i'm not human

On the way back, Cang Li made the Xuanniao Shanhe seal wider, and then pulled Kong Yan to lie down and rest comfortably.Neither of them spoke, Kong Yan was embarrassed and Cang Li couldn't accept it.

She was actually kissed by Yan Yan!Kissed!Although he very much hoped that Yan Yan would take the initiative to kiss him, but such a commemorative first kiss should be by him anyway.But unexpectedly, he was taken a step ahead.

so sad!Cang Li was crying in his heart, so he could only comfort himself silently, it doesn't matter, the first kiss is still there, and he kept the first kiss for 10 years for Yan Yan!

After flying for a while, Kong Yan saw that Cang Li didn't mention the previous incident, and the blush on his face faded a little.He didn't know why, but it was very easy to blush in front of Cang Li, it was like turning on the special trigger button.

Lying on his back and looking at the sky, Kong Yan muttered to himself, "I'm so worried that Wuchahai will fall from the sky." Now he understands the feeling of "unfounded worry".

Cang Li was a little helpless, "I'll take the blame for this! But Yan Yan, they are not in the same space. Although the sky here is connected to the bottom of Wuchahai, and the mountain-sea barrier is indeed there, but the dark world is not there." He found that he couldn't explain clearly, he could tell by the "what the hell are you talking about" expression on Kong Yan's face.

"Uh, well, so to speak, you can imagine the difference as a two-dimensional, three-dimensional and four-dimensional world." Kong Yan understood this time and nodded.Since the "sky" will not fall, there is nothing to worry about!No longer thinking about these things, he turned over and lay on the mountain and river seal, propping his chin with both hands, looking at the surging sea of ​​clouds below, surrounded by the enchantment of Cangli, and would not be attacked by the high-altitude wind, very comfortable.

He gave a five-star praise for this purely scenic tour group!

They are extremely fast. From Beihai to Nanling, it may take more than ten hours by plane, but it only takes more than an hour to get there by taking Shanheyin.But what made him feel strange was that he didn't realize how fast they were going. On the contrary, Cang Li would often stop Shanheyin on the way and point Kong Yan to the beautiful scenery for him to see.

"Have you ever heard of shrinking the ground to an inch?" Cang Li put his hands under his head, and one long leg was bent casually, looking extraordinarily straight and slender. It’s not fast, it doesn’t take a lot of time, but it travels a lot.”

Kong Yan accepted this theory calmly, feeling a little proud in his heart—ordinary things can no longer shake my three views that have been shattered over and over again.

When he arrived at the courtyard in front of the Tingyun Building, Kong Yan jumped off the mountain and river print suspended at a height of about one meter above the ground, feeling his blood still boiling.I jumped a few times on the bluestone brick floor in the yard, feeling like I haven't played enough.

When he came back, he didn't feel scared at all. With Cang Li's connivance, he directed Shanhe Yin to go around the cloud for a few times. As a result, Cang Li instantly opened the barrier, covering the cloud on Kong Yan's face.

The two returned to the bedroom, the TV was still on, replaying the previous party.Seeing that it was so late, Kong Yan was embarrassed to let Cang Li rush back overnight, so he stayed in the guest room and specially changed the bed sheet and quilt cover for him.

Facts have proved that this is the real version of leading a wolf into a house.

After he took a shower, changed into his pajamas, climbed into the bed and lay down, it was almost dawn.Kong Yan yawned, thinking of the experience a few hours ago, he felt that his world view had been refreshed once again.But it was indeed the happiest New Year's Eve he had ever had.

He used to go to the countryside with Aunt Jing to celebrate the New Year when he was a child, but when he went, Aunt Jing's family became very cautious, so he didn't go there again after two visits.After becoming good brothers with Shi Chen, he went to the Shi family for several years. The Shi family is a big family, and it is very lively to get together during the Chinese New Year, but he is an outsider after all. It is good to go once in a while, but he will be hated if he goes often.

So usually, he spends New Year's Eve alone.

But this year is different, this year he is no longer alone.Just thinking about the people living in the opposite room, Kong Yan couldn't help covering his head with the quilt, and quietly had fun in the bed.

Just as he was thinking, footsteps sounded from far to near the bedroom door, Kong Yan sat up abruptly, and then heard Cang Li's characteristic knock on the door.He hesitated for a moment, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked over quickly and opened the door without putting on his slippers.

The man at the door was leaning against the door frame, with his hands in his pockets, his hair was fluffy and messy, he just yawned, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes.Seeing Kong Yan opened the door, he showed a distressed expression, "The air conditioner in that room is broken, and the bed is so hard, it's so cold to sleep, Yanyan." He was wearing a loose white cotton shirt, The v-neck was opened very low, revealing the collarbone and chest, and even the chest was a bit dark red.

Kong Yan lowered his eyes in embarrassment, thinking that something would happen to him if he continued to look at it, but when he moved his gaze down, he saw two long legs. Even the loose plaid pajama pants could hide his bad figure.Cang Li, who is dressed so casually, is really handsome in a different style!

Maybe it was because he didn't answer for a long time, the man on the opposite side bent down slowly, and put his lips close to his reddish ears, "Can you take me in?" Kong Yan covered his nose very quickly, feeling My nosebleeds are about to flow down!He took two steps back, staring at the man who used the gun every time, with accusations all over his face.

"Can't you?" Cang Li straightened up with a disappointed expression on his face.

Seeing the male god frowning, Kong Yan blurted out, "Yes!" Of course, after being impulsive, he immediately regretted it.

But Cang Li didn't give him a chance to regret it, he quickly walked into the bedroom, sat down on Kong Yan's bed, got under the quilt after a few strokes, and said with a satisfied expression, "Yanyan's quilt is so warm."

There was a faint blush on Kong Yan's face, and he kept telling himself to be calm, and then he lingered back to the bed, took off his slippers, and lifted the quilt, his movements were very stiff and mechanical, like a broken robot.

Cang Li lay sideways on the bed, propping his head with his hands, watching Kong Yan's whole face was buried under the quilt, a little funny, "Yan Yan is nervous?"

Kong Yan pulled down the quilt, peeked at him with his eyes exposed, and said in an uneasy voice, "I have never slept with anyone before." He has been sleeping alone since he was a child. Crying in the quilt, but still can only sleep by myself.

Cang Li smiled when he heard the words, "I don't have either, it's even." He leaned closer to Kong Yan, "What you said before, is it okay?" Every time he deliberately lowered his voice, he would appear very sexy, with a masculine breath come.Moreover, the two were still lying on the same bed, sleeping in the same quilt, and the distance between them was unprecedentedly close.Kong Yan could feel the enthusiasm coming from him.As soon as I heard him speak like this, I felt my muscles tense, and there was a strange feeling in the indescribable place.

Of course he won't tell others that he has never had that kind of impulse when he grows up.So he was completely shocked by the sudden strangeness there.

"Say... what did you say?" His mind was completely muddled now, and he couldn't think at all.The only bit of rationality is to think about whether I have sexual impulses.

"Above Beihai, you said you like me too." Cang Li murmured in his ear, still putting his hand on his neck, getting closer little by little, without arousing Kong Yan's vigilance at all, "Finally The important thing is, you kissed me, why, you don't want to be responsible?"

"I..." Hearing what he said, Kong Yan blushed so hard, how could he forget?It's just that I have been trying not to think about it all the time, and I always feel that I was in a daze, so I kissed him so impulsively - or where the eyelids are so ambiguous!

He wanted to skip this topic and talk about something else, but seeing Cang Li looking at him intently, as if he had been bewitched, he couldn't help admitting, "I said, I like you, and I even kissed you." You..." After finishing speaking, she slightly tilted her head to avoid the other party's captivating eyes.Unexpectedly, with this tiny movement, he actually put his face into the opponent's palm.

Touching the warm skin, Kong Yan rubbed it subconsciously, feeling very comfortable.Only after rubbing it did I realize that it was Cang Li's hand!Everyone froze for an instant.When did he put his hand on his neck?

"What a treasure." Cang Li sighed softly, laughing inwardly, Yan Yan is so cute!Seeing him put his face against his palm and froze, Cang Li moved his thumb lightly, caressing Kong Yan's cheek delicately, extremely gentle.

"Yan Yan." Hearing Cang Li call him so tenderly, Kong Yan couldn't help but respond, and met his eyes, "Yes."

Cang Li's thumb was still stroking his thin red skin one after another, seeing that his eyes were watery, at this moment, it was unbelievably beautiful.

"Yan Yan, I like you, you know?" He dare not say love, the cub is not only guarded, very insecure, but also ignorant of feelings, curious about everything, but always timid.So he changed to a gentle word, like it.

How could his feelings for Kong Yan be summed up by the word "love"?

Perhaps it was because the atmosphere was too good, half of Cang Li's body leaned against Kong Yan, as if covering him completely.Such a posture made Kong Yan feel particularly safe, so this time he did not back down, but mustered up his courage to look at Cang Li and nodded, "I know."

How could he not know?Whether it was the hug from behind when we met for the first time, or the intimacy with him when we met in the capital, or the affection contained in a look, a smile, or a yan yan... He is not jade, how could he not feel it? arrive.He just didn't dare to face it all the time, and he was a little unspeakably uneasy and apprehensive.

But at this moment, when facing his own heart, his first thought was to want Cang Li to hug him.

He's been alone for too long.This loneliness made him extremely contradictory.On the one hand, I want to confine myself in the space of being alone and protect myself from harm.On the other hand, I always want to stretch out my tentacles to look outside and feel something different, such as love.

The appearance of Cang Li made him feel a kind of fiery enthusiasm, as well as a kind of trust and dependence that seemed to be born from the soul.Moreover, the opponent is strong enough to make him feel very safe.

Thinking of this, Kong Yan stretched out his arm slowly but firmly, wrapping it around Cang Li's neck.

"I like you, I want you to be by my side, no, I love you."

This may be the most straightforward thing he has ever said in his life, and the bravest thing he has ever done.

Cang Li didn't speak, but stretched out his hand to hug him into his arms, turned over, and made Kong Yan lie on his body.The two overlapped each other, very close.

Kong Yan looked at Cang Li with wet eyes, and then felt his lips fell to the center of his brows, and stayed there for a long time, full of pity and love.

"Yan Yan." Sighing and calling Kong Yan's name, Cang Li held his hand lightly and forcefully, hugging him tighter, trying to melt into her body.

After 10 years of waiting and thousands of years of searching, it is finally here today, with the clouds and the moon shining.

The author has something to say: Happy Chinese New Year everyone! !Safe and healthy, good luck! !love you~