Who allowed me to live like a dream

Afterwards, Gu Jiachen slept on the bed in a daze for two days.

He thought he must have had a fever, because when he woke up he smelled sour and sweaty, like bacon.

He wants to take a shower.He stood up, but there was a sharp pain behind him, which made him grin his teeth.A figure next to him came over, supported his body and asked, "Mr. Gu, what do you need?"

Gu Jiachen took a closer look, and it turned out to be Deacon An.Why is he here?Shouldn't he be in Ren's mansion?Gu Jiachen was a little puzzled and asked.

Deacon An said: "The young master said that he has been a little busy recently and couldn't take care of you, so he specifically asked me to come and help you for two days." He paused, and then asked, "Do you need anything?"

"It's nothing, I just... want to take a bath." Gu Jiachen said embarrassedly.

"You have a wound on your body. The doctor said you can't get it wet. Or I'll fetch water and wipe it for you?"

Gu Jiachen looked around, there was no one else in the room, but he still hesitated.

Deacon An probably saw his worry, and said: "It's okay, the young master is also something I have grown up with, so why are you afraid of something?"

He said with a kind smile.

Deacon An is a veteran of the Ren family mansion, and he should be about 50 years old now, but he looks so young.If it weren't for the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes that more or less betrayed his real age, Gu Jiachen would think that this person is only in his early thirties.

Gu Jiachen finally nodded.Deacon An brought warm water and a towel to help him wipe his body.There was originally a pool of clear water in the gold-plated water basin, but after the towel was put down a few times, the water gradually became cloudy, showing a light gray color.

After wiping, Gu Jiachen felt that his body was much cleaner, so he thanked Deacon An softly.

While twisting the towel, Deacon An said, "This is what it should be. I have been the housekeeper of the Ren family since the master was still the young master...Now the two young masters have also started to take over the Ren family. We can't help them with business matters. Busy, at least they shouldn't worry too much about family affairs."

Gu Jiachen felt a little ashamed at what he said.Deacon An went to the bathroom to put things away, wiped his hands and came out, stood by the bed and looked at Gu Jiachen, and said again:

"It stands to reason that I shouldn't ask about the matter between you and the young master... I don't know what caused the trouble between you to become like this. He also regrets hurting you, young master, and he didn't mean not to accompany you, so Please be considerate of him."

Gu Jiachen changed into new pajamas, which were made of pure cotton, which gave him a different kind of comfort.He pinched his sleeves a little uneasily, and asked, "What...is he busy with?"

"Such a big company, are you afraid that you won't be busy?" Deacon An only answered this sentence, and then asked, "You must be hungry. You haven't eaten anything in bed for two days. There is porridge prepared in the kitchen. Shall I bring it to you?"

Gu Jiachen looked out the window, the high-rise building shone with an unusually clear light, as if it had been washed.It must have rained.He remembered that there was no sunset that day, and wondered if there would be a morning glow the next day?

The porridge is cooked very soft, every grain of rice is full of water, plump and soft, and can be swallowed directly with the touch of the tongue, without chewing at all.While poking the porridge with a spoon, Gu Jiachen was planning to think about something.But his mind was very disappointing, and he started to feel dizzy when he wanted to think.

After eating a little something, Gu Jiachen lay back on the bed.He shrugged his shoulders, hugged himself with both hands, and began to reflect seriously.

Is he doing something wrong?Is he too ignorant?In Ren Xiaoxu's words...does he not know what to do?Gu Jiachen suddenly felt a faint burning pain on his cheek, as if someone had slapped him.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with Ren Xiaoxu making this arrangement!Gu Jiachen thought, if he was a girl and found a boyfriend like Ren Xiaoxu, and they had a very good relationship with each other, of course they would get married.If you want to get married, the issue of dowry will be involved... The girl you want to marry must give your parents some compensation, right?We must thank them for pulling this child up so much, right?The most simple and straightforward compensation is money!

If she was a girl, Ren Xiaoxu would be the son-in-law of the Gu family... What's wrong with a son-in-law helping his mother-in-law earn money and helping his father-in-law get promoted?This is simply a matter of course!

But why would he feel wronged?Why does he feel awkward?

In his mind, perhaps the concept of the word "money" is not obvious.He has never had much of it, and he has never lacked much of it.He lives very purely and cleanly, he will not force others to accept anything, nor will he force himself to change anything.He believes that although this world is very realistic, although this reality is cruel, at least it should be tolerant.It can have mainstream values ​​supported by the majority, and it can accommodate non-mainstream theories advocated by a few.Such a society can be regarded as a relatively mature society.

Therefore, he does not ask his family to be considerate of him, or even to bless him.He is glad that he was able to find his love, even if no one is willing to support him.It's not terrible to fight alone, and it's not terrible to hide and hide from the light... He can overcome all these.The problem of perception is not the real problem.

He also thought about how his family would react when they knew his orientation, and he even thought about how his father would be furious.He also thought about how the whole family seemed to be boiling, one after another bombarding and persuading him one by one... He had thought about all of this.

He may have been very scared before, but now he is not afraid, he feels that he can withstand that kind of pressure.Because such a thing will not only make him sad, but his family will also feel sad.Sadness prompts people to think, and thinking creates a collision of old and new ideas, and such collisions and pain can open people up... In the end, even if they don't accept it, at least they will seriously consider the situation.That's the way things are going in the right direction, isn't it?

That's fine.No matter what the result is, as long as they think hard, even if they don't accept it, even if he still has to live a life that is not understood and blessed by his family, he feels very good.After all, the human mind cannot be violently distorted, and everyone has the right to choose the way of life they want.Everyone is entitled to their own opinions.

But... What is throwing money at?Force them to accept, or force them to give up?For something like this, throw away your own thoughts?

He doesn't need to be like this.A person should live purely. Life can be distorted by reality, but thoughts cannot.The last thing he wants to see is for his children to be supported by his parents as an investment, every bit of contribution has to be calculated, and every kind of giving corresponds to a multiplied demand... He doesn't want this.

Because loving someone should be unrequited, whether it is the love between relatives, the love between friends, or the love between lovers.His world is not that utilitarian.

This is a purely emotional cleanliness, he does not accept any polluted feelings.

Taking a step back, even if his parents accepted their relationship because of money, what would happen if Ren Xiaoxu ran out of money one day?Will his family turn their faces and deny anyone?Will they be kicked out?Money can be everything, or it can be nothing.

After thinking about it, Gu Jiachen felt tired and fell asleep in a daze.

Gu Jiachen asked the procuratorate for a week's leave. He said that his old injury had relapsed a little.False is easily approved.There are only some flesh wounds behind him, and he can walk away after a few days of care.

These few days Ren Xiaoxu came back very late. When he came back, he looked very tired and went straight to the bathroom. After taking a shower, he fell asleep next to Gu Jiachen.Gu Jiachen could smell the faint smell of smoke on his body.

They didn't speak much for several days.Ren Xiaoxu probably felt that there was a need for a break between them.Gu Jiachen is not a person with a particularly strong ability to withstand pressure. Although he is very tolerant, it does not mean that he can stay awake under strong pressure.He is too naive and always makes some naive and stubborn decisions.Ren Xiaoxu knew not to push him too hard.

Ren Xiaoxu didn't even think about the nature of this matter at all.It is only natural for him to take money to solve any problem.There is no problem in this world that money cannot solve, and all problems that can be solved with money are not considered problems.

Although Zhou Jialu was flattering, he didn't think there was anything wrong.In this world, villains are rampant, and flattery is the correct attitude.He adopted Zhou Jialu's suggestion without hesitation, because he never started from the word "faithfulness".

Credibility refers to the trust gained by being able to keep promises.This is just a way of doing things and has nothing to do with character.Over the years, he has long learned to look at problems from a rational perspective.The human heart is always too complicated, and only rationality and systems can make a company with thousands of employees run smoothly.

Naturally, this theory of handling affairs will also be introduced into his life by him.Regarding family issues, the first thing he considered was never favors, but how to keep them from making trouble for him.The easiest way is to take money to eliminate disasters.

There is nothing wrong with handling things this way, Ren Xiaoxu thought.

He just aches.His little rabbit would care so much about it.His little rabbit is too emotional, he can't take care of anything, and he always walks in bumps and bumps on this road of life.Why can't you let yourself be more cruel?Why not make life easier?

Passionate is always ruthlessly annoyed.

On that day, Gu Jiachen's injury was almost healed, so he got dressed and planned to go back to work in the procuratorate, and sell his leave by the way.I haven't been there for a week, and I don't know what cases have accumulated.

When I went to the unit, I found that the atmosphere was still calm, and the office building echoed with the unique lazy and arrogant atmosphere of the government unit, which made people feel at a loss and powerless.Everything in the world runs in a right way, and the Gu Family Chen has realized that he can't change anything.He walked into the office with calm but slightly heavy steps, and found a stack of files neatly placed on his desk.

The word "a stack" is used, because the file is really not ordinary thick.A normal dossier is probably like an exercise book, and a thicker one can be like a textbook, but this dossier is like an Oxford dictionary.

It was rare for Feng Lin to sit in the office early in the morning.While drinking tea, he browsed through a file of normal thickness. When he saw Gu Jiachen coming in, he quickly raised his head to greet him.

Gu Jiachen looked at the things wrapped in kraft paper pockets on his desk, and said with a wry smile, "Why did you accumulate so many cases after taking a few days off?"

Feng Lin said: "A lot? This is a case of one person...a repeat offender."

"Is it heavy?"

"It's quite heavy... It was just sent out today, and it was brought here early in the morning, specially for your case."

Volume Four Thirty Fame Dust and Soil