I decided to give up on you

In the mirror, Lin Jian was thin, with a bluish-white face, two dark circles under the eyes, although they were not obvious, they were still clearly visible. She couldn't fall asleep when she suddenly had a stomachache at night. In excruciating pain, Lin Jian flushed the blood from the sink.

After washing his face, he returned to the kitchen. Just as Gu Moshen was about to put the ribs into the pot, Lin Jian stopped him, "You idiot, the ribs need to be soaked in water, otherwise it won't taste good if you put them into the pot like this."

Gu Mo scratched his head deeply, he was still the same, he would scratch his head when he felt confused, if he lied, he would stay away from you, Lin Jian knew this, he lied about three years ago, and he would eventually get tired of loving someone What's more, he doesn't love her. Lin Jian is used to staying away after lying, just like when he first said he loved him.

Lin Jian lied to himself. In that inner world that no one knows, he wove a story, that is, Gu Mo loved him deeply and gave him the best in the world, and the relationship for more than ten years is still not tired , This is a lie that Lin Jian told herself. The lie will eventually be broken by itself, but a new lie will start.

Lin Jian put the ribs into the pot and stirred them a little bit until the blood foam inside was boiled out, and the meaty smell of the ribs came out. Gu Moshen hugged Lin Jian from behind, and a big man let out a sigh of relief. It's really cute when he looks like a baby, there is a long-lost gentleness in his tone, and his voice is much softer.

It’s just that there was nothing in those pitch-black eyes, except for Lin Jian’s black shadow, there was nothing there. took off his clothes."

The spoon that Lin Jian used to stir the ribs stopped in his hand. It turned out that he was waiting for him here, waiting for him to say it himself. Lin Jian turned around and looked into his eyes. People can do it. "You don't believe me? Mo Shen, I said, we have nothing to do, Qiao Ke is just kind, Mo Shen is not everyone likes me, look, what else is worthy of others' like in me."

That kind of humble words turned into a different feeling when Lin Jian's mouth came out, as if he was begging Gu Moshen not to force him anymore, yes, he was cornered, he didn't have much time, those who vomited out His life can no longer come back, why does he just not believe him, what good is it for him to ask again and again.

Lin Jian's hazel eyes gradually darkened, and the joy just now also disappeared. Seeing his gloomy expression, Gu Moshen kissed his forehead and said, "I'm kidding, I'm serious, when will you Don't you take a lie as the truth, it's easy to be deceived like this."

Yes, it is easy for him to take lies as the truth, and he is also easy to be deceived, just like when you made a sincere expression and said you loved him, it was also a lie. The person who was once so naive as to believe everything I really believed it, and this letter lasted for more than ten years.

Lin Jian smiled, mixed with various emotions, "I believe it, I have always believed you, I believe everything you say, Mo Shen, have you ever lied to me?"

This sentence made Gu Moshen unable to answer for a long time. He was a little guilty, but squeezed out a smile in embarrassment. Lin Jian knew in his heart that if he was lied to, he was lied to. No matter how many lies he used to cover up, the lie would never be undone. .