please divorce

The snow was too heavy, and the car waited for half an hour to arrive.

It was more than an hour before we finally arrived at the nearest private hospital.

The doctor preliminarily deduced that Chen Luomei might have suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and a CT scan of the brain would be done later.

The nurse came quickly and took Chen Luomei to the CT room for an examination. The result showed that it was indeed a cerebral hemorrhage, and the condition was very bad.

She was sent to the hospital too late, the intracranial pressure was too high due to cerebral edema, and a brain herniation occurred. Immediate surgery was necessary, and even if the operation was successful, it would definitely leave sequelae, and may even become a vegetable.

The doctor also said a lot, but Anxi didn't listen to most of them. Her mind was in a mess, full of fear and remorse. When the doctor asked her if she wanted an operation, Anxi nodded immediately.

The doctor then exchanged a few words with the nurse and arranged for the operation.

Chen Luomei was pushed to the preparation room by a nurse, and another nurse took Anxi to register information and pay the fee.

Anxi was in a trance, and didn't pay attention to the payment slip. She didn't come to her senses until the credit card showed that the balance was insufficient.

She looked carefully at the bill, and the surgery cost 15 Euros.

Anxi didn't have a lot of money in her hands, and the salary she changed jobs after marriage was just enough to make ends meet, and all the cards Cen Ge gave her were left at home because of the divorce, and she didn't bring any of them.

Anxi swiped all the cards in the bag to collect the surgery fee.

Half an hour later, Chen Luomei entered the operating room, and Anxi sat alone outside the operating room.

The bag was on her lap, and she clutched the strap tightly with trembling hands, staring at the opposite wall in a daze.

After the initial confusion passed, she sank into a hopeless daze.

The body is sitting in the quiet corridor, but the thoughts seem to float out of the body/body, muddled and unreal.

Is mother really sick?

Is that person lying in the operating room now my mother?

How could she not notice her mother's fainting at all?How could she let her mother lie down for a whole night in the kitchen across the wall?

If she hadn't been drinking all day long, if she hadn't just complained about the love she couldn't ask for, if she could have discovered her mother's physical discomfort in time... wouldn't all this have happened?

It's all her fault.

Anxi slowly covered her face, her remorse pressing down like a mountain, Anxi arched her back, shrunk her body hard, and cried with her voice suppressed.

She didn't dare to think about the serious sequelae that her mother might have after the operation, let alone what would happen to her mother if the operation failed.

Fear and pain tore Anxi's heart. She wanted to shout, to vent, and even more so to be comforted.

Cen Ge...

Anxi held on to the name tightly, and tremblingly took out the phone from her bag.

She needs Cen Ge.

Even if it is to give her a word.

Unlock, dial, wait.

"Sorry, the call you made is currently unanswered."

An Xi bit her lip hard, tears fell one by one, falling on the screen, blurring the number, she wiped away the tears indiscriminately, and called again.

"Sorry, you called..."

"Sorry……"

"Sorry……"

"……No one heard."

"Ah!!!" Anxi finally couldn't hold back her scream, and threw her phone down hard.

Bump—the phone hit the wall, made a loud noise, then rolled to the ground, the screen shattered.

The phone didn't turn off because of this, and for some reason, the hands-free was turned on, and the cold mechanical prompt sound was played very clearly.

"Sorry, the call you made is temporarily unanswered."

The mother's operation was successful, but the situation was not optimistic. The doctor told Anxi to be mentally prepared.

The next two weeks are Chen Luomei's dangerous period. She may die at any time, and even if she is lucky enough to survive, there is a high probability that she will become a vegetable.

Chen Luomei was admitted to the intensive care unit, while Anxi stood guard outside the door in a daze.

The phone is out of battery and the screen is completely black.

An Xi stared at the crack on the phone screen, his whole body was stiff, and he didn't move for a while.

She could not accept her mother's condition.

Mother will die - just touching this idea, Anxi is almost suffocated in pain.It was as if there was an invisible hand tightly pinching her internal organs, making people unable to breathe for a second.

A nurse passed by, seeing Anxi's pale face, kindly poured her a cup of hot water, and asked her if she had lunch, and if she could help bring one.

Anxi had no appetite, so she declined.

The nurse comforted Anxi and cheered her up, saying that her mother will still need her to take care of her in the future, and she cannot be overwhelmed by difficulties now.

This sentence woke Anxi up, she couldn't just sit here and suffer, she had to raise money.

The follow-up of the mother's illness still required a large amount of treatment expenses. A day in the ICU cost thousands of euros, and her money could not last for a few days.

Anxi asked the nurse for a charger, charged the phone, and turned it on.

The screen gradually brightened, showing the domestic date and time: 2020, December 12, 31:21.

Anxi checked the unread messages first.

There are only bank deduction notices in the text box, and there are no other news in WeChat, except for greetings from a few superficial friends who snooped on the news.

There is no Cen Ge.

Anxi paused for a while, opened the browser, went to the domestic housing information website, looked for a housing agency, and prepared to sell the house.

There are two houses in her family, both of which are written in the names of her parents.

Now that her mother is in a coma, if Anxi wants to sell the house, she has to do a notarization first, and then go through the sale process. This requires Anxi to return to China, but she doesn't have that time.

The balance in her card is not enough to last until then.

Anxi closed the chat page with the agency, entered WeChat, and began to reply to the information of those superficial friends.After returning the greetings, she directly said that her mother was suffering from a sudden illness abroad and needed money for treatment, and asked if they could borrow some money.

These few people first inquired about Anxi's mother's situation, then expressed a few words of regret, and finally let it go.Those who are willing to borrow money can only borrow hundreds or thousands of dollars, which is not enough at all.

Anxi opened the address book and called every relative to borrow money.

After patching things together, I only borrowed a pitiful 3 yuan.

Still not enough.

Anxi suddenly remembered Li Muzi's new car - Cen Ge spent 600 million to buy a car for Li Muzi.

Anxi clenched the phone tightly, the pain spreading from her heart silently grasped her again.

She squeezed the wedding ring hard, opened WeChat again, and stared hard at Cen Ge's name.

In fact, calm down and think about it again. When she called Cen Ge in the morning, it was afternoon in domestic time. Cen Ge didn't answer her call. Maybe it was because she was in a meeting and busy with work, not on purpose.

Anxi rationally knows that she is deluding herself to think so, but she just... still has ridiculous expectations.

Cen Ge didn't answer the phone, which meant that Cen Ge didn't know what she was going through now, nor did she know that her mother was sick.

if she knew...

Anxi clicked on the chat page and started editing.

"Ake, are you there? My mother is sick because of me. The doctor said that she may become a vegetable. I am alone in a foreign country now. I am so scared..."

no respond.

"Ake, can you call me back?

I was really scared and didn't know what to do.

It's all because of me that my mother became like this...I regret it now, and I'm so scared..."

Still no response.

As time passed by, Anxi's hand holding the phone gradually lost strength, and his body collapsed little by little.

She felt herself sinking, into the abyss, into despair.

If her mother really died because of her, then she would not be able to survive.

Mom is her only relative.

After a long, long time, Anxi struggled with the last strength and sent the last sentence: "I'm really, really desperate, can you send me a message? Please..."

Cen Ge didn't reply.

2020年12月31日，23点30分。

Chen Luomei entered the emergency room because of another cerebral hemorrhage.

Half an hour later, the rescue failed and the doctor declared him dead.

An Xi fell down and sat outside the rescue room, crying bitterly.

Her world fell apart.Mother died because of her, she was a mother murderer.

Anxi lay on the ground, crying heartbreakingly.

In a trance, she suddenly thought of Cen Ge, the woman she had loved for half her life.

So Anxi instinctively called Cen Ge again, as if that was the only fulcrum in her collapsed world, and the only life-saving straw when she fell into the abyss of despair.

There was no signal outside the emergency room. Anxi held the phone, crying and talking on the phone all the way out.

She pushed open the corridor door and entered the backyard. The severe cold and wind and snow hit her face, and the phone was finally dialed.

Snow is still falling.

It was freezing cold, and the ground was full of hoarfrost.

Anxi stepped on the snow and walked forward unconsciously.

There was a beep on the phone, and Anxi took a step forward. In the vast snow, she didn't know what she kicked. She staggered and fell, kneeling on the ground, the phone flew out of her hand and fell into the snow.

"Hey……"

The phone is on!

Anxi was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly crawled two steps on her knees, picked up the phone, and said in a crying voice: "A Ke, I..."

"Lin Anxi," Cen Ge interrupted her, with a calm voice, gentle words, but also clear words, "Don't call again after divorce, is that okay?"

Anxi opened her mouth, all words were frozen in her throat.

"Beep—" the phone hung up.

The heavy snow is still falling endlessly.

And Anxi knelt in the snow, breaking down and crying.

手机屏幕这时忽然一亮，上面的时间从2020年12月31日跳到了2021年1月1日0点。

2020 is over.

Anxi's life also ended on this day.

The author has something to say:

The abuse is over, tomorrow we will start the long road to the crematorium

Then, by the way, I will explain that Anxi will negotiate a fake marriage with someone in the future. The partner of her fake marriage is a man. The reason for choosing a man is that she does not want Anxi to have emotional entanglements with the fake marriage partner, and she does not want to write about a bitter love triangle that has been in love for a long time.There will be no love between Anxi and her fake husband, nor unrequited love.

最后，不要因为安溪妈妈的死亡骂我T^T感谢在2020-04-2322:43:20~2020-04-2422:59:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: DetectiveLi 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: Attack the world and receive 2;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 3729528630 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!