please divorce

One morning in September, Anxi woke up, opened her eyes, and saw the bright sky coming in through the gap in the curtains, and then she decided to have surgery.

After returning from the trip, Cen Geban moved into Anxi's apartment. Although the two of them didn't say it explicitly, they almost tacitly agreed to live together.

At this moment, Cen Ge was sleeping behind Anxi, with his arms around Anxi's waist, slightly curled up, with his forehead against the back of Anxi's neck.

Anxi stretched her arms, looking for her mobile phone on the bedside table half a meter away.

As soon as she moved, Cen Ge woke up, hugged An Xi's waist tightly, and asked her, "What time is it?"

Anxi touched the phone and turned on the screen: "07:30."

The two slept late last night, so they decided to stay in bed this morning.

"It's still early." Cen Ge moved his legs, squeezed between Anxi's legs, and pressed them tighter, "Would you like to sleep again?"

Anxi put the phone under the pillow and said softly, "I'm going to have an operation."

Cen Ge opened his eyes immediately, stood up and looked at her: "Really?"

Anxi said calmly: "Really, I've made up my mind."

Cen Ge followed up and asked, "When, shall I arrange it?"

Anxi turned her eyes to look at her.

Cen Ge's hair was loose, and her black hair hung messily in front of her shoulders and back, and there was a red mark on one cheek that was printed by the pillow.

Because of Anxi's words about deciding on the operation, her eyes were bright, and she looked at her unexpectedly and pleasantly.

Anxi suddenly felt amused: "Why are you so happy?"

Cen Ge restrained the emotion in his eyes and said, "Because I want to be with you for the rest of my life, watching all the sunrises and sunsets in the world."

She gently hooked the hair on Anxi's cheek.

"Now we still have a lot of places we haven't been to, and a lot of things we haven't done."

Anxi didn't know how to respond, so she didn't speak.

After the initial excitement passed, Cen Ge calmed down, lay down next to Anxi, and said, "After you recover from illness, let's go to the castle to stay for a while, shall we?"

An Xi said: "Okay."

Cen Ge reached into the quilt, found Anxi's hand, and held it tightly.

Anxi's surgery is scheduled for half a month later.

The night before the operation, Anxi couldn't sleep.She couldn't help but touch her right breast that was about to be cut off. She wasn't very scared or reluctant, but she couldn't help feeling uneasy.

My head is always full of messy thoughts and thoughts.

"Can't sleep?" Cen Ge lay on the side bed, facing Anxi, looking at Anxi's back.

"How do you know I'm not asleep yet?" She didn't move, her breathing was steady, and her back was still facing Cen Ge.

There was a rustling sound behind him, and Cen Ge sat up: "Feeling."

Anxi also lay down on her back, looking at the ceiling: "I'm just not sleepy."

Cen Ge got out of bed and sat beside Anxi's bed: "Are you afraid?"

Anxi shook her head: "I'm not afraid, but...maybe a little uneasy, after all, I'm going to have an operation."

Cen Ge lay beside Anxi and hugged her into his arms.

"Don't worry, this operation is not very risky."

"I know, I'm just..." Anxi couldn't describe that feeling.

Cen Ge rubbed his chin against Anxi's forehead: "Can't help but think too much?"

An Xi said: "One thing, I was thinking about my mother and Bai Yuzhou just now."

Cen Ge hugged An Xi tightly: "Why do you miss them?"

"I don't know," An Xi smiled, "I'm just thinking wildly."

Then the two were silent for a while, and Cen Ge suddenly said: "Before my mother passed away, I also lived like this."

"Is it just random thinking about these things?"

"Yeah." Cen Ge said, "I thought about it a lot, but I didn't seem to think about anything specific. It was just a bunch of thoughts that popped up and then disappeared."

Anxi changed to a side-lying position so that she could wrap her arms around Cen Ge's waist.

The two of them chatted half the night in this way, and finally fell asleep hazily.

During the operation on the second day, Anxi felt calm and sober during the whole process, but when she woke up from anesthesia and felt chest pain, she still had a dreamlike trance.

Before the operation, I felt that I could remember all kinds of processes clearly, but when I think about it now, it seems to be covered with a layer of veil, vaguely, and I only remember the general idea.

"Are you awake?" Cen Ge, who had been staying by the bed, held her hand with a warm palm, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Anxi slowly looked at Cen Ge.

Cen Ge looked very haggard, his face was pale, his eyes were bloodshot, as if he had stayed up all night.

"Did I sleep for a long time?" Anxi asked.

"More than an hour." Cen Ge rubbed Anxi's fingertips, "Not long."

Anxi: "Then your eyes..."

Why is it so popular - Anxi didn't ask, she suddenly thought of a certain possibility, when Cen Ge was undergoing surgery in Anxi, he secretly cried.

Otherwise, the eyes would not be so red.

Cen Ge lowered her eyelashes, her eyes were also red, her cheeks were pale, her expression was calm and gentle.

"I was worried about you, so I kept crying outside the operating room." She admitted to herself, "I don't know why, it's just a low-risk operation, but I... am very scared."

Anxi shook Cen Ge's fingers back: "It's okay, I'm already awake."

Cen Ge smiled: "I didn't expect you to come and comfort me."

Anxi also smiled: "I didn't expect that either."

Cen Ge shook Anxi's fingers, looked at the infusion tube for a while, and suddenly said: "Let's have a baby, I'll give birth."①

Anxi was stunned.

Cen Ge whispered: "Your follow-up treatment will take about a year, and the time is just right. When you recover, our family of three will move to the castle for a while."

This was completely unplanned, and Anxi didn't know how to react for a moment.

She hadn't thought about having another child with Cen Ge at all, and they hadn't even remarried yet.

After being stunned for a while, Anxi said: "No, I don't think we are ready to have a child, and..."

Moreover, her disease may recur in a few years or ten years. What will happen to the child then?

"And we didn't remarry." Anxi finally said, "So let's talk about the children later."

Cen Ge lowered his head and looked at the hands she shook with Anxi: "Okay, I'll listen to you."

After that, Cen Ge never mentioned it again.

After the surgical wound in Anxi has healed, chemotherapy is still needed, with a 21-day cycle, a total of six cycles.

Before the second cycle of chemotherapy, Anxi had dinner with Mianmian, and after the meal, the two of them took a walk in a nearby park.

It's been a long time since I saw Mianmian, and Mianmian has become a little taller again, and she has become more talkative, from classmates at the same table, campus activities, to cartoon ice cream... She has to tell Anxi about all the trivial things.

There were many dog ​​walkers in the park, and an enthusiastic border collie saw Mianmian, and happily came over to sniff her.Mianmian wanted to touch it, but when she saw the hostess at the side, she politely asked if she could play with this border shepherd for a while.

The hostess readily agreed.

Mianmian squatted down, stroking Bian Mu's head while talking to it.

But it didn't take long for the Border Shepherd to be attracted by the nearby companions. Mianmian looked at it reluctantly for a while, and then returned to Anxi.

An Xi said: "If you like dogs, you can ask your grandma and aunt to adopt one."

Mianmian pouted and shook her head: "Grandma is allergic to dog hair, so I can't keep it."

An Xi said: "Then when you grow up and live on your own, you can raise them."

Mianmian shook Anxi's hand: "Now that I've grown up, can I go to the production team to visit the set?"

An Xi smiled and said: "Of course, you can do it anytime, but I don't know if I will be filming in the future, I want to rest recently."

Mianmian lost her way and said: "I still thought that I would go to your film crew to play when I grow up, my aunt said that I can go to the film crew to find you when I grow up, but you will stop filming before I grow up. Why do you want to rest? Are you tired from filming? My aunt said that you often stay up all night, so busy that you don’t even have time to look at your phone..."

Mianmian chattered and chattered non-stop.

Anxi listened distractedly.

She didn't deliberately prevent Mianmian from coming to find her on the set, but because Mianmian herself didn't mention it, Anxi didn't ask for it either.After all, she is too busy on the set, unless Qu Zheng or Qu Mu come with her, Mianmian will have no acquaintance to take care of her.

Only now did she know the real reason why Mianmian never mentioned to her the crew.

Anxi and Quyou made an appointment to pick up Mianmian and go back at nine o'clock. Just after 08:30 in the evening, Quyou came over.

She came in from the other side of the park, and met Mianmian head-on by the lake.

"Auntie!" Mianmian saw her sharply, shouted, and ran over, "Why did you come from the park?"

Qu You put her arms around Mian Mian, said with a smile, "Because I went through another door, so it's easy to park over there."

After finishing speaking, she looked at Anxi, smiled and said, "I came a little early, is it okay?"

Anxi could only smile: "It's okay."

Mianmian pulls Qu You and can't wait to tell her about playing with Bian Mu in the park. Qu You listens and looks up at Anxi.

"Mianmian," Qu You interrupted Mianmian's long-winded words, "Shall we take Anxi home first? She's alone, and it won't be safe any later."

"Okay." Mianmian pulled Quyou over and took Anxi's hand, "Mommy, we'll take you home."

"No need." Anxi smiled slightly, "Someone is here to pick me up."

Mianmian innocently said, "Is that your driver?"

Anxi paused for a while, then smiled and said, "No, it's a lover."

She squatted down and looked at Mianmian.

"I might remarry, Mianmian."

Mianmian froze for a moment, then suddenly raised her face to look at Quyou.

Qu You smiled softly and said: "This is a good thing, Anxi doesn't have any other relatives, she would be lonely alone, now that she can marry someone else, it means that someone is taking care of her, Mianmian, you should congratulate her."

Mianmian pursed her mouth, lowered her head and said nothing.

"Mianmian," Qu You also knelt down and put his arms around her waist, "You can't be selfish and prevent Anxi from getting married, she should have a new life, just like you are now, loved by many people."

Only then did Mianmian look up at Anxi, and said aggrievedly: "Then will Mommy still love me in the future?"

Anxi touched her face: "Of course."

Mianmian hugged Anxi's neck and pressed it against her ear. Although she was a little bit aggrieved and reluctant, she still said: "Then Mianmian accepts that you marry someone else, and Mianmian also wants Mommy to be happy."

Anxi touched Mianmian's back, and said softly: "Yes, we will."

The author has something to say: ①: When Anxi was going to have a child with Cen Ge for the first time, he had frozen spare eggs, so Cen Ge can now be a test-tube baby, which does not conflict with Anxi's physical condition after surgery.

Tomorrow will be the last episode~