Who allowed me to live like a dream

After discussing the details of the "Can't Find a Girlfriend" thesis, Mama Gu's face was full of joy.During this period, she kept adding food to Ren Xiaoxu, and the ingredients piled up like hills in Ren Xiaoxu's bowl.While Gu Jiachen felt that ordinary housewives are really satisfied, if you say a few words of like-mindedness, you can immediately burst into laughter, and at the same time kicked Ren Xiaoxu under the table.

Who knew that the kicked foot was entangled with Ren Xiaoxu's foot, rubbing it through his trousers.Xia Tian's clothes were thin, and the body temperature of the two of them quickly blended with each other. Ren Xiaoxu's movements were gentle and provocative, making Gu's face turn red bit by bit.

Gu Shihua noticed that her brother's ears were completely red, and couldn't help asking: "Brother, are you okay? Why are your ears so red... Are you allergic to something?"

"Ah? No way, I didn't cook anything he is allergic to!" Gu's mother stood up anxiously, and looked at Gu's retainers' ears across the table.

"It's fine, it's fine, I don't have any allergies..." Gu Jiachen hurriedly explained, and took advantage of the situation to pull his legs back.He couldn't help but rubbed his ears with his hands, while cursing secretly in his heart: This damn Ren Xiaoxu, flirted with him whenever he got the chance!If this momentum continues, I'm afraid it won't be easy tonight... Forget it, let's go back early and don't stay here overnight.What's more, there is a child at home waiting for him to go back and watch!

After lunch, Gu's mother went to the kitchen to wash the dishes. Gu Shihua pulled her brother into her room and closed the door.

Sitting on his sister's bed, Gu Jiachen asked curiously, "What's wrong? It's mysterious..."

"Brother, I want to ask you something."

"What's the matter? Ask."

"You must answer me honestly!"

"When did your brother become dishonest?"

"You...you are the most dishonest one! If you were honest, how could you have been with...and him for so many years in silence? "

"That's me... I want to make it public, the key is that my parents can accept it!" Gu Jiachen said with great aggrievedness.

"Oh, let me tell you, since you know your parents won't accept it, why are you with him?"

"Isn't there nothing I can do..."

"Why can't you? What do you think you are looking for in him? It's fine if he's a woman! Brother, I think you've always been quite normal. You're not... I heard that homosexual men don't have feelings for women. But it's not like you don't have feelings for women, why do you have to be with him?"

Gu Shihua was still a little unwilling.To be honest, with his brother's current status, it is no problem to marry the daughter of a department-level cadre, so that their Gu family can be right with Ouyang's family... Why do they have to guard a man?So what if he is the young master of the Ren family?No one else will recognize them!

Gu Jiachen said with a wry smile: "Shihua... What's the use of saying this now? You can also say that I have been with him for so many years... If your parents tell you that they are going to divorce, what do you think?"

"Nonsense, can you and him be the same as your parents?"

"What's the difference? We love each other sincerely, we're legally registered... What's the difference? He, my parents, you and Ouyang are all the same!"

"Nonsense, you..." Gu Shihua suddenly took a step forward, pushed her swollen belly up to her brother, and continued to ask, "Can you... can you do this? Can you have children?"

Gu Jiachen looked at the chubby belly that was approaching him, and was taken aback for a while, then smiled helplessly.

... Not being able to have children is a problem in creation, and it cannot be solved by Gu's family alone.Originally, the combination of a man and a woman was for reproduction at the beginning, but later, in order to produce better offspring, there were some couples, and then there was monogamy... If two men can also give birth to children, then It is estimated that it is difficult for a woman to survive in this world.Of course, this is only from the perspective of evolution.

"Why do I have to have a child with him?" Gu Jiachen looked at his sister puzzled.

"Because... because you have children, you can truly become a family. Only when the blood of each other is fused, can you..."

"You can have chips, right?"

"Ah?" Gu Shihua raised her head in surprise.

"Shihua, I don't know who instilled these things in you. It may be your parents, or your in-laws. But, I want to know, to you, what is the child in your stomach?"

"The child in my stomach...is my child!"

"Yes, of course he is your child. How do you plan to position him? Is he your son, or a tool you use to strengthen your relationship with Ouyang, or a tool to please your parents-in-law and the society? "

"How could it be a tool? Brother, don't talk nonsense, this is not what we are talking about now!"

"That's what you mean! You think me and him can't have children, so we won't be stable together, won't last long, have no future, can't really integrate, won't be recognized by society and won't be accepted by our parents, so We can't be together...do you mean that?"

"I'm not, I just think you two are wrong!"

"What's wrong with us? Shihua, I know you're kind, but brother also wants to tell you that now many normal men and women want dinks, and now in Australia parents can be punished for forced marriage. Society is progressing, and maybe homosexuals will soon It will become normal... No matter what the future is like, no matter what other people think... No one can hinder your brother's freedom of marriage. I love being with a man or a woman, and I don't need to go through it Your consent!"

Gu Jiachen stood up suddenly, scaring Gu Shihua back.There were crystal drops of water on her slender eyelashes, probably because the argument just now made her uneasy and excited, her hands hugged her belly unconsciously.

Gu Shihua really wanted to refute her brother, she really wanted to tell her brother, what you said was so righteous, why didn't you tell your parents?Why don't you just announce your relationship to the world?Come out and forget it!

But during this period of life as a daughter-in-law, she learned that the way to get along with her family should not be as simple and self-willed as before. Most of the time, simple arguments are fruitless.Someone must comply, and someone must compromise. If you want to win yourself, the best way may be to pretend to be crazy or fool around.

Gu Shihua took a deep breath to stabilize his emotions, pushed his brother back to sit, sat next to him, and said in a calmer voice: "Brother...you, you know you are the only male in our Gu family The cousin is our cousin, but he is Zhou after all... You must be clear about your status in our family, how everyone treats you and thinks of you. "

"I know..." Gu Jiachen bit his lower lip.

"Then do you know how your mother gave birth to you...Actually, brother, don't blame your parents. It's not easy for them to give birth to you. In order to have a boy, the mother's first pregnancy...is to kill you. Yes, you know?"

As Gu Shihua said, two lines of tears flowed down silently.

"what?"

"Mom... has been pregnant with her first child for six months. When she was checked out, it was a girl, so she had to do it, in order to have a son... brother..."

Gu Jiachen was stunned.He never knew about it.There was another one before giving birth to him?Six months old... did it?

Gu Jiachen has never known what a thunderbolt from the blue feels like, but now he finally knows, it turns out to be such a feeling.The news from my sister can be regarded as splitting him from head to toe, and he was scorched and bloody along the way.

He has been avoiding the world all this time, always thinking that in the arms of his own man, he will protect him from all wind and rain, and that he can live a clean and free life... But it turns out that before he was born, his hands were Already stained with blood.

He actually killed his own sister.

"It's done...it's a girl," Gu Shihua choked up, and said this cruel thing, "Our sister... is six months old, like, like the baby in my belly, It's done...everything has grown, limbs, facial features...everything has grown, and in another month, I will be able to survive... I heard that it is very white, very beautiful, prettier than me, and my brother As white as...really..."

Gu Jiachen involuntarily closed his eyes.Children... children!

He saw Ren Liancheng lying lifelessly in front of him, no longer breathing, and covered in white.

Do not! !

"So, brother, mom has really paid too much for you... Do you really have to be with him? You can't... Can you let go of your so-called freedom and love, and do it for us Home, for mom and dad, think about me?"

Gu Jiachen hadn't recovered yet, his scalp was numb, his hands were stiff, as if they had been frozen into ice, and he couldn't move for a long time.

This... what is this?Bloody prayer, or moral kidnapping?

After all, what is he going to do in this world... What is he going to do? !

It was just falling in love with a man, why did everyone come to persecute him, why even his biological sister refused to support him... why!

Gu Jiachen suppressed the ups and downs in his heart and spoke slowly, his voice trembling so much that he couldn't control himself: "Shi... Hua, I remember, a few months ago, you were crying and begging me, Xiao Xu, to let him help you. How can you be so ungrateful?"

"Am I ungrateful? Where am I ungrateful?!" Gu Shihua panicked.

"Isn't it? You took advantage of him and treated you as the daughter-in-law of Ouyang's family. Now that you are, you will let your brother break up with him as soon as you turn your head... Isn't that considered ungrateful? "

"How can this be called ungrateful? I was thinking that you and him are good friends, so I asked him... I didn't know you were in this relationship at first, otherwise I wouldn't ask him!"

"Then you found out later, why do you keep asking us to help you? Shouldn't you stop?"

"I... I intend to stop, but..."

"But what?"

"But, if I don't ask you, what else can I do? I can't live without Ouyang, I can't live without my child..."

"Since you've done that, why do you want me to break up with him now?"

"How many times do you want me to say, it's wrong for you to do this, you have no future together!"

"Bullshit!"

"Brother!" Gu Shihua looked at Gu Jiachen's upraised palm, shrunk in horror, and his voice rose an octave.

Gu Jiachen was so angry that he almost slapped him. Looking at his sister's appearance, he couldn't let go, so he just held it up, his lips were white, and his whole body was trembling.