Who allowed me to live like a dream

Gu Jiachen has become very thin these days, because he thinks the air conditioner is too dry, so he installed a wall heater at home, and he only wears a long-sleeved T-shirt.The black cotton T-shirt fits the body smoothly, with distinct curves, it really looks like a bamboo pole.The bottom pair of jeans, because of the hard texture of the fabric, looks even more sharp-edged, which is actually a bit rusty.With a slender waist, Ren Xiaoxu could barely hold it with one hand.

Ren Xiaoxu's arms tightened, and he felt a little bit.

He squeezed Gu's retainer's shoulder, then his elbow, then shook his head and said, "No, it's too thin. You should eat more."

As he said that, he raised the spoon, and there was a spoonful of baked rice on it. The fish roe was shining yellow and bright, and a shrimp was curled up. The pink shrimp meat was covered with thick cheese, and the rice was light white.

Gu Jiachen leaned against him like a lifeless scarecrow, mechanically opened his mouth, took the spoonful of rice into his mouth, and chewed weakly.The cheese is smooth and tender, the shrimp is soft and elastic, the fish roe is crisp, and the rice grains are fragrant.Serving good food, how can he do it so well?Gu Jiachen didn't even believe that this was his own handicraft.

Some time ago he just made up his mind to temporarily put down the work of the procuratorate. Ren Xiaoxu didn't ask the chief prosecutor. It was the director of their public prosecution department who called him and told him to take a good rest and don't worry about work for the time being.

He lied to his family, saying that he and Feng Lin were hated because of a case, and Feng Lin was stabbed because of that.Mother Gu was so frightened that she asked him what to do.Gu Jiachen said that the work unit already knew about this matter, and the police are still investigating, so the work unit has given him a holiday these days to let him hide for a while, and wait for the wind to pass. If it doesn't work, the police will send someone to protect him .So I can't go home for a while now.Because he is a person working in the system, he can tell a lie decently, and his family members believe him.

Gu's mother asked him when he could come back. He thought about it and said, maybe during the Spring Festival.

He still remembered that Ren Xiaoxu said that he would go home with him for the New Year.So he asked his mother, saying that our classmate's parents are all abroad, and he can't come back this year because he is the only one left at home. Can he celebrate the New Year with us?

Gu's mother is a soft-hearted person. When she heard that the child was alone at home, her heart felt cold, so of course she agreed.Anyway, it's not a big deal. If there are more people and more chopsticks, the house can be more lively.

The twelfth lunar month is already the end of winter.

This winter is ridiculously cold, and the temperature in the south is generally below zero. Towels hang outside and freeze.Since January of the new calendar, City R has become densely covered with fog, and the weather station has raised an orange alert, and vehicles must be extremely careful when traveling.A little farther away, there is a large expanse of whiteness, and the road conditions are difficult to distinguish.Because of the heavy fog and the poor air quality, pedestrians on the road either wear masks or wear huge scarves. Pull up a scarf to cover their mouths and noses, and only a pair of them can be seen coming and going. Staring eyes.

The foreign devil's day in December, Gu Jiachen celebrated at home by himself.

At that time, he had just learned that Mrs. Shen had arranged a marriage for Ren Xiaoxu in Hong Kong, and he was extremely depressed.He wanted to ask Ren Xiaoxu what was going on, but Ren Xiaoxu came back very late on Christmas Eve.Gu Jiachen took a shower early and changed into pajamas, wrapped in a thin blanket and crouched on the sofa watching TV.The whole room was warmed by the wall heater. Gu Jiachen watched the TV. At first it played a program interviewing special police officers who were on missions abroad. Later, he jumped to the movie channel and found out that it was broadcasting Friday, Star, and Friday Burst.

I haven't watched Zhou Xingxing for many years, so let's watch it and adjust my mood.The show started at seven o'clock, when Gu Jiachen had just caught up, the first film was the king of comedy, Cecilia Cheung was still a pink baby face in it.

Looking back at the old movies, I found that there are too many classic places.

In fact, I am an actor, the night of the first love of a schoolgirl... He watched Zhou Xingchi wearing a cheap suit in the community welfare home, and said that the neighbors in the neighborhood will play Thunderstorm tomorrow.Cecilia Cheung was wearing red lipstick and lingering outside the luxury store.The old bustard brought the ladies under him to learn acting from Zhou Xingxing. In the end, Cecilia Cheung took a mouthful of mustard and won the favor of a young master with a few tears.

Gu Jiachen thought of a sentence, which was written by Murong Xuecun in the book. His protagonist said, this is my world of mortals. The flowers bloom in a moment, and the snow is chaotic in a moment. I can hold every murderous knife, but I can't hold it. A real tear.

Then he saw the rich young man with big 90s glasses rushing towards the tearful Cecilia Cheung, saying: Marry, I love you so much, I can give you all the money, please don't leave me.He said Marry was his first love.He regretted that he should not have left her.

Gu Jiachen felt that his nose was a little sour and his eye sockets were swollen.He used to like to watch Zhou Xingxing because he thought it was funny, but when he watched it again when he was twenty years older, he found that every sentence was bitter.Rich people don't have love, and loving people don't have money.Those who like to act have no audience, but those who long for true love are bitches.How absurd this world is, what you want is always not available, and life goes to the extreme that deviates from your own expectations.

The definition of the rear projection is very high, probably because it is too clear, Gu Jiachen feels that the picture is particularly unreal.He watched the kid who was just a member of the underworld go out to collect protection fees, and he talked about the reason for collecting protection fees because of the economic downturn in Hong Kong and the big salary cuts in Southeast Asia... He spoke clearly and logically, and later found out that they were schoolmates, both of them The University of Hong Kong majored in economics, but the world was in a downturn, so one went into the underworld for a while, and the other went to karaoke for a while.

Gu Jiachen was eating an orange, and when he saw the two exchanging business cards, he suddenly burst into tears.

He felt that all this was so unreal.He lives in a high-end apartment with floor-to-ceiling windows, a leather sofa under his body, and a plasma rear projection in front of him, and he actually uses the rear projection to watch CCTV movie channels.

What's even more outrageous is that he actually fell in love with a man and lived with him.This man didn't even want to get married because of him, and even made trouble with his family.And because of this man, he didn't even have to go to work. He was locked at home like a bird in a cage all day long, and he didn't dare to go out easily.

He is very sad now, because this man's family has found a marriage for him-he would be sad because of such a thing!

Something must be wrong, something is broken in this world.Sitting on the sofa, Gu Jiachen felt that his whole body was light, as if he was about to fly.There were wet tears on his cheeks, and the place where the tears flowed was warm, his eyes were swollen a little, his chest was stuffy, and his lips had an abnormal burning sensation, like a cold and fever.

The movie let go of the King of Comedy, let go of Tang Bohu's point of Qiuxiang, and put it in the martial arts champion Su Qier. Su Canzheng scolded his old predecessor as Old Glass, and Ren Xiaoxu finally came back.

As soon as Ren Xiaoxu entered the door, he saw Gu Jiachen sitting on the sofa crying. He walked over to hug him and asked him why he was crying.Gu Jiachen wanted to say that he was in a bad mood, and he wanted to ask Ren Xiaoxu if he wanted to marry that young lady from Hong Kong.However, Ren Xiaoxu's warm breath pressed against his body, passed through the thin layer of clothes and passed into his skin. He suddenly felt that he was melting, so thousands of words were combined into a kiss. Lovely on the sofa.

I was watching Zhou Xingxing, and Gu Jiachen was lying on the sofa, hugging Ren Xiaoxu's back tightly with his arms and said, seeing it made me feel so sad that I cried.

Ren Xiaoxu scratched his nose and said, "You are just like a girl, you love to cry."

Gu Jiachen thought of the movie that day again, and thought of a line in it.Su Can lay under the old tree and said, I used to be respected everywhere, but now I am not like this?The old man gnawed on the steamed bun and told him that you are doomed to be a beggar for the rest of your life.

Ren Xiaoxu saw that Gu's servant was frozen in his arms, so he pushed him and said, "What are you thinking again? You didn't make a sound for a long time. Did you hear me when I told you to eat?"

Gu Jiachen came back to his senses, let out an "ah", and saw another spoon full of rice in front of him, so he put it in his mouth and chewed it with puffed cheeks.

"What were you thinking just now?" Ren Xiaoxu asked softly.

"It's nothing, I'm thinking...I'm thinking, I think I'm very happy." Gu Jiachen swallowed the meal, looked at Ren Xiaoxu very seriously, "I didn't think so before, I felt so hard. But now I I feel... very happy, really, being with you is the happiest thing in my life..."

Ren Xiaoxu rubbed his hair: "That's all you want? Boring."

"It's true, I really feel very happy." Gu Jiachen's eyes were sincere, like a child's.

"Feel happy? Then you can eat by yourself! Eat up all of these." Ren Xiaoxu carried him off his lap, put him on the stool, and stuffed the spoon into his hand.

"I'll go in and change clothes, and I'll take you out for a walk later."

Gu Jiachen stared blankly at the back of Ren Xiaoxu entering the bedroom, and then looked blankly at the spoon in his hand.After a long while, he still dragged the baking tray to his side, and ate everything with the thick soup.

His appetite seemed to suddenly improve, and he didn't know why.

Ren Xiaoxu changed his clothes and stood in front of the mirror, and found that the person in the mirror was smiling.

What happened?Just now, after listening to the little thing act coquettishly, the whole person is happy like this?As for it!