Who allowed me to live like a dream

Ren Xiaoxu rubbed his hair and said:

"It's nothing...it's nothing. When my mother is angry, she can't choose what to say. She has offended so many people in her life. Now she has offended even a good-tempered person like you. When the water is clear, there will be no fish. It's her fault. What's wrong with you?"

After hearing this, Gu Jiachen felt warm in his heart.Fortunately, there is still this person by his side, otherwise the billowing world of mortals would be like a wolf like a tiger, what would he do?

"But she is your mother, she..."

Gu Jiachen stopped talking while talking.He remembered what his father often taught him: there is no wrong parent in the world.She is your mother, everything she says is right, and what is wrong is also right.

Gu Jiachen suddenly discovered that the reason why he was so excited was not entirely because of the quarrel between Ren Xiaoxu and Shen Shi.He subconsciously overlapped Shen's with his parents.

If his parents... what would happen to them?

Mrs. Shen hit him with a vase... What about Dad?Would dad hit him with an ashtray?Where's mom?Can you take a spatula?And the younger sister, what would the younger sister think of his brother?Gu Jiachen remembered that some time ago, Shihua talked about an incident in her high school, saying that there was a gay couple in a boys dormitory, so the other six people in the dormitory were completely unwilling to go back to sleep in the dormitory because they felt disgusting.

Reality is always so skinny.

He stayed in Ren Xiaoxu's warm embrace for so long that sometimes he even forgot that this relationship is unacceptable in the world.No matter how powerful the rotten men and rotten women are today, people will always think that homosexuality is dirty, rotten, and despicable in the deepest corner of their hearts.They will always throw contemptuous glances at them, and will always slander them without any scruples behind their backs.

Few people can experience such pain.The kind of pain that is not tolerated by the world, condemned by thousands of people, and hated by thousands of eyes.The whole world is in a predicament, either scorching hot or bitingly cold, and what you can see is all in dire straits, making people forget why they were born in this world.

It's as if the United States promulgated the "Proclamation for the Emancipation of Black Slaves" in 1862, but so far, racial discrimination has not been eliminated.

The revolution has not yet succeeded, and comrades still need to work hard.The road is long and long, but there is a long way to go!

Looking at the vast expanse of water and moonlight in front of him, Gu Jiachen suddenly wanted to cry.He turned around, buried his head on Ren Xiaoxu's shoulder, hugged him and wanted to cry, but found that he couldn't shed a single tear.

Ren Xiaoxu just hugged him quietly, breathing gently, and his arms were firm, like an unbreakable castle, stubbornly guarding their love.Ren Xiaoxu was born with such a young master's stubbornness, he will get what he wants, and he will do whatever it takes.Since he was a child, he has lived a challenging life, so he can ignore the world's slander.

But Ren Xiaohuai was caught off guard by being killed.He hurriedly comforted Shen Shi for a while, then helped her mother back to the room, watched her take two sleeping pills, helped her lie down, turned off the light, and then left silently.

Ji Zetong still stayed in Ren Xiaoxu's room. He watched as Deacon An called the servant on night shift to clean up Ren Xiaoxu's room, and replaced it with another vase, which still contained a few lilies. .After everything was tidied up, he let Ren Xiaohuai in again, and then quietly closed the door and left.

Ren Xiaohuai looked at Ji Zetong with a wry smile, and said, "Why do you mess around with them!"

Ji Zetong said with a smile: "Why don't you watch a good show?"

Ren Xiaohuai's face was slightly tired, he looked around to make sure that there was no one there, he made a silent gesture to Ji Zebi, and pulled him out of the room.Bypassing the main building, he came to the rest room of Ren Xiaoxu's study, and after closing the door, he asked Comrade Ji Ze again:

"You didn't say anything just now, did you?"

"Nothing. How—"

Ren Xiaohuai snorted coldly, and said: "My mother got the news very quickly, she knew as soon as you walked in the door. If you are so angry, I guess Xiaoxu must have said bad things about her in the room."

A gleam flashed in Ji Zetong's eyes, and he said, "Could it be that the room was bugged?"

Ren Xiaoxu said coldly: "Not only his room, but also my room, even my father's room."

Ji Zetong seemed to understand something, and said, "No wonder Xiao Xu has such a bad relationship with your mother. She's gone too far—"

"What is this? He has Zhang Liangji and others have wall ladders. You don't know how ruthless my brother is? The wiretapping of this house will first be passed on to his people, filtered, and then subtly discriminated against. Pass it to my mother—he said those words just now to my mother on purpose, and he deliberately wanted to piss her off!"

Ji Zetong lay lazily on the lounge chair in the lounge and said, "Why are you telling me these things? I'm not interested."

As he said, he hooked Ren Xiaohuai's tie with one hand, pulled Ren Xiaohuai to his side, put his hands on his shoulders, and asked affectionately: "Is there any bugging in this room?"

Ren Xiao smiled disdainfully, and said, "I'm not that incompetent, let her eavesdrop here."

Ji Zetong kissed his lips, pried open his teeth, and entangled his tongue.After the deep kiss, he lay on Ren Xiaohuai's chest and asked:

"How many of your people are there in your house? I thought you were devoted to your mother—it's really good to act filial to your son."

Ren Xiaohuai let out a long sigh, and pondered: "Actually, there is basically no one from me in this house."

Ji Zetong looked up at him in surprise.

Ren Xiaohuai smiled helplessly, and continued:

"In the final analysis, this house belongs to my father. I won't say anything about Deacon An. The maid, the driver, and the old lady... all listen to my father. The next time I listen to Xiao Xu, and I will never listen to me and my mother again. ... You know, since that incident happened, my dad never let my mother touch Xiao Xu again, saying that she is too vicious, just teach me to be bad, and don't teach my younger brother bad... My mother is old in this life It's because of my will—at the beginning, she wanted to send me to go abroad for gilding, to get a beautiful diploma, so that I could stand up to those old ministers and old ministries. Who knew that my father was more talented than him, and brought Xiao Xu into the company early, and took a The heart of helping the old minister has been subdued. I am airborne now, and I can only stare. Fortunately, my mother has done other things wrong, but one thing is right. She also gave birth to two sons for my father. Otherwise, there is no place for her in the Ren family..."

Ren Xiaohuai said sentence by sentence, and Ji Zetong just listened to each sentence without saying a word.Until Ren Xiaohuai suddenly picked up Ji Zetong's face, and asked him solemnly: "To be honest, Zetong, do you hate my mother?"

Ji Zetong just smiled and replied, "That's not important."

At this moment, with you by my side, everything in the past is not important anymore.

Ren Xiaohuai lowered his hand helplessly and said, "But I hate it."

Ji Zetong raised his eyelids slightly, "Some people just have the ability to make people all over the world hate her."

Ren Xiaoxu answered:

"Yeah, people all over the world hate her, and she still lives well. How can there be such a person in the world? I think it's so unfair. How many people do you think she has harmed in her life? If it wasn't for her, Aunt Su wouldn't run away with Yun San'er in her arms, and the Wu family wouldn't be ruined... If it wasn't for her, we wouldn't be separated, and I wouldn't have to marry Liye, let alone be locked up in this house for me. Having a child... If it wasn't for her, Dad's lover wouldn't have died, and he wouldn't be as sad as he is now, and he wouldn't be angry with me... Tell me how many sins my mother has committed? How could she, how could she ——

"Forget it, the villain has a long life." Ren Xiaoxu said weakly.

Ji Zetong suddenly stood up and said:

"Actually, I hate her. Sometimes I want her to die - for her it was just a relationship with her son, but for me, it was my whole life. She just ruined me... But she It's your mother, I can't do it. Things in the world are often like this, you hate a person, hate it so much, you can't wait for her to die. But you just can't do it. This is evil fate. "

Ren Xiaohuai suddenly sighed: "Maybe I owed her in my previous life. Maybe she came to collect debts in this life—we all owe her debts."

[-]% of her previous life was a loan shark.Ren Xiaohuai didn't say the last sentence, he hurriedly kissed Ji Zetong, and helped him take off his clothes skillfully with his fingers.

It's great to be able to live like Ji Zetong, chic and unrestrained, daring to love and hate, no matter how painful things are, it's over when it's over.The sun will rise as usual tomorrow.

Everlasting regret is not mine, when will I forget it?The night is quiet and the wind is calm.Xiao Zhou passed away, and Jiang Hai sent the rest of his life.

Ren Xiaohuai sometimes wanted to let go of everything, but he found that he didn't have that talent.He hated Shen Shi, and he found that the more he hated Shen Shi, the more he could pretend to be a good son in front of her.He wanted to catch Shen Shi by surprise when she believed in him deeply, so that she would always remember the pain of betrayal—this was his revenge.

Thoughts stopped abruptly here, Ren Xiaohuai had already entered Ji Zetong's body.The suffocating pleasure made him unable to continue thinking.His rationality was completely dissipated, and all the movements were left with the heavy impacts one after another.The room smelled of men.Ji Zetong tossed Cheng Huan under him, his eyes were as charming as roses blooming in the dark night.

Some people seem to be very decadent in their lives, but they have a kind of tenacity in their hearts that outsiders can't break through, just like Ji Zetong.When he loves someone, he can be with him regardless of the weather, life and death, for a thousand years.

Ren Xiaohuai felt that his tenacity was so cute that it was hateful.Ji Zetong looked at him with empty, compassionate eyes that embraced everything, giving him an urge to destroy.

If not, then we will die together!Those who hinder us, I will make him pay the price he deserves!

There are gauze curtains hanging on the windows of the lounge, making the room hazy.The moonlight outside the house became more and more clear, shining on the sparkling lake in the Ren family mansion.

By the lake are two overlapping bodies.

Gu Jiachen's back rested on the slightly rough trunk of the ginkgo tree, one leg straddled Ren Xiaoxu's waist, and the other leg trembled on tiptoe, allowing him to better enter himself.The air was sultry and humid, and a mist had already evaporated from the surface of the lake, covering his side mistyly.Just like his consciousness at this moment.

Ren Xiaoxu patted his body deeply and shallowly, both of them were crushed by the pleasure, and Gu's only sane mind was still thinking:

"Xiao Xu, why are there... no mosquitoes in your home..."