel here, and he can check in as soon as he arrives here. Gu Moshen took a taxi all the way to the hotel. He went to the front desk to get the room card, his face was full of melancholy, his face was pale, and he stood alone. Walking over, as the door opened, warm breath came to his face.

But he couldn't feel any warmth. He only felt that his whole body was cold to the bone. Gu Moshen, who hadn't had a good rest all day, just felt very tired, so he collapsed on the sofa, and soon fell asleep. I fell asleep, but I was thinking about how a person could sleep soundly.

While half asleep and half awake, Gu Moshen had a dream. Lin Jian was wearing a blue and white school uniform, holding a stack of books and smiling at him. She was as beautiful as a small flower in a flower field, so bright, Gu Moshen wanted to reach out and grab him The person in front of him, but his hands were empty, and he disappeared.

As soon as the dream turned, I arrived at my living room. It was pitch black and I couldn't see anything. Only a ray of light fell on Lin Jian who was wearing a light blue plaid pajamas. His thin body, thin back, and narrow shoulders trembled. Trembling, as if crying again, Gu Moshen wanted to hug him who was crying, but when he stretched out his hand, Lin Jian suddenly turned around, her bangs covered half of her eyes.

His face was pale, and he looked at Gu Moshen with a painful expression, "Moshen, I hurt, I hurt so much."

He suddenly woke up, he was gasping for breath when he woke up from his sleep, Lin Jian in the dream was so painful, he wanted to hug but the moment he stretched out his hand, it was empty, his palpitations made him hold his chest tightly and couldn't breathe , at this moment, he was more awake than ever, and Gu Moshen was walking on the floor with bare feet.

The cold air from the floor spreads from the soles of the feet to the heart. In the dark room, there are only a few sparks flickering by the window. Gu Moshen, who has never smoked, stood in front of the window and smoked for a whole night. Nested on the sofa and slept for a while, although it was only 10 minutes.

He thought about it all night, and finally figured it out. The original love was an illusion of his. At that time, he was young and didn't know his own orientation. Lin Dan and Lin Jian were twins, not only in appearance, but in personality It is very similar to small actions, so at that time he mistakenly thought that the person he liked was Lin Dan.

Now that he realized it was too late, he lost the one he loved, what could be a bigger mistake than this, he slapped himself fiercely and kept murmuring, "You bastard , why is it not you who got sick, are you still a person. "

A slap was made loudly, and a red mark was printed on his face. The person who was supposed to be protected by him was just thrown somewhere by himself. He was so red-eyed for a moment that he really wanted to put himself His body was broken into pieces, and the phone rang again and again quickly, before he recovered himself and picked up the phone to answer it.

The other party was He Jinghuai, who stammered without saying a word, "Mr. Gu, that...Shen Chu's bone marrow didn't match. That person drank alcohol last night. Because he was in a bad mood, he drove fast and fell into the car. It was in a ditch, and it was dead when it was found this morning."

Gu Moshen was not very sad. His feelings for Shen Chu were not comparable to that of cats and dogs. He was only a little surprised when he heard the news. If he didn't deserve it, he didn't deserve it. Said "I know."

Now he just wants to cure Lin Jian's illness as soon as possible, so that he can still be alive and smiling around him like before, and he will never cheat again. He will go home after work, lower his posture, and try his best to make him happy , it would be great if all this could be achieved.