Who allowed me to live like a dream

Ren Xiaoxu's eyes became fierce, as if they were going to pierce through the flesh for a moment.And that flaming gaze, when it touched his beloved, became gentle in an instant, and his veins were as affectionate as flowing water.

Don't talk to me about brothers...Even if you are a brother, you can still betray the other party for your own benefit and damage the rights and interests of the other party...

He hugged Gu Jiachen and wrapped him tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to squeeze him into his body.

Only you won't change, right?You will never betray me, never abandon me, never be willing to see me hurt...

He caressed Gu Jiachen's pale cheek, and dropped a petal-like kiss on his forehead wet with cold sweat.

"It's okay, it's not a big deal. The network is blocked, and this stuff can't get out."

"What if it leaks out?"

"No!" Ren Xiaoxu said firmly.

After being yelled at like this, Gu Jiachen calmed down instead.He took a few deep breaths, kissed Ren Xiaoxu back, and said, "I'm sorry...I, I'm so excited."

"It's okay. It's normal. After all, you haven't experienced it before." Ren Xiaoxu helped him trim the hair on his forehead.

After all, he had blocked all these things in advance.I didn't pay much attention to it at first... It's really a blessing that misfortunes never come singly, and bad things come together in a hurry!

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so excited! I'm older than you, how could I be so careless..." Gu Jiachen murmured in his arms, Ren Xiaoxu seemed to comfort a wounded animal Soothe him that way.Smoothing hair, stroking his head, stroking his back... Then he held Gu's family minister's face in his hands and made a serious expression:

"I said it's okay."

Gu Jiachen felt his heart was frozen, Ren Xiaoxu's words were like a big stone, hitting his frozen heart lake, the ice cracked, shaking the mountain in an instant.

"You say I'm your lover... How can your people be so careless? How can your people get nervous when encountering such a thing..."

"Don't worry," Ren Xiaoxu hugged him, "take your time. It always takes time, and it's not like learning to cook and sweep the floor. There's no rush for these things."

How hard was it to learn to be his?

First, he has to learn to stand at the same height as him.At least not too low.

Secondly, their eyes need to look in the same direction without too much deviation.

Again, they need to be unified in their decision-making and undaunted in their implementation.

They need absolute heart-to-heart, absolute trust, and absolute care for each other.

You have to learn to think like this.The last thing to learn is that kind of tough wrist.

Those straightforward, neat, ruthless, and almost bloody methods cannot be supported by theory.It takes time to temper, it needs continuous bloody battles, and lessons are learned from it.Only later can I know that not hesitating is just because the consequences of hesitating are too serious, so I dare not hesitate reflexively.The wrist is tough, just because weakness will bring greater disasters, so you can only be tough.

If you can keep yourself soft, then I certainly hope you can keep living like that, like a mollusc.However, if the wind and frost in the outside world are too strong, then you have to learn to put on a shell for yourself, which is as solid as a rock, just like a shell.

However, please don't forget that the strong appearance is only to protect the soft heart.The highest kindness is like water, and softness is the real enemy of tough destiny.

How can you blame yourself?Ren Xiaoxu couldn't help thinking, I should blame myself, I'm not good enough, not strong enough, unable to protect you, that's why you need to learn how to protect yourself...I need to let you cover your weak heart with a layer of A hard shell requires you to put a stiff mask on your simple face.And you don't have to work so hard.If my arms are strong enough, then you can be innocent in my arms and never need to care about these right and wrong.

Why should you blame yourself?It's my fault...

Ren Xiaoxu wanted to help Gu's retainers get out of the car, but he told him that it was okay, go up and have a look first, if there is nothing wrong, we will go home.

Gu Jiachen shook his head and said, "There's no need to go up, let's go home now."

Ren Xiaoxu thought for a while, but still said to the driver: "Go back to Peony City."

The atmosphere along the way was solemn, because Ren Xiaoxu received several calls one after another, and it seemed that the situation was not optimistic.But he repeatedly emphasized that this matter will not be exposed, Gu Jiachen huddled in the corner near the car door and hardly said a word, only said when Ren Xiaoxu explained, if you say it will not be exposed, it will not.

He was a little tired and felt that he couldn't afford to toss.If it was really exposed, he thought, it's a big deal, he would let Ren Xiaoxu take him and his family to a foreign country.

This... is probably the last way out.Some things are never as simple as he imagined, and some things are actually far simpler than he imagined.

Big deal, let's go.

As long as he is with his loved ones, with his family.Where is it not home?Some things figured out, in fact, that's it.

Aren't there just a few things that people really can't let go of in their life?

Friends, when you live to be in your twenties, you should realize that there are really not many true friends.Family... that is an existence that cannot be destroyed as long as the hearts are united.spouse……

Gu Jiachen looked up at the man who was holding him in his arms.

His face is stern, but his eyes can be very gentle, which is a different kind of tenderness, probably only he can see that kind of eyes in the world.After all, sincerity can only be dedicated to those who understand. Many times self-righteous contributions are not worth mentioning in the eyes of others.Ren Xiaoxu's gaze, in the eyes of others, is probably just a kind of weakness, an opportunity to strike.

His arms are strong and powerful, and sometimes when you are with him, his arms are so ruthless, they just strangle him like that, making him unable to move at all, and he has to obediently face the tearing pain, the stabbing pain hit.And those hands can also play beautiful piano music, to Gu Jiachen, it is probably the most beautiful piano music in the world!Although Gu Jiachen has never studied music, he likes music very much.He likes quiet music, he likes Li Yundi, but he doesn't like Lang Lang; he likes Jay Chou, especially his slow songs; he likes Eason Chan, Lin Xi's lyrics, and teacher Xiaogang's love songs. Qu...he likes many celebrities, just like everyone likes.

He knows that Lin Xi's lyrics are very good, Li Yundi is the pride of the Chinese piano industry, and the pieces he plays are naturally extraordinary. Jay Chou is the idol of many people. Feeling shot in the heart... But, he always thinks that Ren Xiaoxu's music is the best.The best sound in the world.

Good music can move people because it contains rich emotions.Ren Xiaoxu is all his love, with his kind of love, no matter what tune he plays is good. 123 are nice.

Ren Xiaoxu's clothes are mostly light-colored.He doesn't often wear dark clothes like today's.He said that life is already very dark, why do you want to wear some black clothes to make yourself lifeless?Gu Jiachen thinks it makes sense, like sweetness can heal people, because life is already very hard.Sometimes he even thought, is this why Ji Zetong likes white?

When Ren Xiaoxu wakes up every day, he can still see his beloved lying beside him.But before Ji Zetong, he had been sleeping alone.Wear light-colored clothes, at least when you wake up, you won't feel that life is too bleak.And the color is warm, just like our tightly wrapped hearts, the color of the heart is always red.

Ren Xiaoxu's legs were straight.It seemed that he was not very straight before, but later a professional physicist helped him correct it.That's why his figure looks as straight and sharp as the tip of a knife.Everyone is born with defects, it's just that some people are more diligent in correcting them the day after tomorrow.After all, there is no pure gold, but after refining, it can become pure gold.

The same goes for steel.

If it can't be gold, if it's just broken copper and iron, then let the high temperature melt me, let the cold water temper me, let the repeated beating purify me, and let the craftsmanship of the craftsman reborn me... No one can be pure As before, however, nurture may also be purer than nature, just as steel is harder than iron.

I will be strong.Gu Jiachen thought, try hard to go through the wind and rain, try hard to become strong, become your solid backing, become your warm harbor.If life gives you wind and frost, then let my love turn into good medicine and heal the wounds in your heart... So I will let myself live strong and grow up under your care, until one day, I can provide you with shade and cover you from the sun.

When the car drove halfway, Ren Xiaoxu received another call.His face was as dark as Bao Gong's, and the veins on his forehead were bulging.Gu Jiachen hugged him carefully, just like before.

It's probably a call from Mrs. Chen... Gu Jiachen thought.The one who can instantly make the man in front of him fly into a rage can only be his amazing mother.Every time in the past, Gu Jiachen would stroke Ren Xiaoxu's chest with his hands, and the gentle force across the skin and muscles could calm him down.

This time it seems to feel different.What is the difference?Gu Jiachen couldn't tell either.He only felt that in the past, it seemed that Ren Xiaoxu had a magnetic force that attracted him to do these things for him, unconsciously, inadvertently, and unconsciously.But this time, he felt that he should do such a thing.His anger should be comforted by him, and his rare momentary weakness should also be tolerated by him.

No one else.No one can give him that kind of warmth.Only me, only Gu Family Chen.

It was a confidence I had never had before.