I decided to give up on you

Yes, Gu Moshen never felt sorry for him, even if he had a little care and care when he was young, but that is not proof of love, if you don't love, you don't love, there are not so many reasons, I have been with Gu Moshen for a long time , Lin Jian also realized that, in fact, their relationship was still in their teenage years.

Those illnesses that he thought he was hiding were just Lin Jian's excuses to deceive himself when Gu Moshen was sad. When Gu Moshen hit him for the first time, Lin Jian knew it well, how long could they be together if their love was gone? , It's nothing more than the accumulation of patience, after so many days and nights, after all, I can't escape the word "separation".

He looked up at the gray sky with a bitter smile and said, "Maybe it's time to leave. I thought we wouldn't make it this far, but reality is still reality after all. Joe, I want to go out and have a look." , this city is no longer suitable for me.”

At the beginning, he and Gu Moshen came to this city together, and they agreed to take root here for the rest of their lives, but in the end it was him who wanted to leave. There were tears in Lin Jian's flushed eyes. It was winter, but he didn't feel the cold , but the coldness in his heart made him unable to feel the coldness in his body.

Qiao Ke opened the car door, stroked his soft hair and comforted him, "Okay, I just want to go on a trip too, we are together, so someone can take care of you, but we agreed, the disease still needs to be cured, no matter where you go Once you get to that city, your illness will not be delayed wherever you go.”

Lin Jian smiled and got into the car. At this time, Gu Moshen could no longer hear any movement from the outside world. He didn't believe Qiao Ke's words. It wasn't true. Lin Jian was healthier and loved more than anyone else. Laughing, Gu Moshen frantically searched for the medicine bottles in the cabinet. He remembered that Lin Jian often took medicine recently.

When he was rummaging through the bookcase, he found a small glass bottle inside. He looked at it. It was the wishing bottle he gave Lin Jian when he was in junior high school. Lin Dan also had one at that time, which was exactly the same as his. It is full of five-pointed stars, and there are all kinds of colors.

Lin Jian held this bottle in his hand like a treasure, and carefully protected it, while Lin Dan's was smashed long ago, and only his one has been kept in good condition for so many years. Now the bottle is full of white He poured out a pill, went downstairs immediately, and drove to the hospital.

He had to ask, because he always believed that it was not true. When he drove to the hospital and found Xia Zheng, he showed him the pill in his hand and said, "What kind of disease is this medicine for?" do you know."

Xia Zheng took the pills in his hand and said, "This is the painkiller paracetamol, which can suppress pain, and it can also suppress the pain of cancer. Do you want to take it? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Gu Moshen's whole body was tilted, and he took a few steps back unsteadily. Xia Zheng immediately supported him and said, "What's wrong with this medicine?"

Gu Moshen leaned on the chair, and almost said with a smile, "I'm so stupid that I don't even know what medicine he takes. I really never cared about him."

Immediately, a heavy slap was slapped on him, and Xia Zheng realized that it was Lin Jian who was taking the medicine, and he seemed to understand something suddenly, "Sister-in-law, he has cancer? Is that right?"

Gu Moshen slumped on the chair and said, "I still asked him to do bone marrow matching, I beat him, I insulted him, I even did things worse than animals, how can his body bear it?" .”

Gu Mo grasped his heart deeply, almost tearing pain hit again and again, he never knew that heartache is this kind of feeling, why does it still happen when he doesn't love him, why tears still flow down, he obviously doesn't love that People who share the same bed with me, why does Kexin hurt so much.