please divorce

After seeing Anxi, Cen Ge put out his cigarette and walked towards Anxi.

It took a while to go around the flower bed, but Anxi stood still.

She looked at the manager next to her and asked her, "You said that as long as I am willing, did you mean asking Cen Ge for help?"

The manager smiled at Anxi pretending to be silly, but didn't speak.

Cen Ge walked around the flower bed and was about to walk up to Anxi.

Anxi looked at Cen Ge, and said to the manager without a tone: "In the future, if something like this happens again, let Qu You tell me. But if this continues, I don't think it's necessary for me to keep any manager. It would be easier to let Qu You directly take charge of my announcement."

The manager's face changed, this time he didn't dare to answer.

As soon as Cen Ge approached, he saw Anxi's expressionless face, and the manager's expression was also weird, and the atmosphere was not right.

She paused and asked softly, "What's the matter? Don't you want me to come pick you up?"

An Xi shook her head without saying a word, passed Cen Ge, and walked directly to her car.

Cen Ge glanced at his manager and caught up with Anxi.

Anxi was not polite this time, opened the car door, and got in.

Before, Bai Yuzhou advised her to stay in Quyou's studio for the sake of money. After all, Quyou never treated her badly in terms of resources. Anxi followed the advice. Money is indeed more important than capriciousness and face.

But now that Qu You is controlling his career like this, Anxi feels that the gambling spirit cannot go well.

Qu You made it clear that he was matching her and Cen Ge.

Now that Anxi has already moved out from Qu Zheng's house, everything has been given way, why is she still going on forever?

Cen Ge also got into the car.

There is also a bouquet of flowers on the passenger seat, but now is not the time to send flowers.

A few seconds later, Cen Ge said, "Are you very angry?"

An Xi crossed her arms and asked her directly: "How many times have you contacted Qu You in private?"

Cen Ge didn't expect her to ask such a question, and didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Anxi was overwhelmed with emotion, and blurted out forcefully and domineeringly: "You tell me the truth."

After she finished speaking, she was taken aback, she had never spoken in such an aggressive tone in front of Cen Ge.The two had been together for many years, and Anxi never dared to show her temper in front of her.

She instinctively looked at Cen Ge's face.

Cen Ge did pause for a moment. She raised her eyes and saw Anxi's uneasy and arrogant expression. She didn't feel angry, but felt a little differently cute.

Moreover, Anxi's ability to lose her temper at her meant that the distance between the two of them had weakened.

Cen Ge thought about it seriously, and answered Anxi: "Nine times."

Anxi was surprised: "You remember clearly."

Cen Ge said: "You know, I have always had a good memory."

Anxi: "What do you say every time you meet?"

Cen Ge said frankly: "It's all about you. I hope your star journey will be smooth and smooth, so I will check every drama and variety show of yours. Qu You gives me advice, I make decisions, and... invest. "

Anxi: "..."

Therefore, it was not because Qu You didn't treat her resources badly, but because Cen Ge was behind her.

If he knew this, Anxi would have changed the entertainment company long ago.

But even if it was changed, she still couldn't get rid of Cen Ge.

Anxi was discouraged and leaned back on the chair all at once.Maybe she shouldn't go back to the country. Once she comes back, the inextricable relationship between her and Cen Ge will be impossible to break.

She persisted all the way before, and finally got into the same car with Cen Ge.

Maybe we can only wait until Cen Ge dies of illness...

Anxi suddenly rolled her dark eyes, and stared straight at Cen Ge. Now she doubted that with Cen Ge's financial resources, Cen Ge would not get sick within a few years.

She shouldn't have been softhearted in the first place.

Anxi thought absently, without the first concession, there would be countless subsequent times.

"Xiaoxi." Cen Ge called her before handing over the flowers, "It's your birthday soon, I wish you a happy birthday."

Anxi came back to her senses, and subconsciously raised her hand to catch it. When she did this, she suddenly realized that she just subconsciously squeezed her left ring finger again.

"Don't come to the set to pick me up from now on." Anxi looked at the pale green snow mountain rose, "It's not good for others to see."

After a long time, Cen Ge agreed, "Okay."

For a while, Cen Ge tried to stir up other topics, Anxi was still thinking about Qu You and Cen Ge's secretly communicating with each other, so he abruptly interrupted Cen Ge and said, "I want to terminate the contract with Qu You's studio."

Cen Ge's voice stopped.

Anxi asked her, "What do you think?"

Cen Ge squeezed the steering wheel, feeling strangely guilty.

She replied: "It's your decision and I respect it."

Anxi nodded: "Thank you."

During the following drive, the two did not speak again.

On the plane, Anxi and Cen Ge were both in the first class cabin. Although the seats were not close to each other, since there were only two guests in the first class cabin, Cen Ge naturally moved to the side of Anxi.

Anxi stayed up all night filming, exhausted and sleepy, and fell asleep not long after takeoff.

The airflow was unstable on the way, and the plane was occasionally turbulent.Anxi fell asleep in a trance, half dreaming and half awake.

In a daze, she suddenly felt a shadow covering her body, smelled the perfume of Cen Ge on the tip of her nose, and finally a little softness fell on her forehead.

Cen Ge secretly kissed her forehead.

Anxi desperately resisted the desire to escape, closed her eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep.Waking up now is so embarrassing.

Cen Ge touched Anxi's face again, maintaining that posture of vainly pressing on Anxi's body, and did not move for a while.

Just when Anxi wondered if she would whisper something, Anxi heard her sigh softly.

Then Cen Ge sat back in his seat and never touched Anxi secretly again.

Anxi pretended to sleep all the way, and finally waited until the plane landed.

Cen Ge saw that she was not in good spirits, so he didn't mention having lunch together, and just sent Anxi home.

This time it was Cen Ge's assistant who drove the car.

An Xi sat in the back seat with Cen Ge.

No one spoke.

Anxi leaned against the car window, closed her eyes and rested. She is really tired now, mentally exhausted, and her mind can't turn around.

"Xiaoxi." Cen Ge whispered, breaking the silence.

An Xi didn't open her eyes, and hummed with a nasal cavity.

Cen Ge looked at her and said, "I have a request, I hope you can agree to it."

Anxi opened her eyes, cheered up a little: "What?"

Cen Ge lowered his eyes, hesitated for a while, and then said, "I want to pay homage to your mother."

An Xi suddenly turned her head and instantly sobered up.

Cen Ge explained: "I have been very guilty all these years. At the beginning, I was sorry for both you and her. If you are willing to give me a chance, I want to say sorry to her personally."

Anxi turned her face away, staring at the receding scenery outside the window, her tone was obviously low and cold: "No need."

Cen Ge said: "Give me a chance, Xiaoxi. If I can't apologize personally, I won't rest in peace."

Anxi replied to Cen Ge: "If I let you go, my mother will really die."

Cen Ge suddenly became quiet.

Lack of sleep gave Anxi a headache. She endured physical discomfort, and at the same time felt that the thread of reason began to loosen and blur, and something could no longer be suppressed.

"Didn't you say it's better not to mention the past, why do you always mention it?"

Anxi thought of what happened to her mother in the hospital two days before her death, remembered a sentence her mother said to persuade Anxi to let go, remembered those angry and indisputable curses, and remembered the ambiguous relationship between herself and Cen Ge, and thought of her. Gradually softening attitude towards Cen Ge...

She felt ashamed of herself.

"I'm sorry." Cen Ge apologized, "I thought..."

She didn't say anything later, and Anxi didn't want to ask.

Cen Ge gently held Anxi's fingertips: "Don't be angry, okay?"

Anxi closed her eyes, and suddenly couldn't help but speak out.

"My mother used to tell me to give up on you, but I never listened. She said that I would regret it sooner or later." Anxi cried with her eyes closed, "Later I knew what my mother said was right. I really regretted it, but it was too late. Yes. Mom has been killed by me..."

So Anxi couldn't think about it at that time.

She lives in regret every day, regretting why she didn't listen to her mother, regretting why she didn't pay more attention to her mother, regretting why she was obsessed with obsession.

She regretted it immensely, but it didn't help. In the end, she could only torture herself to vent.

"When my mother just passed away, I was alone abroad." Anxi said hoarsely, "When I open my eyes every day, I start to regret it. I regret that I didn't obey, and I regret that I killed my mother..."

"Xiaoxi..." Cen Ge clenched Anxi's hand, feeling guilty and helpless, not knowing how to comfort and make amends, he could only tightly hold Anxi's trembling fingertips.

"I'm really a sinner." Anxi said, "My mother is like that, and I still can't get involved with you, even..."

Even soft-hearted to the point of accepting it again.

"Xiaoxi." Cen Ge increased his voice, wanting Anxi to look at her.

An Xi buried her head, only crying until she trembled.

In order to face Anxi conveniently, Cen Ge knelt on one knee in the car, right next to Anxi's feet.She raised her face and looked up at Anxi's painful expression with her eyes tightly closed.

Cen Ge felt guilty and distressed: "If you can't make it through, let's redeem our sins together, okay? If you want to punish yourself, you can bring me with you. What happened back then was my fault, not yours. If I hadn't been so selfish then , you won't be so distraught by me, and..."

Cen Ge shook Anxi's hand, bowed his head repentantly.

The space in the car was small, and she knelt awkwardly on one knee, her head drooping, her movements twisted and humble.

"And if I had checked your news in time at that time, you would not have been so desperate abroad. You should blame me, hate me, and blame me, but those are not your fault."

"It's my fault, why isn't it my fault..." Anxi's tears started to get out of control, falling one by one onto her lap, "That night, if I had been earlier..."

"Xiaoxi." Cen Ge caressed Anxi's face, her fingertips were soon wetted by Anxi's uncontrollable tears, her heart also trembled and tightened, her breathing was stuffy, her heart was swollen, and she really felt distressed.

"If this is the responsibility, it is also my fault. If I hadn't insisted on the divorce, if I hadn't turned your back on you, if I had called you back that night, maybe none of the following things would have happened. " Cen Ge stood up straight, and put his forehead against Anxi's.

The faces of the two were so close that each other's painful breathing was intertwined.

"I'm the one who's sorry for you." Cen Ge said, "If you want to blame, it's me who hurt you."

Anxi held Cen Ge's wrist and shook her head lightly.

In the final analysis, emotional matters are always nothing more than what you love and what you want, and there is no such thing as who hurts whom.

It's just that things in the world are complicated and intertwined. When something happens, where is the source, who is the source of the mistake... I can't tell.

"Don't cry." Cen Ge kissed Anxi's tear-wet face, then kissed her forehead.

Anxi was still crying uncontrollably.

These things have accumulated in her heart for many years, tearing out the wound of regret, which scabs every year, but cannot heal every year, and accumulates layer by layer, eventually becoming eternal pain.

Cen Ge held Anxi's face, rubbed it repeatedly with his fingertips, and wiped away the tears on Anxi's face.

"In the future, if you think about the past, come and scold me, okay?" Cen Ge said softly, "Don't always blame yourself. If you are wrong, then I am too. If you want to atone for your sins and blame yourself, it should be us Together."

Anxi's gaze slowly focused and fell on Cen Ge's face.

Her eyebrows are gentle, her eyes are sincere, full of distress, and she looks at her intently and affectionately.

Anxi suddenly grabbed Cen Ge's wrist.

Cen Ge wiped Anxi's face with his fingertips, and hugged her into his arms.

Anxi's body paused for a moment, but she didn't push it away.She closed her eyes and rested her head on Cen Ge's shoulder.

She doesn't know whether those things in the past can pass, maybe the past will never pass, and the pain will always hurt when touched, but at least she can say it now, and she has the courage to face it.

Tomorrow may be just as bad, or worse, but it is also possible that there will be a little bit of different light and hope.