Who allowed me to live like a dream

Cheng Yizhou slept until the next afternoon. When she woke up, she found that Yun San was no longer in the room. The aunt at home said that Master Yun left in the morning.

Cheng Yizhou sat at the dining table, watching his aunt bring up the dishes one by one, his heart skipped a beat, he always felt restless.

Yun San said something to him last night, because he was too tired, he couldn't hear clearly, and thought he was dreaming.In the morning, he felt his mouth and tongue were dry, so he drank a glass of water, walked back and lay down on the bed, Yun San wrapped himself around him and hugged him.His chest was pressed against Cheng Yizhou's back, and the scorching temperature made Cheng Yizhou believe that everything that happened last night was not a dream.

Is it all true?Is this... a confession?

The weather was fine, the sky was clear and cloudless.Cheng Yizhou ate his meal slowly, recalling what Yun San said last night over and over again in his mind, his memory was intermittent, and what he remembered was only a few words, but that was shocking enough.

This world is too crazy... Cheng Yizhou thought to himself.He felt that his body was light and light, and his feet were soft as if he was stepping on cotton, and his whole body was very unreal.

At the end of the meal, the phone rang.It's his fiancée A Yue.Ah Yue is only 21 years old this year, young, beautiful, lively, timid like most girls, and obedient to his parents just like him.They were also arranged to meet, and they had a good impression of each other after the meeting, so this matter was decided.When Ah Yue turns 23, they will get married.

Little girls like to be accompanied by their boyfriends. Ah Yue came to find Cheng Yi once this morning, and heard that he was still sleeping. She thought she must be tired after the play, so she didn't bother him.Guessing that he was awake too, she called and asked if he could go out with her to play, go shopping or something.

Cheng Yizhou naturally agreed.His overall condition has not recovered yet, he drove his girlfriend to the city center, and wandered from one store to another. Ah Yue kept trying on clothes, and he said "good-looking" in a pleasing way, and it was like this all afternoon. passed.Later, it seemed that they went to eat a meal, Western food or something, Cheng Yizhou almost ate the small piece of steak in one bite.Ah Yue stared at him and smiled, saying that you look like a starving ghost, didn't the aunt at home give you food?

Cheng Yizhou raised his head with a smile and said that he was very hungry.Ah Yue smiled and called the waiter, saying that you can give us a big portion of this pig, and we can serve whatever is the largest portion.

Cheng Yizhou kept thinking, what about Ah Yue?Yun San said that she was still young and didn't understand anything, which was of no help to his future.However, simply marrying her will be very helpful to the Cheng family. His father and the chief of staff, these two military officials have become a family, which sounds awesome.

He remembered what Ayue's sister A Cai said, she said, my sister is still young, she thought you would treat her wholeheartedly, so she is willing to be with you, I hope you don't hurt her.

How to do it to hurt her?Does breaking up with her count?What about marrying her?How would she feel if she knew that her boyfriend had actually slept with a man yesterday?

He thought of Yun San again.That man looks beautiful, at least he has 1 minds.Sophisticated and vicious, he doesn't leave any room for things, and kills people without leaving a living.Cheng Yizhou always felt that he did things so terribly.Sooner or later, he will suffer retribution, but after thinking about it, he lived so hard before, maybe the retribution has already come.

Cheng Yizhou ate, and it tasted like chewing wax.I don't even know what I ate.After dinner, they went to the bar to play, Ah Yue felt very happy.She grew up in the military compound since she was a child, her parents were very strict with her, she didn't have many friends, and because of her young age, she seldom came to places like bars. Now she has a boyfriend to escort her, so she can enter and leave such places openly.

There was a glass of wine in front of Cheng Yizhou, the wine was shining brightly under the shade of the lamp, Xiaoyue danced and ran back to sit beside him, happy like a bird.

He heard Ah Yue tell him who she met on the dance floor just now, who is now his girlfriend, and that so-and-so chased her before, but she thought that person was not good-natured, so she refused.She hugged Cheng Yizhou's arm and said, among all the boys who chased me, you are the best.

Cheng Yizhou frowned slightly, and asked, "What if there is someone better than me?"

Ah Yue looked at him innocently: "Huh?"

"I said, what if there was a man better than me? What do you think?"

"What are you talking about, there is no man better than you."

Cheng Yizhou was silent for a moment, then said in a low voice, "I think so..."

"Yi Zhou... let's not talk about this, okay?" Although Ah Yue is young, she obviously knows how to deal with men, and she will never continue bad topics. She knows how to turn a blind eye woman.

"Ah Yue, if... I'm going to a far away place, what will you do?" Cheng Yizhou remembered Yun San's words, she is of no help to you... what about me?Am I helping her?Just a boyfriend who loves her dearly, or a man she wants to entrust her whole life to?

"Ah? Are you going to be transferred? Where are you going?" Ah Yue asked nervously.

"It's not decided yet, that is, in case I go, what will you do?"

"Where are you going?" Ah Yue asked stubbornly.

"I don't know... maybe it's either Tibet or the South China Sea." Cheng Yizhou picked two distant places to deal with.

"So far... how long will it take?"

"At least...five years. If it takes longer, I don't know."

"So far! Why did you tell me now! Why doesn't my father know?"

"The chief contacted me directly." Cheng Yizhou continued to lie.

"No! He... doesn't he know that we are getting married?"

"He said he wanted me to exercise, but he didn't know how long it would take."

"It shouldn't be long..." Ah Yue murmured, "Since I have to come back, anyway...in three to five years, I can wait for you, as long as...as long as you are willing to wait for me."

"Think about it, five years...you will be 26."

"What does that matter? Anyway, everyone is getting married late now...Yi Zhou" Ah Yue's tone suddenly became very worried, "Do you have to go? You don't have to go so far away... I'm so worried, our classmate Li, long-distance relationships, almost all broke up."

"Are you afraid that we will break up?"

"I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for you... I... Anyway, don't leave, okay?"

Cheng Yizhou felt that he already knew what he wanted to know, so he quickly stopped the topic: "Don't talk about it, it's not decided anyway, maybe I won't leave. By the way, don't go back and tell your father, my father also do not know yet."

"Your father won't let you go either." Ah Yue said quickly.

"Well... I'm an only child after all."

"So why don't you leave, just stay here with me. We seldom see each other like you are now, you are in the army all day, it's very rare to have a vacation, and the vacation is only a few days..."

"Thank you." Cheng Yizhou patted her on the back.

"Hmm..." Ah Yue leaned on his shoulder and said delicately.

On the way back, Cheng Yizhou kept silent, Ah Yue kept looking for topics, trying to break the atmosphere in the car.Something went away, faded, and slowly dissipated.Ah Yue stretched out her hand to grab it, but found that it was like sand that she couldn't hold.

How did it become like this?She doesn't seem to be wrong.Girls want their boyfriends to stay by their side, don't they?Cheng Yizhou doesn't have any so-called man's dream, she knows his, this man just wants to inherit his family business, so there is no need for him to go to such a remote and difficult place in the frontier!He stayed in the military area, the general rear, the general political affairs, the military committee... which place would not be promoted faster than him going out?

It's very strange... It's the first time Ah Yue felt that this man was incomprehensible, he must be hiding something from her, it must be.

Does he have another woman?Impossible... The army is full of men, it's rare to see a female officer who is not as beautiful as she is. The beautiful ones are all in the military arts, but Cheng Yizhou is from the military arts background, can he like Cheng Yizhou!

But it's hard to say, it's one thing whether a man's wealth is clean or not, and whether a man will be hooked is another. Cheng Yizhou is only in his 20s, and he's young, so he can't help being tempted and will make mistakes... If he is really There are women out there, and I, Ayue, am not a fuel-efficient lamp!

Cheng Yizhou sent Ah Yue back to her home, and then drove home by herself.He has a three-day vacation, and Ah Yue has already set a time to meet tomorrow.She seemed very nervous, as if she was afraid that she would not want to accompany her.

Shouldn't you be asking?Cheng Yizhou thought to herself, after all, Ah Yue is still young, so it is easy to make a fuss.Will she tell her father?Forget it, who cares, I asked all of them anyway, what was said, what was splashed.

Cheng Yizhou's room was empty.He took a shower and lay on the bed, watching the dark blue starry sky outside the window full of stars.He remembered the first night when Yun San returned to the Southwest, he took him to the mountains to see the scenery, and saw the lights in the sky of R City like a bright Milky Way.Yun San pressed him on a pine tree, and the rough bark rubbed against the skin of his back, as if he wanted to brand him, and it was painful.

There was a faint burning pain in Cheng Yizhou's back.

He thought about the figure standing by the window, but that person never appeared.At some point, Cheng Yizhou fell asleep. In his dream, he felt a person lying beside him. He reached out and hugged that person's body. Clasping tightly with both hands, the scorching breath is burning in the ears...

He missed him, but he didn't know it.

Where did Yun San go?He seemed to be leaving in a hurry, was it because the troops were urgently called, or for some other reason, or... because he didn't promise him, so he left angrily?

Cheng Yizhou didn't sleep well, his mind was in a mess, reality and dreams were entangled, which made him unable to tell which was real and which was false. Sometimes he would wake up suddenly, to check if Yun San was sleeping next to him, and stretched out his hand. , but can only feel a cold pillow.

There is no one around.

Is this a dream?still……

Where did Yun San go...