Who allowed me to live like a dream

"why?"

"Too hard..."

"I don't think Shihua will be afraid of hard work!"

"Do you know again if she really loves Ouyang?"

"Shihua is not the kind of flirtatious girl, Ouyang is her first boyfriend! It's her first love..." Gu Jiachen whispered more and more.Probably he didn't know what he was fighting with Ren Xiaoxu, first love?first?It's all bullshit.Who cares about that these days?

But, but he cares...he really cares.What exactly is going on?Why is it obvious that you are sincerely giving, but you can't avoid the fate of being dismissed?

"It's impossible, do you understand?!" Ren Xiaoxu held down Gu Jiachen's body, looked down at him and said.

"How is it impossible! Aren't we together? We have been together!"

"We're not like them!"

"It's not the same. We are gay, we are more difficult than them! But haven't we persisted? Xiao Xu, I beg you, although I know you are just analyzing rationally, but can you... can you Don't talk so badly? Shihua...I really don't want to see her like that...she..."

He never thought that his sister would encounter such a similar situation as him.

The Gu Family Chen empathized with him, and felt pity spontaneously, wishing that he could stand up and take the pain on behalf of his sister.Ouyang's mother!You always greet me if you are dissatisfied. Anyway, I am disgusted by Shen Shi all day long. I am used to my rough skin and thick flesh. Can you treat my sister better?Everything is coming at me, really!

He remembered last night, Ren Xiaoxu said in his ear, if you feel hard, you can leave me.He felt that his heart was broken into eight petals. For so many years, no matter how hard or tired we were, we all got through it. Something terrible happened, and you actually asked me to leave you...

As soon as he got into the habit of comparing his heart to his heart, Gu Family Chen's heart throbbed with pain.He had felt the bone-piercing heartache, and he didn't want his sister to suffer the same crime as him.

"How can you... How can you persuade them to break up? Shihua was crying just now, how sad she must be! This is her first man, do you know..." Gu Jiachen was incoherent and wanted to cry , grabbed Ren Xiaoxu's collar with both hands, and pulled the priceless dress into a mess.

Ren Xiaoxu suddenly lowered his head and kissed him, a delicate and lingering kiss.

He slowly opened Gu's retainer's lips, stuck his tongue into his mouth, brushed over every sensitive place in his mouth, and finally entangled on the soft little tongue, sucked it in his mouth, his eyes were tender and loving.The tongue slipped across Gu Jiachen's mouth, the intimate contact and the exchange of breath successfully calmed Gu Jiachen's trembling heart.

"It's okay..." Ren Xiaoxu kissed from his lips all the way to his earlobe, "Retainers, they are not us. Your sister won't be as heartbroken as you imagined..."

Gu Jiachen's legs became weak after being kissed by him, and he leaned against the door with his hands hooked around Ren Xiaoxu's neck, panting and said, "You...how do you know how much heartache she will have...no one knows When a person wants to be separated from his lover, how much heartache will it be..."

"I know..." Ren Xiaoxu kissed Gu's earlobe and said, "I know all about it. But, retainer, have you ever thought that your sister may not be as strong as you. Being able to stay by my side like this Long people, very few."

"I..." Gu Jiachen raised his head and looked at Ren Xiaoxu in confusion, his eyes filled with disbelief.He...he never felt how strong he is, he...that was all forced!Only when we are inseparable can we stick to each other, otherwise, it will be so hard and tiring, who wants to!It's just because it would be more painful to be apart...that's why we chose to be together, didn't we?How could he be so patient!

"Very little?" he asked softly.

"So far, I've only met you." Ren Xiaoxu's eyes were sincere, full of pampering.

Gu Jiachen suddenly felt a dizziness hit him, and the world was spinning like an earthquake.The whole person was unconscious, and his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't even see the person who was close at hand.

"Oh, why are you crying again..." Ren Xiaoxu raised his hand to help Gu Jiachen wipe away his tears.

"Huh? Did I cry? I didn't, I just... just a little moved."

He's the only one so far!This fucking... I have been paying off after so many years? !Gu Jiachen felt the joy of watching the moonlight when the clouds opened, and the feeling that the daughter-in-law who had been married for many years became a mother-in-law.Tears flowed down unconsciously and couldn't be stopped.However, the corners of the eyes and brows are all smiles, all of which are relief.That expression looks extremely awkward, but it is the truest portrayal of life.Pain, accompanied by laughter, the two are hardly separate.

Ren Xiaoxu smiled and kissed his tears away, held his sweetheart's face and said, "Is it that touching? It's not like I haven't said anything about love."

"That's different... that..." That's all you said in bed.Mom taught us not to believe anything a man says in bed, no matter how nice it sounds.

Seeing Gu Jiachen blushing, Ren Xiaoxu hurriedly said: "What are you thinking, let's get down to business! You'd better not interrupt about your sister's affairs, you understand?"

"Why can't I interrupt? It's a blessing, not a curse. A disaster can't be avoided. If the two of them really have no fate, they will break up sooner or later. I just want Shihua to hold on for a while. , Persistence will lead to a turnaround, persistence will lead to victory..."

"Little thing, do you understand? Don't always use yourself as a reference. You are an unbeatable Xiaoqiang. You can cut a piece like a starfish and grow a new one... I was lucky to find you in eight lifetimes." , I don’t know how afraid you can’t bear it and want to escape, you know? What should I do then? Let you go, I don’t want to, I’m not that noble, as long as you can be happy together, it doesn’t matter, nonsense I can't bear it, what should I do? I can only keep you by my side, intimidating, obscene and dirty, and I will do whatever it takes...I..."

Ren Xiaoxu also said that he was in a hurry, Gu Jiachen hugged his neck and said softly: "Speak slowly... I'm listening, I'm listening."

"You said, what should we do if we really get to that point? You feel hard and tired, and want to escape, but you can't escape. I also feel hard and tired, but I still have to keep you by my side... You will definitely hate I blame me, blame me, and when the time comes, the relationship will become resentment, and we will have to continue to entangle, both of us are in pain, and we cannot be separated."

"So... didn't I persevere? I gritted my teeth and refused to give up..."

Gu Jiachen recalled the previous years, because of the foreshadowing of these words, he could only recall some painful experiences, kidnapping, beating, blank staring, ridicule, dismissive, to the initial humbleness and fear, the pain of being raped ...

It's really not a life for a human being, Gu Jiachen thought.But, luckily, he made it through, didn't he?It will be all right, everything will be all right.

"This is what I want to tell Shihua. As long as she loves Ouyang, she can insist..."

"This is what I want to tell you. Not everyone can persevere in the face of so many difficulties like you."

"Xiao Xu..." Gu Jiachen leaned against Ren Xiaoxu's body and looked into his eyes affectionately.

Those eyes were as bright as stars, as black as obsidian, deep and charming.He couldn't help leaning over and kissing Ren Xiaoxu's lips.A kiss full of cherishment without lust.Pure joy and nostalgia, you are the person I love the most in the world...my belief, my persistence, are everything I have in this world.

The entanglement of lips and teeth gradually became intense, and sparks burst out in the collision.

"Xiao Xu...do you think I'm rare?"

Ren Xiaoxu panted and nodded.

"No... I'm not rare. As you said just now, a person like me is considered good in our family with the same conditions, but if it's a little bit of a big scene, it's too ordinary, too ordinary and too insignificant, Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death, everyone can do it, we, all ordinary people, live like this... I am not rare at all. What is really rare is that I love you. I love you deeply, love you so much Can't be separated at all, can't bear a day without you. This is the rarest thing."

"Huh?" Ren Xiaoxu buried his head in Gu Jiachen's chest, his consciousness slightly blurred.His heart melted when he heard that, his little rabbit had never said so many... such things to him.

"Ouyang is the same. You gave so many examples. You said that he is not a good man. You said that Shihua will not be happy with him. But if Shihua really loves him, loves him very much, then What should I do? After they broke up, Shihua will probably never be happy again in this life. So...so, I think they should be together until they can't be together."

"... Their chances of happiness are too small." Ren Xiaoxu said, "Retainer, have you ever thought about what kind of suffering Shihua will suffer when she marries? Her personality is different from yours. She is so strong. If Ouyang My mother treats her like my mother treats you—even if it is only half, she may reap double the pain from you."

"I know, I know... That's why I said, Shihua must persevere! She needs to be more persistent than me!"

"What's the use of holding on?!"

"Who knows..."

"Aren't you afraid that the loss outweighs the gain?" Ren Xiaoxu was a little anxious.He is really worried.He really knows how miserable a girl from an ordinary family will end up if she marries into a wealthy family.Ladies like Shen Shi and Tao Yuyue are not immune to tragedy, let alone Gu Shihua?Not to mention Gu Shihua!

Retainer, don't you really know how rare you are?

"I'm just afraid...Xiao Xu," Gu Jiachen hugged his lover, his tone was as gentle as a trickle, "I'm just afraid, they just encountered difficulties, we just objected like this... Shihua's personality I know that she will compromise in the end... I'm afraid we will unintentionally kill a sincere relationship... She has gone through these things, she can no longer be as simple as before, and believe in happiness... She will become indifferent, A philistine, becoming unwilling to love...that's what ruined her life."

How hard it took me to persevere, so that I can protect my love!Gu Jiachen thought.Only love is the only way to happiness, and the life of unwilling to love is sad.I don't want to ruin her life like this, do you understand?my sweetheart.