I decided to give up on you

When Lin Jian heard the word "surgery", his heart skipped a beat. He didn't have the money for surgery, let alone the follow-up chemotherapy and radiotherapy. The disease is a bottomless pit, and no amount of money can get into it."

Qiao Ke listened to his words, he had already given up on himself, but he was only 30 years old, a good age, and there was still a long way to go, how could he just give up like this, Qiao Ke held Lin Jian's hand tightly and said "You listen to me and go to the surgery. You don't have to worry about the cost. I will pay for all the follow-up treatment. I just ask you to spend more time with me. It's for me."

Qiao Ke knew that Lin Jian would not be with him no matter how long he waited, but he didn't want to watch Lin Jian gradually change from a fresh life to a cold corpse, which he didn't want to see, Although they couldn't be together, as long as he could see Lin Jian's smile, he never asked for more.

Lin Jian saw that Qiao Ke was about to cry, he suddenly thought of Gu Moshen, that man had never cried for him, he thought that maybe he could get a drop of his tears in exchange for his death, but the man in front of him This man was about to cry. He had waited for him for so long, and he had to leave this world without giving him a glimmer of hope. It was unfair to Qiao Ke.

He nodded and said, "I have a bank card, which was saved from my previous work. It's about 20 yuan. Can you go to him to get it? I don't want to see him, and I don't want to be left out by him in the end."

Qiao Ke promised him that as long as he was willing to treat the illness, he would do whatever he was asked to do. After eating, Qiao Ke immediately went to Gu Moshen's place. He rang the doorbell, and the door opened soon , it seemed that someone had been waiting for a knock on the door, Gu Moshen opened the door just as he was about to greet him, when he saw Qiao Ke's face.

He immediately withdrew his smile, turned into an indifferent attitude and said, "Why come to my house."

Qiao Ke said with sarcasm and ridicule, "Why, it's hard to live with no one around to take care of you. The big boss is used to it. Does he have an occupational disease? By the way, my little Jane said that he has a bank card. I can Go in and get it."

Gu Moshen's face has changed. He is a very possessive person. He can't tolerate his things being taken away by others, and he can't tolerate his prey getting to other people's mouths. He wants to raise his fist. Hit this person, but he is not qualified. What right does he have to beat Qiao Ke? It is obvious that he drove him away by himself, and no one else can be blamed.

He gave way to Qiao Ke and let him go in, but he stood at the door and couldn't come over slowly. He kept thinking about Qiao Ke's words "his little Jane", which was obviously his little Jane. , How did it become someone else's, he just felt a sudden flash in his head, and he didn't even react when Qiao Ke left.

It turns out that this home is so warm, and you can smell delicious food as soon as you enter the door. Lin Jian will greet you with a smile, put water for yourself, and take a comfortable hot bath. The bed is also warm, but Now this home no longer has the atmosphere of the past, it is cold as soon as you enter the house, and there is silence in the air.

I can no longer eat a hot meal, and the bed will always be cold, and I will never see that flowery smile again. Gu Moshen slid from the door and sat on the ground, tears streaming down Come down, this time he is really gone, he will never see him again.

For more than ten years, he has always felt that he doesn't love him at all, not to mention that he is still a man, and he feels disgusting when touched, but the tears can't be stopped. Why does my heart hurt so much, as if something important is missing, that kind of heart-wrenching pain is unbearable.

He picked up his mobile phone and dialed Shen Chu's number. He was thinking, maybe his little Jane would come back after breaking up with him, and this family would be the same as before. "Brother Gu, what's the matter, do you miss me? Do you want me to go to your house tonight? I learned a new dish and cook it for you."

Gu Moshen's voice was low, and the hoarse voice from crying just now hadn't receded, "Don't come to me in the future, and I won't go to your place anymore, let's break it up, I'll get someone to send you money, just treat it as It's the compensation for the past two years, if it's not enough, I'll call you."

Shen Chu on the other end burst into tears. He was already incoherent. He didn't know what he did wrong this time. It was completely different from the arrogance he had when he looked at Lin Jian yesterday. Instead, he was even more humble. In the past two years, Gu Moshen always went to look for him, and always called Lin Jian's name when he was doing it, and he always got drunk every time.

Gu Moshen has never understood what tenderness is, so he tortured Shen Chu vigorously until he passed out, but Shen Chu loved him, and he was a threesome, so he could only endure it blindly. His temperament accompanied him, and when he saw that Gu Moshen was angry because of Lin Jian, he would be very happy, thinking that he was the one who was valued.

But what happened to Gu Moshen today, so he said the sentence that was broken, and Shen Chu cried and said, "Is there something wrong with me? Brother Gu, tell me, I'll change it, can't I change it? Please, please, I don't want to break up with you, it's okay, I can be a mistress for the rest of my life, Brother Gu, please, I really like you."

The weeping sound filled the earpiece of the phone, and Gu Moshen only felt it was harsh. He took the phone away, not wanting to hear the harsh cry, but said without the slightest emotion, "I'm just playing, who knows?" Knowing that you put your heart into it and fell in love with me, you clearly know that I have a family, Shen Chu, even if you want to be a mistress for the rest of your life, I can't possibly want you for the rest of your life, don't be stupid, if you break it, you will break it."

After hanging up, Gu Moshen felt relieved. In the past few years, when Lin Jian didn't know about it, he always hid it carefully. Now he feels that he can finally let go of his burden and take Lin Jian home soon. Mo Shen put on his clothes and was going to pick up Lin Jian. He even went to the flower shop to buy roses and Lin Jian's favorite cake.

He happily went downstairs to Qiao Ke's house, called Lin Jian, and after ringing for a while, Lin Jian answered, but there was no sound on the other end of the phone, so Gu Moshen said softly, "Xiao Jian, come down quickly, we Go home, I bought you a cake, don't worry this time, Shen Chu and I really broke up, I promise we won't do it in the future, I will love you well, let's go home, okay?"

Listening to the voice on the other end of the phone, Lin Jian just said lightly, "We are already divorced, and the divorce papers will be mailed back tomorrow. Don't call me anymore, I don't want to see you."