Eros might be a sea king

Starlight Rin who read the memories here...suddenly blurred.

and many more......

Did he really fail to fulfill his promise to Oda Sakunosuke?

This is just the truth that the "page" first throws out...

So with this memory, with Oda Sakunosuke as the starting point, did all the subsequent events happen?

Xing Guanglin continued to immerse himself in the "truth" given by the "page" next.

Then he saw a scene that surprised him——

Oda Sakunosuke in "Book Page" also owns the wishing machine "Book Page". After he witnessed the mafia leader Osamu Dazai jumping off a high building for him, he wrote such a passage in "Book Page"——

[If it is possible, I hope that the child Osamu Dazai can get love, that there is someone he can fall in love with from the bottom of his heart, and he will be nostalgic for this world ever since. 】

【Of course, I also hope that that person can truly accept Dazai. I hope they can love each other happily and live on forever. 】

【However, that kid Dazai is too smart, I don’t want him to know what I have done, I’m afraid he will think too much then, let him think that all of this is predestined. 】

"Book Page" responds to Oda Sakunosuke's wish.

According to the precise calculation of the "page" program, people like Osamu Dazai can fall in love with and be deeply attached to people in this world......

does not exist at all.

But Eros, the incarnation of "the love of all things," can.

Only the most special god can fulfill this wish.

The gears of fate began to rotate crazily, and the life trajectories of each person kept intertwining, and finally gathered together.

Coincidentally, the God of Cupid lost control——

The "Arrow of Destiny" was buried in Osamu Dazai's heart, and the god of love came to the world where Osamu Dazai lived...

But this is not enough, this is not true love.

If you want to truly get Osamu Dazai's complete love, make him want to live...and accompany him to sink, rise, and interweave together in the muddiest dark age.

Therefore, in order to achieve a unified conclusion of the world line, God of Cupid will eventually return to the past at a specific time point to make up for and complete this "law of cause and effect".

This is the "past" that has not yet happened.

This is the "past" destined to happen in the future.

Failure to comply will never return to the normal timeline.

Osamu Dazai's memories of all the "past" of Xingguang Rin are what will happen in the future.

At this time, Xing Guanglin also fully understood why he lost that important memory with Oda Sakunosuke and Nakahara Chuya——

It's not that he wants to give up subjectively, but to follow the law of cause and effect.

"Current Timeline" No one in this world except Osamu Dazai remembers his existence. In the "past timeline", everyone's memory of him at that time was erased.

This is in line with the current law of causality.

Of course, it is not that simple to erase the memory of the entire world, so I can only use the "Law of Equivalent Exchange" held by each god——

In order to unify the world line, Xingguang Lin exchanged his most precious memories as a god, and at the cost of following the trajectory of the entire world timeline.

Because the "past self" has lost this memory, of course the "future self" will no longer remember it.

This is the truth about sudden amnesia.

Xingguang Lin's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, then——

How to explain the "page" in Oda Sakuzhi's Assistant?He has already glimpsed his friend in the "pages"...

already dead.

This is the established ending that exists in countless parallel worlds.

The heart seemed to be poured with heavy lead pressure instantly, Xing Guanglin's eye sockets became hot and humid, and his vision became blurred.

Sakunosuke is not only his friend, the red-haired man even gave him the "family affection" he dreamed of.

Aphrodite didn't have much affection for him, but loved him.The heart of desire is more intense.The so-called mother-child friendship is only because the godhead is close to the relationship that is forced to bind together. The birth of gods is never born from the womb, so there is no real blood relationship between them.

Each god is actually an independent individual existence, and many things recorded in human books are only peeking at the tip of the iceberg after all.

Oda Sakunosuke...

I have already had countless loves,

How much I care about the unfailing family affection and friendship you give.

So, back to the 15-year-old "past timeline" of Osamu Dazai, will he really watch Sakunosuke die in front of him?

of course not.

The "page" in Oda Sakuyuki's assistant was given to him by himself.

In order to deceive all the world lines and change the well-known fate of Oda Sakunosuke, he who has collected all the "pages", "Holy Grail", and "three powers of seven"——

Of course it can be done.

The world that person is in now is the most special world formed by the condensation of these three wishing machines.

As for why he collected all three wishing machines in the first place, of course it was for——

Get rid of the identity of Eros completely.

At that time...he had already forgotten the precious memories with Oda Sakunosuke and Nakahara Chuya, and the powerlessness from the Eros godhead suddenly followed him like a shadow.

What is the meaning of his existence?

He seems to be caught up in a giant lie.

are all false.

Subconsciously, he suddenly believed that all love was false.

He who lost the "flower of hope" that grew in hell......

become more and more cool and thin.

Also, he could never forget the flood of maliciousness from beginning to end.

He often wakes up from his sleep in the middle of the night.

No sleep.

Not safe.

and so--

As long as he is the god of love, he will be deeply affected by the malice of all things in the world.

And his bet with the "law" does not allow him to stay in the human world indefinitely.

A god has a god's duty, not just eating, drinking and having fun every day, but his duty is to balance the love and malice in the whole world.

The law says that when he has collected all the "arrows", he will return to the Eternal God Realm to inherit the complete godhead again, and then use his love in the world to balance the malice in the world.

What a joke.

Performing this duty even once in a long time can make people want to die immediately.

Xingguang Rin admits that he is willful and selfish.

But what's wrong with being true to yourself and thinking about yourself?

From the perspective of the world, he may be condemned morally, but if he is from his own perspective, what is there to criticize?

But after all, he is not the kind of god who is insatiable and unreasonable and wants to take advantage of all the benefits. I will return all the useless false love to you——

He who has lost the love in the world has no need to perform his so-called duties anymore, right?

This is equivalent exchange.

He can pay the price.

In the end, he will give "The Law" the obedient Eros he needs.

Xingguang Rin conveyed all the relevant truths obtained from the "pages" to Osamu Dazai in front of him without any grievances——

Then he saw that the other person's expression was the same as before, exactly the same——

At first it was surprise, then confusion, then panic, and finally those iris-colored eyes gradually returned to silence.

quiet?

No.

There... maybe there are countless turbulent emotions, but they are restrained and hidden by the master.

He heard the other party speak in a low hoarse voice: "Because Oda Saku wrote [I don't want Osamu Dazai to know that this is his wish] in the "page" first, so I have not been able to pry into the truth... ..."

Staring at each other deeply, Xing Guanglin responded gently to the helpless black-haired youth in front of him, "That's right."

"So I didn't deceive Mr. Rin. What Mr. Rin said before was inexplicably affected by my emotions. It was indeed not my doing, but Oda Tsukuru's wish."

"Well, this is indeed my fault for blaming you."

The corner of the leader Osamu Dazai's mouth curled up in a complicated and indiscernible arc, "However, Oda Saku never imagined that the wish he made, the existence standing in front of me... is the only one in the world. One."

Therefore, not all Osamu Dazai can be happy.

There is only one Starlight Rin.

as well as--

"Rin-kun, did you mention the priority of "pages"?As a god, you have responded to the wish of Oda Zuo, a mere human being. Have you ever thought about why this is? "

Osamu Dazai posed a crucial question.

Yeah, why?

Why does Oda Tsukuru, who doesn't know his real name, make such a wish without any direction, but achieve such an effect?

Is it because of his deep dependence on Odasaku from the bottom of his heart?

Or is it because he entrusted Oda to make the paper "page"?

or—

"Book Page" judged that he and Osamu Dazai...

They are also rebellious, and they really have the possibility of being the only one for each other.

Xing Guanglin lowered his eyelashes and didn't answer right away.

Osamu Dazai once again magnified the possibilities infinitely, "Does Rin-kun still remember the little things we got along with in the Holy Grail game before? Also remember those "false lover memories" formed by the Holy Grail system? "

"Well, I remember."

Xing Guanglin's eyelids twitched suddenly, and he instantly realized what the other party was going to say——

But he was too late to stop,

Also unable to refute.

"The Holy Grail has constructed an ideal lover in your mind based on Mr. Rin's personality and past experiences. Of course, this memory is false. However, in the process of getting along with me, Mr. Rin who is so smart...has no first love. Discover this sense of disobedience all of a sudden? Why?"

Xing Guanglin slightly raised his pale eyes, and quietly met the other party's gaze, but still did not say a word of explanation.

Osamu Dazai smiled lowly, "Or, I can ask this way, Mr. Rin realized that this memory may be false, is it because I do not match the perfect lover setting given by the system, or because I did exactly the same as the system, So perfectly suited to your needs that it creates a feeling of disbelief in you who have never liked anyone?"

The black-haired young man in front of him had a different kind of bright light in his iris-colored eyes.

Both gentle and aggressive.

Osamu Dazai stepped forward, caressing the broken hair on the forehead of Li Li, "Rin-kun, if you don't answer, you will acquiesce."

Xingguang Rin finally spoke, with a tender and melodious voice, "Mr. Dazai, have you ever thought that if Sakunosuke's wish is really realized, you want to stay with me forever... What do you think, do you still want to be with me?" Will it be a normal human being? Or, will you still be a real human being? You may have infinite life, so it really doesn't matter."

"It's ok."

Osamu Dazai answered quickly, almost without thinking.

Or maybe, this is the final answer after countless times of struggle and deduction in my heart.

The corners of Xingguang Lin's lips curled into a charming smile, "I still have one wish that has not been fulfilled, so I can't respond to you now. And...Since I was a liar in your past memories, did it happen again during this period? What's wrong?"

"Maybe that memory is not complete?" Osamu Dazai began to excuse himself.

"Maybe it's because you did something excessive that made me want to take revenge on you?"

Osamu Dazai pursed his lips, and did not directly answer the question, "It's fine if you deceive me. But, you who have been looking at me, you who have been observing me, and you who have put all your heart into me, you who are so involved in the drama Are you really not moved at all? The me who is watching you is also being watched by you. "

"You are really eloquent, Dazai-san."

"Thank you for the compliment."

They finally shook hands and made peace at this moment, letting go of the previous tension.

Will we meet again?

If the other party really responds to the wish written by Oda Saku on the "page"...

Then Osamu Dazai really no longer counts as an ordinary human being.

At that time, it is really impossible to say where we will meet by chance one day.

Xing Guanglin raised his beautiful eyebrows and eyes, and the expression on his face was relieved and relieved.

It was about to come true, his true wish.

.

As the winner of the last Holy Grail War, he has already seen the complete Holy Grail, so he will naturally get a response if he wants to use the "pages" to collect all the Holy Grail fragments.

Now his hands are collected—

"Book pages", "seven to the third power", "Holy Grail".

These three complete wishing machines.

The next step is to combine these three wishing machines——

The name is everything.

The name of a god represents his whole existence.

Just writing in the "page" that he wants to become the real Starlight Rin will not be responded to, just as the Holy Grail did not respond to his extravagant wish before.

Now, all the wishing machines in the world are in his hands——

He might really be able to...

Just live as Starlight Rin.

A huge light source emanated from him, and the majestic power shot straight into the sky, and the blood that belonged to him in Zhongya's heart began to slowly evaporate——

Suddenly, an extremely beautiful and charming young man appeared above the nine-day sky.

He blinked in confusion at first, and then vaguely sensed something——

"The future self will pull out him who does not exist in the torrent of time...to replace him and become the real God of Love?!"

"What are you doing, this guy is playing so big?!"

"Hey, if that's the case, wouldn't all those unrecovered arrows fall on his head?!"

"Dirty, what a heart."

"It's not entirely true, young Rin." You Rin said inwardly.

"You still want to excuse that bastard?!"

"Perhaps, maybe he really wants to see you in reality." You Lin always kept talking in a non-surprising way.

"However, the same person should not be in the same space..."

The corners of You Lin's lips widened, and she smiled very cutely, "But, he is now "Xing Guang Rin", and his name has changed. "

Shao Jian Rin suddenly opened his eyes wide, and for some reason suddenly recalled the scene where the other party kissed him.

Heartbeat began to speed up uncontrollably.

"When you forgive him, go to him."

"Who's going to forgive him? That kind of self-righteous person!" The boy Rin showed a slightly childish angry expression.

"Come on, it's fun to scold yourself?" You Lin's expression was full of teasing.

"Ah. Seriously, let me think about it."

"Don't think about it for too long, be careful not to be taken over by others. It's easy for me to take the lead." You Lin seems to be still a fan of Chuya Zhongyuan so far.

"That's impossible. That guy kissed me on his own initiative. It's impossible to be irresponsible. And..." The young man's beautiful face showed a fascinating expression, "Besides, how can people would reject myself."

.

— Eternal God Realm —

Aphrodite chuckled, "Fazi, you really prefer Cupid. If you really want to hold him, why tell him the three wishing machines? After all, they are your same source."

The law wrapped in the holy light did not say a word.

"The reason why Cupid, the god of love, lost control of his godhead before was because you had borne too much malice in the world for him before. It is naturally impossible for a god who has never experienced wind and frost to suddenly inherit his godhead completely. This time, the younger Venus, don't be so soft-hearted and repeat the same mistakes."

"Aphrodite, you talk too much today."

"I'm just curious, since you like him, why don't you tie him by your side? After all, you are an absolute existence in this world."

"Don't speculate on me without authorization, go back to your palace for confinement." The coercion of the law is still extremely compelling.

"...Yes." Aphrodite responded in a low voice.

What a difference.

Anyway, it is probably what is used as a "rule" to restrain oneself, not to be too biased and selfish.Want this boring reason?

It's really boring.

.

With the guidance of the three wishing machines, Xing Guanglin finally opened the door of time and space to find the world where his friend Sakunosuke Oda is.

He gently pushed open the door of the coffee house stationed by the sea, the bell on the door frame jingled, and the familiar red-haired man looked up from a novel——

"Welcome light...ah, it's you."

"Well, it's me. Can you recognize it even like this, because the "equivalent exchange" has expired, so you should also recover the relevant memories about me, right?I just don't know which node it is, Zuozhisuke. "

"Equivalent exchange"

In exchange for the precious memory of the gods, people in the entire world line lose all the memories about themselves at that node.

Xing Guanglin, who has restored those memories now, has obviously violated the rules, so those erased memories will naturally return to everyone's minds.

In other words, not only Oda Tsukuru, but Nakahara Chu will also recall all those past memories.

"Because I care about Dazai very much, I saw a lot of things through the "page" you gave me, and the more I read it, the more I think that person is Rin from the beginning.Sorry, I didn't expect it because of my willful wish..."

Because what Xingguang Rin gave to Oda Sakunosuke was not the complete "all pages in the book", the owner of the "pages" is still Xingguang Rin.

So Oda Sakunosuke can see everything about Xingguang Rin based on the "page" given by Xingguang Rin.

"Don't say sorry to me." The platinum-haired Lili boy stepped forward and gently hugged the red-haired man who gave him "family affection" and "friendship". I won't feel troubled anymore, otherwise I will use those three wishing machines... maybe even wipe out all those people's memories."

"Eh? Can it still be like that?"

"Well, there are three chances to make a wish, and I still have one last wish to come true."

The first wish is to let go of the Godhead of Eros and the responsibility of God.

The second wish is to deceive the entire world line, so that Oda Sakunosuke, who gave him warmth, can survive in this different world.

As for the third, I haven't thought about it yet.

Is it good to stay on the front line?

The red-haired man reached out and rubbed the boy's fine-textured light-colored hair. His hair was very different from Dazai Osamu's fluffy hair, it was very fine, just like him——

Exquisite and thick.

Fascinating.

Oda Sakunosuke sighed, "To be honest, I was really taken aback at first. The ugly duckling back then really turned into a white swan." In Oda Sakunosuke's words, there is a sense of my old father who grew up as a teenager.

"What, it's originally a white swan, okay, but it's just because the evil witch was temporarily turned into a frog." Starlight shrugged, and while laughing at the fairy tale metaphor of Oda Sakunosuke, he gave out that he was actually a frog. The setting of the Frog Prince in the fairy tale.

In the eyes of Oda Sakunosuke, it can be said to be very cute.

"So... Who is the one who turned the frog into a prince with a kiss? Is it Nakahara Chuya or Dazai? Or that Bairan I don't know? Edogawa Ranpo or that strange Russian seems to be too …”

Xing Guanglin clasped his hands together and made an unbearable movement, "Stop. Why did you suddenly become so gossiping?"

"Ah, I've been trying to switch styles to write a romance novel recently, so I want to use you as a material? After all, I think you are quite popular."

"Then, let me show you a demonstration—"

Starlight Rin took the paper and pen handed over by Oda Sakunosuke, and began to write 69 chapters on it at an astonishing speed. "

The red-haired man was already shocked, "Is this superpower writing?! How can a normal person write 69 chapters so quickly?! This is simply an extreme challenge for a novelist!"

"Ah. Even if I lose my godhood, I'm not an ordinary person. Please recognize the reality, Odasaku."

"Rin, why are you starting to call me Odasaku like Dazai?" The red-haired man's voice unconsciously reveals nostalgia and melancholy.

"I just think...it's really easy to say, that guy Dazai's nicknames are actually pretty good?"

Odasaku sighed, "Hey, if he can hear you praise him...he will be very happy."

"...What kind of compliment is this? My God, Odasaku, you are still familiar with the formula, so you are naturally dumbfounded."

"Eh? No, I really think you and Dazai are a good match."

"Hey, so Dazai is the child you really love the most." Xingguang Rin also began to sigh.

Oda Sakunosuke was at a loss, and said in a low voice, "You are all good boys..."

Why don't you say that we are all your wings?

What a lovely guy.

"Stop. Let's take a look at the novel I wrote? How about I use superpowers to let you read it in an instant?" Xing Guanglin raised his eyebrows.

"Eh? Is there such a good thing?!"

"Of course, I've said it long ago. I'm much stronger than the monster you mentioned earlier!" The young man looked at him with a charming posture, as if the entire room was affected together——

Oda Sakunosuke blinked blankly, feeling a little too dazzling.

He doesn't seem to have the habit of wasting money by turning on lights during the day?

He let himself continue to focus on the novel written by Rin, "Well... the name of the novel is "The God of Love in Yokohama", but does this count as the end? The protagonist is obviously not with anyone?"

"However, when the protagonist comes to the friend who gave him two precious feelings, it can be regarded as a happy end, isn't it? Besides, who can say for sure what will happen in the future."

Oda Sakunosuke gradually felt relieved, of course he knew what this novel represented——

"Thank you and Dazai for everything you have done for me."

"Thank you for not erasing that child's memory again."

Xing Guanglin's expression showed softness and tenderness, "Of course I won't do that again. The so-called memory, even if it is painful and unbearable, is the proof of a person's existence. It is like drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or not."

Those fleeting tenderness and redemption,

It shouldn't be just a big dream on earth.

That novel, maybe there will be a sequel...maybe.

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