Who allowed me to live like a dream

Looking at his mother's eyes, Gu Jiachen suddenly choked up.

"He is... the person who slept in the same bed with me at the university!" Gu Jiachen said this with red eyes.

Still can't say it out... so suddenly, at such a critical moment, if mom and dad are hit again, I'm afraid the family will really break up.

"What about the classmate who sleeps in the same bed! My classmate is not the same. When he was in the teacher's college, he slept with me in the same bed!" Mother Gu dismissed it.

Gu Jiachen was deeply hurt by his mother's attitude.Although he knew he didn't make it clear.Of course, it is impossible for mother to understand the meaning he hides so deeply. Who can think of that?My child is not a monster, what's the matter with the elders and college buddies sleeping in the same bed? !I even share a bed with my sister!Feeling good, right?Can the relationship of sleeping in the same bed be bad?But my classmate and I have a good relationship, and I haven't seen her give me more money, have I?

Gu Jiachen felt that his heart was tightened by a steel wire, and a pair of invisible hands were exerting force, tightening the steel wire into his flesh.The pain of slow tearing, the cold feeling of foreign body invasion.He was unwilling, and he murmured persistently: "It's the person who sleeps in the same bed..."

After ten years of cultivation, they can cross the boat together, and after a hundred years of cultivation, they can sleep together.

Now, it's not that he wants to be recognized by the Ren family.He just really wanted to rectify Ren Xiaoxu's name.He wanted to hide it before, but now he feels sorry for his lover, and the feeling of wanting to be open and honest is getting stronger and stronger.He really wanted to tell his parents that he was with a man who treated him very well and made him feel very happy... He wanted to tell the whole world!

But he also knew... what his parents would think.are you happyI can't see it!Can a man feel happy when he is treated like a sissy and manipulated like a sissy?I don't believe it!

They don't believe it, they don't admit it!

can not say it clearly!Gu Jiachen knew now.

Not to mention the whole world, even his parents, they couldn't understand him.

What more can I ask for?I hope that people will live a long life, and share the beautiful beauty of thousands of miles. This is the greatest wish.What do you want their acknowledgment!

Gu Jiachen found that he had circled around and returned to the original point.Just like he couldn't understand why Ren Xiaoxu always wanted to pull him out of the closet at the beginning, the environment he was in was different, and the feelings and understandings were really different.Ren Xiaoxu was so reckless because he didn't care at all. Public opinion could crush Gu's servants like straws, but public opinion couldn't crush Ren Xiaoxu.That man stands above the hustle and bustle, he can control public opinion and will not be bound by public opinion.This includes the entire Ren family.

Water can overturn a boat, but it also needs to carry a boat. The people at the top of the pyramid and the people at the bottom are always playing games and swapping. Most of the time, the top controls everything.Public opinion, to them, may not be as important as imagined, so they can be indifferent.

But the Gu family is different.They are cowardly, small, and timid. They have to think before and after what they do, and they are oppressed by the environment. Many people can crush them to death with one finger. If they are a little careless, many people will trip them up. A small thing can trouble them for a long time.So they will be afraid.

Every roll of the eyes thrown by every neighbor passing by is enough for them to be sad and guilty for a long time, and every foul language that Gu Jiachen has long been accustomed to can make their lives more burdensome... how is it?Life is already hopeless enough, but this kid is here to add fuel to the flames... What else can I do!It also prevents people from living a good life!

The more Gu Jiachen thought about it, the more powerless he became. Although he had done this kind of thinking many times, each time he had a different opinion than the last time.He once felt that this relationship had no future anyway, so he and Ren Xiaoxu could die together, but he still persisted.Later, he felt that although they had no future, they could at least hide it. Anyway, he didn't mind being an underground lover, as long as he could stay by the side of his beloved, that would be enough...

Now, he thinks the two of them can actually try to come out, anyway, the world is fucked enough, he is gay, and it probably affects only his family.

It happened to be his family!He didn't want to hurt them, not a single bit!But in this world, the person who loves you the most hurts you the most... What can I do?

Injury...pain...these are unavoidable, even if you have anesthesia for surgery, you will wake up one day.I can only get through it, I can only endure it!

Gu Jiachen has made up his mind to confess to his family.If Shihua can wake up, he thought, when Shihua wakes up, he will confess to his family.

Disagreements are to be expected.He didn't dare to face it before because he didn't have the courage to face it, but now he dares. He has experienced the pain of being torn apart and pieced together, the torment of being put in a frying pan, the crisis of life and death, and the pain of no one. Suspenseful pain... He has enough courage.He doesn't need to defeat his parents, the secular world, or the world, as long as he can pass his own level.Be ruthless, in fact, there is nothing you can't survive.

"Oh...forget it, let's not talk about this. You said, one of your sister, one of you, both of them were ruined by such a disaster... I almost lost my heart in this life! Can you live?" It's all good, I still care about money and shame?" Gu's mother sighed and said as if she had figured it out.

"It's best for you to think like this." Gu Jiachen said with a slight sigh of relief.

"Your sister's work is over for the time being. I'll push you outside for a walk...to see your nephew." Mother Gu got up as she spoke, and pushed Gu's servants to the door.

Seeing that the child had to go down two floors, Mama Gu thought about how convenient it was to have an elevator as she walked, otherwise she would not be able to carry such a big son.

There is a long corridor leading to the baby's room, the baby is at the far end, and Mama Gu walks very slowly.Gu Jiachen looked at the new building slowly while trying to recall the baby's appearance.He went to see it when he just woke up. The child had a tube inserted into his body, and his facial features were thin and wrinkled.He originally thought that Liancheng was young enough when he was born, but this child is even younger.I heard that when he was just born, he was so small that he couldn't hold a pacifier in his mouth, and he had to be fed with a syringe without a needle.The doctors and nurses took good care of the child for a long time before they could save the child's life.

What kind of little thing will you see this time?Has he put on a little weight?Is the little head as big as his fist?

The wheelchair turned to the incubator room, and at a glance, there were many children, the little ones, the little ones, the ones with burns, and the ones with burns... lying quietly in it, neatly arranged.Gu Jiachen looked up, these children were all similar in appearance, he couldn't recognize which one was his little nephew.It's just that when he came here before, the box that contained his little nephew, now there is a child who is completely yellow.

Haven't heard that the little guy has jaundice?Gu Jiachen was wondering, Gu's mother had already run over and grabbed the hand of a little nurse. She looked flustered and very disturbed: "Little sister, let me ask you, where is the child who lives in this box? Are you taking it to his mother?" went?"

"What?" The little nurse looked puzzled, "No, the child has been transferred."

"What did you say?!" Gu Jiachen and Gu's mother asked in unison.

"Transferred." The little nurse looked suspicious, "You don't know? The child's father just came to go through the formalities and was transferred to a special hospital for infants and young children."

"Why did you transfer to another hospital without telling us?!" Gu's mother looked anxious, "What... who are they in Ouyang's family! It's unreasonable!"

"Mom, don't worry, ask this sister where they have been transferred, and where is the address, let's go find it!"

"What about your sister? No one is looking after your sister!"

"It won't be long, please ask the nurse to take care of it for the time being. Anyway, she hasn't woken up yet, so she has no special needs. You should quickly copy down the address."

As Gu Jiachen said, he took out his phone and called the driver Ren Xiaoxu sent to him. Mother Gu went upstairs and asked the nurse on the first floor to take care of Shihua. She took the address of the hospital and drove with her son to the baby. specialized hospital.Gu's mother was so anxious that she tightly grabbed the corner of her clothes all the way.This action of hers has been passed down to a pair of children. Gu Jiachen also likes to grab his clothes when he is anxious.

R City Infant Hospital is actually quite famous, but because it is a specialized hospital, the charges are too expensive, and ordinary people have little chance to get in touch with it.It was also the first time for Gu's mother to go back. The driver was familiar with the road. After seeing the address, he pulled the lever and started. It took more than an hour for the car to reach the destination.

It is a group of buildings with bright and warm decoration style, located in the quiet Xuanwu District.The architectural style is novel, but the floors are not high. This pattern everywhere shows the strong financial resources of the hospital.Gu's mother got out of the car, looked at the gold-plated signboard and said fiercely: "This Ouyang who killed a thousand knives - moved the child so far, deliberately separated the child from us!"

This hospital has the style of a private hospital in Hong Kong. It is estimated that some high-ranking officials have the ability to send their children here.The little nurse at the door had a very good service attitude. Knowing that Gu Jiachen and the others were looking for children, she led them to the front desk.The sister nurse at the front desk showed a standard smile of a flight attendant and asked, "What's the child's name, please?"

"Name? Name... oops! When I was born, I was worried about Shihua going away, and the name was filled in by that boy Ouyang! I didn't remember the name they took, but I knew the nickname Xiao Ke!"

"I'm sorry, are you really the child's relatives? Why don't you even know the child's name?" The little nurse still smiled and questioned.

"This... the child is not even a month old! The name... I really don't remember it, alas, it was said that the child's father filled out the birth certificate!"

"Then who are you to the child?"

"I'm his grandmother!" "I'm his uncle!" Gu's mother and Gu's retainers spoke in unison again.

"This...you are his grandmother, how can you not know his name?"

"I'm sorry, we have a special situation, please help us to check it, it's a boy, surnamed Ouyang, first name... probably Ouyang Ke. Try to see if you can find it?" Gu Jiachen and the little nurse explain.

The little nurse entered with a smile on her face, and said, "Sorry, there is no boy named Ouyang Ke, but there is a baby girl named Ouyang Ke."

"Oh no, it's not a girl! It's a kid! It's a grandson!!" Mother Gu was sweating anxiously.

"Mom, don't worry... I'll ask, take your time." Gu Jiachen moved his wheelchair, and then said to the little nurse, "Can your system search in batches? Help us search for all males surnamed Ouyang." Is the baby okay?"

The little nurse said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, these are supposed to be our clients' secrets, and it's not convenient for us to disclose them."