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Anxi didn't pay attention to the follow-up of the live broadcast event. After going abroad, she didn't go to Weibo or read the news, and occasionally heard a few words from Xiao Miao.

Later, Xiao Miao found that Anxi didn't want to hear it that much, and after talking about it a few times, she gradually stopped mentioning it.

It's just that the two hadn't played abroad for a few days, and Xiao Miao suddenly ate badly, causing acute gastroenteritis, and went to the hospital for transfusion early in the morning.

An Xi stayed with her in the ward. She didn't want to play with her mobile phone or do anything else, so she just flipped through the programs on the TV.After looking around, they are all foreign language programs that I don't understand.

Xiao Miao knew that Anxi was bored, and remembered that Anxi hadn't had a physical examination last year, so she simply urged Anxi to take a full physical examination while she was in the hospital.

There was nothing left and right, so Anxi applied for a general medical examination.

There are not many patients in this hospital, and the nurses are considerate and can help to contact translators.

So Anxi successfully completed all the inspection items in the morning, and before Xiao Miao was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon, he was able to get the results of the physical examination.

When the nurse came in the afternoon, Xiao Miao was discussing with Anxi about the Japanese-style hot pot that she ate yesterday. Xiao Miao believed that there was something wrong with that hot pot, which caused her to have diarrhea, and angrily said that she would never go there again.

The nurse knocked on the door, looked at Anxi, and told her in English that there was some problem with the test results, and asked Anxi to go to the doctor's office.

The interpreter who was in contact with the examination in the morning accompanied me outside the ward and was taken to the doctor's office by the nurse.

It was a middle-aged female doctor who held Lin Anxi's examination results. After a brief greeting, she opened Anxi's chest ultrasound results and spoke to Lin Anxi gently. The results showed that there was an irregular mass in her breast, which was highly suspected of being malignant. tumor, she was advised to have another biopsy.

Anxi was a little dazed after hearing this. She suddenly remembered that at the end of 2020, she was also abroad and in the hospital. The doctor informed her that her mother had a brain herniation due to high intracranial pressure.

How was she feeling then?

Anxi thought about it, but she couldn't remember clearly.

It should be an unforgettable day, but a few years later, looking back, she can't remember the mood at that time, and all the events that happened in the ward at that time.

Not forgotten, just... blurred.

The emotions and memories at that time have faded in the long time.

"Miss Lin." The translator called her softly.

Anxi came back to her senses, looked at the doctor, suddenly smiled, and asked, "Then should I have the examination today or tomorrow?"

Anxi's smile stunned the doctor for a moment: "It's tomorrow, if you need it, you can do it tomorrow morning."

Anxi nodded, saying yes.

The doctor told Lin Anxi reassuringly that according to the results of the ultrasound, the mass is not large, it should be in the early stage, and the possibility of surgery is very likely to be cured, so don't worry too much.

Anxi nodded and said calmly, "Okay."

After leaving the doctor's office, An Xi sat on the metal chair in the corridor in a daze.

The interpreter followed, trying to comfort Anxi, and repeatedly said that the cure rate of early breast cancer has reached 90.00%, so there is no need to worry.

Anxi really wasn't worried, she was just... in a daze.

For some reason, she always thought of the two days before her mother died in the hospital.

Anxi thanked the interpreter, settled today's fee, and sent the interpreter away, she continued to be in a daze.

Suspected breast cancer, is this considered a serious illness?

Does she want to inform relatives and friends?

Who to notify?

Anxi went through all the names she could think of in her mind, and finally only Bai Yuzhou was left.

He took out his phone, unlocked it, and looked at the screen.

A few seconds later, Anxi locked the screen again.

It doesn't seem to make sense to say it or not, and it's not like he's going to die soon.

Anxi put away her mobile phone and joined Xiao Miao in the ward.

"What's the matter, what's the problem?" Xiao Miao picked up her bag and walked towards Anxi, her face was also ugly pale, and her eyes were still bruised from rest.

She looked much sicker than Anxi.

"There is a little problem, I will check it tomorrow." Anxi took the bag from Xiao Miao, smiled, "You don't have to worry."

Seeing Anxi's normal demeanor, Xiaomiao didn't think much about it.

The two had dinner near the hospital, went straight back to the hotel, and rested separately.

Anxi turned on the TV, and after a long time changing the channels one by one, he finally found a TV station he could understand.

She put down the remote control, sat cross-legged at the end of the bed, and stared at the TV screen seriously.

Thoughts slowly dispersed, free, and drifted to the disease of breast cancer.

Su Liyu also suffered from breast cancer and underwent surgery, but it still recurred.

How likely is the disease to recur?Ten percent, twenty...or more?

Anxi picked up her mobile phone and searched the Internet. The webpages jumped one after another. Most of them are well controlled and checked regularly. After the first stage of breast cancer is cured, the chance of recurrence within ten years is less than [-]%, but there are occasional accidents .

accident.

Just like Su Liyu, the disease developed rapidly after relapse, and the cancer cells had already spread to the brain before any abnormalities appeared in the body.

Anxi put the phone on the quilt and continued watching TV.

She didn't know if she would be the accident.

But if she is, there seems to be nothing to fear.

Anxi changed her posture, hugged her knees amidst the noise of the TV drama, then put her chin up, and slowly decided that she would not go for a checkup tomorrow, and after returning home, she would talk to Xintianyue Company to see if she could Cannot be terminated.

If the contract can be terminated, then she will travel around the world, if not... Then it will be the same as before, filming step by step until the end of the contract period, or——

Or she dies.

Anxi went out the next day, but did not go to the hospital.

She walked around the park, and then went back to the hotel to deal with Xiao Miao saying that she had endocrine disorders and gynecological problems. The doctor asked her to pay attention to rest and diet in the future.

Xiao Miao was a little suspicious of her: "Then why didn't you prescribe medicine?"

Anxi said kindly: "I don't want it, I plan to go back and take traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate slowly."

No matter her expression or answer was impeccable, Xiao Miao's intuition felt strange for a moment, but seeing Anxi's normal appearance, she thought it was just her own thinking.

in the afternoon.

Miao Miao couldn't stay in the hotel, so she enthusiastically proposed to go to the zoo.

Anxi agreed cooperatively.

The two got out of the elevator back and forth and walked through the lobby.

The afternoon sun was shining brightly, coming in through the large floor-to-ceiling windows, lighting up the lobby very brightly, making it a bit dazzled.

Anxi raised his eyes to look forward, and in the dazzling light, he suddenly saw the figure of Cen Ge, wrapped in the dazzling halo, blurred and illusory, like a hallucination.

Anxi closed her eyes for a moment, then opened them again.

The sound of footsteps approached quickly, and Cen Ge walked out of the dazzling light and shadow, and came in front of Anxi.

Not a hallucination.

Anxi stepped back subconsciously, and after opening the distance, she saw Cen Ge's face more clearly.

She tied her hair behind her neck, her face was pale, her eyes were red, as if she had just stayed up all night.

After half a second, Anxi could see dully that Cen Ge didn't put on makeup seriously today, his complexion was pale and haggard, and even his expression turned hideous.

Cen Ge grabbed Anxi's arm, gritted his teeth and asked, "Why didn't you go to the hospital for an examination today?"

The author has something to say: The part about cancer is all my nonsense, don’t take it seriously~