Eros might be a sea king

Even in such a dark night without lights, Osamu Dazai still has a good vision, he can clearly see the other party's eyelashes quivering because of forbearance, and the thin lips tightly biting...not letting out a sound.

Osamu Dazai turned the opponent's body away, not looking at that face anymore.

What kind of sweet punishment is this.

Sure enough, it's my own fault.

While his mind was in a daze, Osamu Dazai suddenly remembered an incident from the day before yesterday——

On his birthday, when he asked the "adult" Rin-kun to stay, that person once said that he was a "Lamp Keeper", but the "younger" Rin-kun in front of him did not say anything after he asked. this fact.

That day he turned on the bedside lamp in the dark, and the light successfully opened the eyes of the young Xing Guanglin. The man asked suspiciously, "Why did Dazai-kun turn on the light suddenly? Could it be that he couldn't sleep."

"Rin-kun is the one who sleeps very slowly without a light."

"It's okay, it's true that the lights would be better, but it's not so unbearable. But Dazai-kun is really a "light-off school", right?You won't be able to sleep with the light on, turn it off, I'm fine. "

"Why do you think so, Mr. Rin?"

"You can feel a lot of details in getting along with each other." The boy's voice was calm and gentle, and he got up and turned off the light.

"It's okay. It's all small things~" Osamu Dazai turned on the light again.

really.

Even the young Xing Guanglin could immediately detect the things, how could the more transparent Xing Guanglin in the future not know.

That day, the other party did considerately ask if "turning on the light" would bother him, but that kind of "considerateness" is still different from the current quiet gentleness.

The tenderness like a fleeting image is just a mirror image after all, and the future Xingguang Lin has always been so far away.

Dangerous, charming.

Be yourself, be true to yourself.

But he still deeply likes the other person, greedy for all kinds of amorous feelings that person inadvertently reveals.

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"The Conscious World of Eros"

This is a virtual space that gathers Xingguang Lin's memories and consciousness from various periods.

It can also be said that this is the spiritual space.

The 17-year-old Xingguang Rin is sitting in front of a bookshelf, and opposite him is the 10-year-old "Young Rin" who was with Nakahara Nakaya before.

"Darin, what the hell are you doing? The 14-year-old "Shounen Rin" was killed by you. "You Lin couldn't help frowning as he looked at the "Young Rin" who was tortured by the succubus charm before.

"The 14-year-old will also be triggered, who would have thought of it." Xing Guanglin raised his eyelids and said unhurriedly.

"...Why do I feel that you are cheating us." You Lin looked at the other party suspiciously.

"It's all one person, and it's too far-fetched to still divide each other."

"You should have other goals, right?"

"A child's intuition? It's scary." Xing Guanglin began to fiddle with a game of chess on the table, with a faint smile on his lips.

"Tell me about your plan. You are alone anyway, so it doesn't matter if you tell me?" Children are always impatient, and the young Rin came over and began to shake the adult Rin's arms.

"I really can't do anything about you. I didn't expect that when I was just born, my subconscious mind would have such a painting style... It's inexplicably shameful. Also, your speculation that Zhongyuanzhong is also my crush is too uncomfortable for me. I'm really confused. Awkward."

"What, I think Zhong Ye is super good! He can tell stories and is handsome, and the juice is super delicious! The most important thing is that the way he confessed at the end is really good. I think I can do it! Besides, with so much evidence, is it reasonable for me to make this speculation?! And you won’t remember all this after you wake up in the real world, what’s so uncomfortable, cut.” You Lin refused to admit defeat retorted loudly.

He looks very much like a fan of Chuya Chuya in the Central Plains.

Xing Guanglin glanced at the other party with pale eyes, and said softly: "It's easy for children to like something, but it's also easy to forget about it."

"What about the 14-year-old me now? Will a young man be tempted forever?" You Lin asked with wide-eyed eyes.

"It may be true for humans with finite lives, but the youth of eternal life is so short, it is easily covered and forgotten by the torrent of time later, and I can hardly remember myself at that time."

"Don't you think "14-year-old Rin" has a lot of secrets?He seems to have been hesitant to say something to you before, but he seems to be "restricted" and can't say anything... But you don't seem to be in a hurry at all. "

Xing Guanglin looked indifferent, "Of course I feel it. But, after walking out of here, I will forget it."

"But thinking about it the other way around, things that can't be said here must be very important, right?! Why is your curiosity so low?!" You Lin's voice began to rise, and he seemed very dissatisfied with the future. He acted like he had nothing to do with himself.

"Are you referring to the bet with the "Law", and only here will I think of such a bet, but I don't remember the content of the bet clearly, but I don't think it's the "Law" doing it secretly Hands and feet, the arrogant "law" should disdain to do such a thing.The answer is probably my own choice, such as equivalent exchange or something. Since it is a memory that can be exchanged, it should not be an important thing. "

"But... there is also a possibility that you didn't understand what was exchanged at that time." You Lin used the unique intuition of children to propose a new direction of thinking.

After Xing Guanglin heard such thoughts, there was still no wave in his eyes, "Forget it, what do you care about the things of immortality in the past, after taking time and effort to find them, the other party may have forgotten, It just adds to the annoyance."

"... Pooh!" You Lin spat at herself unceremoniously.

I scold myself.

A very happy scene appeared.

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Xingguang Lin fiddled with the chess pieces in front of him boredly, "The process of recovering the "Arrow of Destiny" in this world is too slow, maybe I can accomplish this goal at the age of 14. "

"Things that the "now you" can't do, can the "silly, white and sweet you" in the past definitely be able to do? "You Linhei really spared no effort, and the map cannon was fired very casually.

But Xingguang Rin didn't mind, he was always very tolerant towards himself, "It was because I was at that time that I was the most likely to let Osamu Dazai, the holder of the "Destined Arrow-Mother Arrow", confess. "He picked up the queen and ate the opposite rook.

"why?"

"I bet you, Dazai-kun will notice it at the first sight after seeing me at the age of 14-"This is the most likely to be impressed by Starlight Rin".He will be hooked.But even at that time, if I didn't show true love, I couldn't be really tempted. "

Xing Guanglin continued to move the chess pieces, and said calmly: "Ordinary acting skills are difficult for Dazai-kun, but I didn't know anything in the past, he is good at perceiving people's hearts and seems to understand me very well, maybe he will really let the 14-year-old I might not even be moved."

"And at that time, he will express his love. The "Arrow of Destiny" can also be recovered successfully. "

You Lin retorted: "However, we who are in the cracks of time cannot take back the "Arrow of Destiny", you can only take back the "Arrow of Fate" if you hear the confession and contact the other party. "

Xingguang cast a blank glance at himself on the opposite side, "Osamu Dazai, who expresses his love, will make up for the loss of the god of love, and restore my body to the age of 17 in an instant. Recycling work, this kind of thing can be done, even if there is no useless memory in the middle."

"However, if Osamu Dazai really confessed his love to him because of the "you in the past", wouldn't you be very pitiful after the other party lifted the "Arrow of Destiny"? !Wouldn't it be immediately broken in love with gg? ! "The sky-shattering expression appeared on You Lin's face again.

Xing Guanglin stopped holding the chess pieces in his hand, he said helplessly: "...what are you talking about, that is the "past me" that does not exist in the torrent of the times, I don't have this memory.Moreover, even the same person has different emotional needs at different times, so I will not be hurt in any way.Similarly, Osamu Dazai who lost the "Arrow of Destiny" will also lose the emotion that does not exist. In this way, we owe nothing to each other. Is there a better ending than this? "

"...This... Is that so..." You Lin was stunned when he heard that, he felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say it.

"However, it is best to do this last, because there is still one thing that needs to be done by the "14-year-old me". "

"whats the matter?"

Xing Guanglin continued to lower his head and fiddle with the chess pieces, "Use the "Ten Years Rocket Launcher" to go back to ten years ago, and get rid of Succubus Shuo Ye, I don't want to keep carrying this kind of desire.It is recorded in the code that this blood charm technique is useless even if it kills the current Shuo Ye, so he can only go back to the past and prevent it from happening before it happens. "

"But you weren't very good at fighting when you were 14 years old? Wouldn't it be safer for the "you now" to go back to the past. "You Lin showed disapproval on his face.

Xing Guanglin's eyes became far away, and he explained lightly: "The "law of cause and effect" is a terrible thing. Once the past is changed, the present will inevitably be affected. Generally, "equivalent exchange" is required at such times, but if it does not exist If "I am in the torrent of the times" changes the future, there is no need to bear too many consequences.Even as a 14-year-old me, I should be able to slowly realize the true meaning of my "heart blood". "

"The only thing to be careful is to try not to meet that crazy man Bai Lan."

Xingguang Lin picked up the "Queen" in the chess game while talking, and finally successfully captured the "King" on the opposite side. He chuckled,

"If everything goes well, it's really a "checkmate". "

The author has something to say:

This is actually quite a lot of information.The "law" bet mentioned was mentioned in Chapter 21, and Dazai's birthday is in Chapter 27. The 15-year-old Osamu Dazai once thought that—

"Things that you don't want to lose will leave you one day. All the valuable things that people desire are destined to be lost one day from the moment they get it. Things that you have to pursue even if you prolong your painful life, None exist."

This is somewhat similar to the current Xingguang Rin, but not exactly the same.

The truth of the matter is like an "arc". Going around and around, you will eventually find that all the points will be connected together. The law of causality is a very interesting thing.

And in the end, those love and redemption, life and hymns should be more than just a big dream on earth.