Who allowed me to live like a dream

Waiting ends up with no results.

Not long after waiting, Secretary Zhao came and called Ren Xiaoxu away, leaving Gu Jiachen alone in the room.He sat on the sofa and stared blankly at the date-colored and gold-rimmed grandfather clock. The hands went down and down, and the pendulum swayed from side to side, dazzling people's eyes.

He suddenly remembered that Ji Zetong seemed to be still in the hall, so he ran to the corridor and took a look at the hall, only to find that the hall was already empty.As if a piece of his heart had been dug out, he ran back to Ren Xiaoxu's room in a daze, sat on the sofa and waited.

After an unknown amount of time, Ren Xiaoxu came back, stood at the door with a tired look, and said to him, "Let's go, we're going back."

Gu Jiachen got up and followed him, and Deacon An escorted them to the door.Ren Xiaoxu walked ahead without saying a word.

Looking at his back, Gu Jiachen felt as if he had returned to the time when they first met.Ren Xiaoxu came to him, stood at the door of the classroom and looked at him, without saying a word, Gu Jiachen followed him consciously.

Where will he take him?Gu Jiachen didn't know either. At that time, he only knew that he was going to follow this person, and that was right.He'd take him to a hidden place, or somewhere he'd never been, maybe never in his life, and they'd do that.

Gu Family Chen was reluctant at first.It's just that if you don't leave, you will suffer, although you don't know what he will do to yourself.But every year there are rumors in the school that so-and-so offended so-and-so, and they forced them to drop out of school...

There will always be vacant seats around, especially in the third year of high school.It was an invisible loss, an invisible fear.

I don't want to drop out of school, Gu Jiachen thought.

If... If you can finish high school smoothly in this way, there is nothing wrong with it.

At the beginning, he felt very resistant and perverted, and thought that if other people found out about this matter, he would probably have to jump off the roof of the teaching building to apologize with his death.But gradually he discovered that this taste is actually not bad, and it is not only Ren Xiaoxu who can feel good about doing that thing, he can also feel good about it.Slowly he discovered that many people in the school knew about this matter, but they didn't think it was abnormal, they were just jealous that he could stay by Ren Xiaoxu's side.

Gu Jiachen knew the source of that jealousy, it was a kind of unobtainable pain.But he was also very painful, he would rather pretend not to know.Why are you doing this to me?What am I did wrong?He would rather choose this kind of self-hypnosis and put all the responsibility on others.Sometimes he also thinks, is this too weak?But every time he has to face some problems, he still chooses to escape, always feeling that in his life, there are probably times when he needs to escape.

The driver was waiting at the door, Gu Jiachen got into the car first, Ren Xiaoxu got in and held him in his arms.

Gu Jiachen pressed against his chest, listening to the sound of his heartbeat, it seemed to be very rapid, but very weak, like a heavy hammer, but hammered into the sponge.That floating pulse-like throbbing seems to have changed some life characteristics. Is there something different?

But Gu Jiachen stayed in the corner of time all the time, the river called time took away everything in his life, but forgot to take him away with him.So everything is outdated, old, gone.

But no matter what happened, as long as he lay in Ren Xiaoxu's arms and could hear his heartbeat, he could ignore everything around him.As long as they are still together, nothing else matters.

Ren Xiaoxu's breathing was calm and long, with occasional turbulence.Gu Jiachen didn't ask questions hastily, but was quietly held in his arms, stroking his arms and his chest quietly.Feel his temperature, and pass it to the bottom of his heart through the fingertips.It is warm, any kind of ice and snow will be melted by his temperature.

He didn't know the outcome of this matter.Ren Xiaoxu didn't say a word.He thought, the result was probably bad, so bad that even the man in front of him felt very sad.

But getting an outcome, even a bad one, is more reassuring than waiting.It was a kind of unresolved anxiety, as if the whole heart was hanging in the air, the surrounding was empty, and the owner of the heart was at a loss.It feels like standing in the wilderness, you don't know which direction to run, and the place is covered with thorns.

"It's okay." Gu Jiachen put his arms around his lover's neck and said, "It's okay, I will stay with you."

Ren Xiaoxu raised his hand to strangle him by the shoulder, pressed him into his arms, and gave a vague "hmm" with a stutter.

He lowered his head, Gu Jiachen couldn't see his eyes.

So he leaned forward lightly and pressed his lips against his.

His lips were cold.You can feel the warmth only by tasting it carefully. The moment Gu Jiachen posted it, he even wondered if he had a fever?His own lips shouldn't be so hot!In other words, Ren Xiaoxu's lips shouldn't be so cold.

The four lips met, Ren Xiaoxu sucked Gu Jiachen's lips like a baby, kissed for a while, then pried open his teeth, and held his tongue.

This is a strange tongue kiss, which doesn't seem to have too much lust, like the feeling of being hungry when I was a child.Foraging, looking for a warmth, looking for a... warm, filling security.

Gu Jiachen groaned, his tongue was trapped, and he couldn't make a decent sound at all.As soon as the driver got into the car, he tactfully closed the partition, and Ren Xiaoxu fell down kissing and kissing his body, lying on the seat with Gu Jiachen around him.

He pressed a switch next to it, and the back of the seat was lowered, forming a soft bed.

He put Gu Jiachen under his body, kissed deeply and lingeringly.

There was the sound of wet water in the air, and Gu Jiachen's face was flushed red by the obscene atmosphere, and he was exhausted.There was a burst of tingling in the back.

It was Ren Xiaoxu's hand, lifting up his clothes, reaching in from his back, stroking his back.The warm and cool fingers slid across, leaving an inexplicable, weird, snake-like slippery touch on his warm skin.

It wasn't until he forcefully squeezed into his body that Gu Jiachen felt the loss of control of the person in front of him.The indiscriminate bumps knocked half of Gu Jiachen's previous confusion away. While coping with this person's twitching, he tried his best to raise his body and leaned closer to Ren Xiaoxu's ear and said:

"You... lighten up..."

Ren Xiaoxu, who was gradually erupting, released the accumulated power slowly, like light rain, which gradually turned into a downpour.Gu Jiachen's breathing was confused and his consciousness was blurred in the stormy invasion.He couldn't bear it anymore, he opened his throat and shouted, calling out his pain, his injury, his bitterness, his pity, his reluctance, his unbearable, and his pleasure, all to Ren Xiao Xu listened.

At the last moment, Ren Xiaoxu finally raised his head.Gu Jiachen saw a blankness in his eyes, like the blankness of a white woven lamp flashing in front of his eyes, as if a world was extinguished in an instant, and countless bright lights seemed to be lit up.

His heart suddenly seemed to have a bottom line.

This man also has his moments of weakness.

Gu Jiachen knew that he should have it, but he didn't seem to have seen it much.What he saw the most was the toughness that he had to hold on to even when he was furious.Now he really saw it.

Everyone should have such a weak part in their hearts, so that others can come in and fill you up.Supporting you to be stronger.

Ren Xiaoxu lay on top of him panting.Gu Jiachen felt that he was going back and forth between hell and heaven.Life is really amazing. Cars are driving on the street with people coming and going, and everyone is looking out of the window, but we can do this most private thing among the crowd.

None of them will know, none of them will see.Only I can share this moment with you.

It turned out that from the beginning to the end, I was special.

Gu Jiachen's gaze was still frozen, Ren Xiaoxu thought he hadn't recovered yet, so he picked him up, gently wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said:

"It's all right...it's all right, baby."

"Hmm..." Gu Jiachen moaned softly, he hugged Ren Xiaoxu's body, and pressed himself against him.His sweaty body was very slippery, while Ren Xiaoxu had lean and firm muscles, and his complexion was as soft as jade.

There was a towel in the small cabinet next to the seat, Ren Xiaoxu took one out, wrapped it around Gu Jiachen and wiped it clean.

Gu Jiachen raised his face like a child and said, "It's great, when we first met, you only cared about wiping yourself..."

Ren Xiaoxu was stunned for a moment, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "You still talk about what happened so long ago."

"Can't we talk about what happened so long ago? That was our first time..."

"Are you a woman? Why care about the first time and the second time!" Ren Xiaoxu pinched Gu Jiachen's buttocks and said pretending to be angry.

"I don't care, you took everything away from me anyway... You have to be responsible for me." Gu Jiachen wrapped around Ren Xiaoxu's body like an octopus, with all his limbs coiled around him.

"Responsible...how do you want me to be responsible?!" Ren Xiaoxu laughed, stroking the head of the person in his arms.

"Well...you have to stay with me, stay with me for the rest of your life!"

"Then what if my life is short?"

"Then pay it back in the next life! You owe it to me!" Gu Jiachen said while biting his ear.

"Okay... I owe you. I'll pay it back from now on, okay?"

"What do you pay back?" Gu Jiachen looked into his eyes.

He didn't know why he was talking about such a boring topic, but he had an idea in his mind, that is, to find something else to divert this person's attention.He can't just immerse himself in frustration, and do something else that can help him regain his confidence.

Well, in fact, Gu Jiachen's heart is also in a mess, and he walks completely based on his feeling.

Ren Xiaoxu thought for a while, hugged him and said, "From now on, I will only love you. I will spoil you, I will not lie to you, and I will do everything I promise you. I will not bully you or scold you. Believe you, if someone bullies you, I will stand up and help you as soon as possible. When you are happy, I will accompany you to be happy, and when you are not happy, I will coax you to be happy. I will always think you are the most handsome. I only dream of you in my dreams. , I only have you in my heart. Is this okay?"

Gu Jiachen was stunned when he heard the first sentence.I wondered how this person became so sweet-talking?

Ren Xiaoxu is not good at rhetoric!He does not need it.As long as he stands there, any girl or boy can stick to him!

But after listening to a few more sentences, I suddenly felt something was wrong, isn't this... Isn't this a line from that fucking movie? !This Ren Xiaoxu, who kills thousands of knives, is reluctant to create a sweet talk!

Gu Jiachen bit his lip, a little upset.So he said with a little anger: "Are you serious? Can you do everything you say?"

Ren Xiaoxu had already helped him get dressed, and was putting on his own. He said casually, "When did I fail to do what I promised you? Please figure it out for me."

Gu Jiachen tried his best to think back, as if... really not!

So he said rather unconvinced: "No..."

"so."

"But, you can't bully me in the future! You can't scold me, you only love me, and you have to dream of me even in your dreams!"

Ren Xiaoxu smiled bitterly: "How do you want me to prove that I also dreamed of you in my dreams?"

"It's okay," Gu Jiachen said with a smile, "Sometimes you talk in your sleep, I will listen very carefully to see if you call my name!"