Who allowed me to live like a dream

Shen took the medicine and fell asleep.Ren Xiaoxu's room was considered quiet.The bed sheet was greasy, Gu Jiachen lay naked on Ren Xiaoxu's chest and talked.

"Your brother is a good son, and he is still helping your mother with things at such a late hour."

Ren Xiaoxu had just exerted his strength, and now he was lying lazily, with one arm around Gu Jiachen's waist, and the other on the pillow.

"Of course he is a good son! It's fine to help my mother with things... He was not there just now, even if he was there, my mother scolded him and Zetong like that, he would not reply or get angry, you Do you know... As expected of my mother who brought me up, I have listened to my mother since I was a child."

"Aren't you brought up by your mother?"

"I'm not."

Gu Jiachen raised his head and looked at him in disbelief.

Ren Xiaoxu looked at his black eyeballs, stared at himself motionless, and smiled and said, "Why, I didn't tell you? I was brought up by a nanny—the nanny took me when I was born. I was seven years old, and the nanny got sick...and died."

"Why does your mother... send you to the nanny?" Gu Jiachen asked.

He knew that Mrs. Chen was very busy, but it still felt inappropriate to throw the child to others because she was busy.

Ren Xiaoxu pondered for a while, and said: "It's not my mother's decision. She wants to take me. It's my father—he thinks my mother is too vicious, so don't spoil the child. My brother will take her with me. I can't bring her any more."

Ren Xiaoxu suddenly laughed at himself as he spoke.He knew that Gu Jiachen must have an incomprehensible expression, so he continued to explain before he asked a question:

"My dad had just died of a lover at that time, and he thought it was my mother who killed her secretly. I was only a few months old, and my dad thought my mother was too vicious, so he separated me from her. After a long investigation No evidence was found, proving that it was my mother who did it... Since then, our family has been divided into different factions, my father and I are in the same faction, and my mother and my brother are in the same faction."

Gu Jiachen sighed for a while.It is said that the rich and powerful families are clearly fighting among themselves, and they thought they would only fight for their own interests.A child in swaddling clothes is stripped of his mother's love so easily... How cruel.

What's the point of being rich and honored? Parents disobeyed when they were babies.Looking at the slanting light, the water of the Xiangjiang River passed away and Chu Yunfei.

Although Ren Xiaoxu said that having a mother like Shen is better than not having one.Taking a step back, even if Shen is ruthless and merciless, she is still Ren Xiaoxu's biological mother.She is special to Ren Xiaoxu, a child without a mother is like a grass, this is not a joke.Only those who don't have a mother's love can feel the incompleteness of that life.

"And what about your brother...why didn't your father separate him from your mother?"

"My brother was almost five years old at that time... As the saying goes, three years old is older than seven years old. He and my mother are inseparable, and their behavior is exactly the same. My father thinks he has been spoiled by my mother."

Gu Jiachen couldn't help shouting: "Nonsense, where did such a truth come from!"

Ren Xiaoxu rubbed his hair and said, "Retainers...things in this world will not always go according to your ideas. It is a very stupid behavior to prescribe how the world should work out of one's own wishful thinking."

"You mean, you think it's okay?" Gu Jiachen hooked his neck and asked.

"So what? What if nothing? It's a foregone conclusion, and I can't change anything."

"You can make up with your mother."

"reconcile?"

"Well. Don't quarrel anymore."

"Hehe, quarreling is the only communication between us. Isn't it a little too cruel for you to tell us not to quarrel?"

Gu Jiachen looked at Ren Xiaoxu in surprise.

Ren Xiaoxu held up his face and said:

"Do you think I'm the kind of person who will only make my mother angry? I just don't want her and I to be strangers like this—in case something happens to her or me one day, at least there will be peace between us." It’s good to have memories...even if it’s just memories of quarrels. If I don’t even quarrel with her one day, then there will be a real break between us. Family members are not called harmony...you know ?"

Gu Jiachen shook his head and nodded again.

Ren Xiaoxu laughed: "Forget it, Yumu head, it doesn't matter if you understand or not. But, retainer, I want to tell you... just because I treat my mother like this doesn't mean I only treat her like this. If one day I do the same to you, don’t think that I don’t want you anymore. I want you so much that I will do anything. Even in the future, we quarrel and torture each other every day, I will let you stay by my side .do you understand?"

Hearing this, Gu Jiachen slowly buried his head in his arms and rubbed against him vigorously.

Ren Xiaoxu's voice was deep and elegant, like the bells ringing in the early morning in Hanshan Ancient Temple, echoing in the valley and in Gu Jiachen's mind.His slender fingers, which were naturally suitable for playing the piano, slowly inserted into Gu Jiachen's hair, and murmured in his ear:

"Retainer, I love you..."

Gu Jiachen was startled, and suddenly raised his head to look at him.After a while, Gu Jiachen suddenly rolled aside with the quilt in his arms, and wrapped himself tightly with the quilt.

Ren Xiaoxu watched helplessly as Gu Jiachen wrapped himself into a cotton ball with a quilt and shrank in a corner, puzzled.He stretched out a hand to grab the single corner of the quilt and pulled it towards him. Gu Jiachen covered the quilt so tightly that he couldn't pull it.

Ren Xiaoxu couldn't help laughing out loud, and said, "What are you doing to wrap yourself up!"

Gu Jiachen said in a low voice under the quilt: "Don't worry about it...you are a pervert, you like men!"

Ren Xiaoxu was stunned.Pushing him to his side and holding him down, he said, "What are you talking about? Can't I like men?"

Gu Jiachen poked his head out of the quilt, his eyes were full of guilt:

"Sorry……"

"What an apology all of a sudden!"

"I'm sorry...if only I were a girl..."

Being a girl can give you a normal home...

"So that's what you're thinking... Isn't that easy? I'll send you to Thailand, and I'll make you into a coquettish girl in a short while!"

"Nonsense!" Gu Jiachen finally crawled out of the quilt.There had just been a fierce battle, and neither of them had any clothes on.Ren Xiaoxu lay there sloppily, not feeling ashamed at all.Gu Jiachen was a little embarrassed, and pulled a section of quilt to cover his waist.

"If I was a girl, would you still love me?" Gu Jiachen asked.

"uncertain."

When Gu Jiachen got angry, he raised a pillow and threw it on Ren Xiaoxu's face, Ren Xiaoxu quickly held him down.

"Don't...don't...I love you! I think you are no different from a girl who is jealous and spoiled! No matter what kind of person you are, I love you!"

"Then what if I'm not a human? If I were some other animal...for example, a cat, a dog, or a bunny, would you still love me?"

Ren Xiaoxu made a serious expression: "Ah? Then I have to think about it carefully...the taste is a bit strong!"

At the end of the dragging and tearing, Gu Jiachen had no strength at all, and fell asleep so sleepy.Ren Xiaoxu wrapped him in his arms, put his naked skin on his back, and fell asleep hugging each other.

He said he loves me... Gu Jiachen was still thinking in a daze when he fell asleep.

He seems to have never said that before... In the past, he followed him like a follower, coming and going as soon as he was called. Everyone thought that he would follow him like this for a lifetime, or he would be kicked after he followed him for a lifetime... ...Who would think about the question of whether to love or not?

What exactly is love?It can entangle human beings for thousands of years.No matter how many poems and songs there are, the feeling of being in love cannot be fully sung.

Love is you and me, a life intertwined with heart.Love is you and me, the unchanging promise in the midst of adversity.

Love is your hand that touches my pain.Love is listening to your sorrows and joys with my heart.

This world, here I come, let the storm, the vortex.It is your promise of love that makes me see the sun shining... Even if life gives me endless pain and torture, I still feel more happy.

There is such a person, no matter how difficult the world is, you still want to go on with him... Is this love?

Gu Jiachen felt like he had a huge piece of gold in his heart... What a heavy promise he just heard!

I love you.I want to be with you, even through the wind and rain.

Ren Xiaoxu felt a little dampness on his arm.With his eyes closed, he raised his hand subconsciously to touch the corners of the eyes of the person in his arms, and wiped away the trace of water.