The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

Qin Yin looked back at him, his eyes were clearly drunk.

Zhao Yiran felt uncomfortable, he sat silently in front of Qin Yin, raised his head and drank the red wine in the goblet on the table.After drinking, he poured himself another glass.

Qin Yin watched his movements and said, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Zhao Yiran glared at him, "Don't worry about me, why don't you just sit here until now."

Qin Yin shook his dizzy head and smiled lowly, "You're making a fuss."

Zhao Yiran hated Qin Yin's behavior of being able to guess his mind at any time, so he pursed his lips and took a sip of wine.

"Don't drink like this, it's hard to be drunk." Qin Yin frowned slightly.

Zhao Yiran retorted: "What qualifications do you have to say about me, look at you now."

Qin Yin smiled as usual and said, "Well, I know it's really hard to be drunk."

Qin Yin's answer was a bit like the donkey's head was wrong with the ponytail, Zhao Yiran took a deep look at him, and put down the goblet.

"What are you thinking?" Zhao Yiran asked softly.

"I think about a lot of things, but I can't tell."

"Auntie Fang?"

"……Have."

Zhao Yiran hummed and stopped talking.He gently rubbed his fingers against the edge of the table, "I can visit her often when I have time."

There was a wind, circling in the silent night, circling around Zhao Yiran and Qin Yin.

Qin Yin leaned on the rattan chair and hummed softly, covered his eyes with his arms and said in a low voice: "Actually, the only person I'm closest to in this world is you."

Zhao Yiran was startled and pursed his lips tightly.What Qin Yin said was correct, his mother Fang Zhen had passed away long ago and he could only cherish it in his memory, his father Qin Zhou... It doesn't matter if he doesn't mention it.

He is Qin Yin's closest relative, so why not Qin Yin to him?

"I really can't imagine what my life would be like without you. We have been together for more than 15 years. During the 15 years, I have you every step of the way. Even during the most difficult five years, you And where I can see it."

Qin Yin, who was drunk, obviously talked a lot more than usual, chattering about his own thoughts, and said all the things that were buried in his heart all at once.

"But I know you'll be gone soon. I can't keep you."

"I shouldn't have bullied you before. I should have told you earlier that you are my favorite."

Qin Yin's deep voice rang in Zhao Yiran's ear with the cold night wind, "What a pity."

Zhao Yiran was speechless, he stared at Qin Yin firmly, as if he wanted to see his eyes through his arm.His hands trembled slightly, and he got up suddenly and pushed Qin Yin's arm away.

Qin Yin closed her eyes, and her curly and dense eyelashes covered her eyelids, concealing the real expression in her eyes.

"Stop pretending to be pitiful! Qin Yin, you know I don't like this." Zhao Yiran said viciously, his voice choked up.

Qin Yin opened his eyes and looked at him quietly, his eyes were bloodshot, Zhao Yiran saw the water mist covering his eyes, and it fell off in the blink of an eye.

Qin Yin cried, and Zhao Yiran's heart ached in an instant.He looked at him in a panic and didn't speak.

Qin Yin gently wiped away the tears with his fingertips, raised the corner of his mouth and said softly: "There are only two drops, it's not a big deal."

Zhao Yiran turned around and left without looking at him again.

Qin Yin smiled wryly, took the red wine glass that Zhao Yiran had drunk, and tapped the wall of the glass lightly with his fingertips, making a crisp sound.

feels awful.

Zhao Yiran didn't go back to his room, he sat on the sofa thinking about what Qin Yin just said, his complexion was scary.

It wasn't until five o'clock in the morning that Qin Yin came in slowly from the balcony. Zhao Yiran sat on the sofa with his chest folded and frowned at him looking half-dead, without saying a word.

Qin Yin was a little surprised to see him, "How long have you been sitting here?"

Zhao Yiran didn't answer, got up and turned on the light in the living room, looked at him and said coldly: "Go take a shower, you smell of alcohol."

Qin Yin nodded, and walked into the bathroom in a nonchalant manner.Soon Zhao Yiran heard the sound of vomiting from the bathroom.He hurried to the bathroom, only to see Qin Yin holding the toilet and throwing up in the dark.

He stepped forward to pat him on the back to help him breathe. When Qin Yin finished vomiting, he hadn't recovered before he saw Qin Yin suddenly collapsed on the ground.

Zhao Yiran asked anxiously: "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Qin Yin exhaled foul breath and said in a low voice, "Stomach."

Zhao Yiran had no choice but to help him to sit on the sofa, and put a cup of warm water into his hand, "Sit here and don't move, I'll get you medicine."

After bringing the medicine for Qin Yin to finish, he breathed a sigh of relief and asked in a low voice, "Is it better?"

Qin Yin nodded, and suddenly grabbed his hand and squeezed it tightly into her own.

Qin Yin's hands were very cold, Zhao Yiran couldn't care about anything else at this moment, wrapped his hands around his hands and frowned and said, "Crazy, I stayed on the balcony all night and still wear so little."

The corner of Qin Yin's mouth twitched slightly, "It's worth it in exchange for your care."

Zhao Yiran threw away his hand violently and said in a hateful voice, "Try talking nonsense again."

"Don't talk, don't talk, don't be angry." Qin Yin said softly in a hurry.Seeing that Zhao Yiran's eyes were red, he immediately said: "I'm talking nonsense, don't be angry."

Zhao Yiran saw that his face was pale, his eyes were bloodshot, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, his heart was stuffy, and his heart was more distressed.

Qin Yin's considerate and gentle tone made him feel even more uncomfortable, he couldn't hold back his emotions, turned his face and said in a hoarse voice: "Qin Yin, you are such a bastard!"

"Do you think I'm as heartless as you think?! You think I don't care about you at all?! Then why have I been pestering you for so many years?"

"You look like you are the most wronged in the world, where do you put me?!"

Qin Yin was stunned for a moment, looking intently at Zhao Yiran's red-rimmed and wronged eyes, his eyes became brighter and brighter, and took his hand to press on his heart, "You are here, Yiran, you have been here all this time .”

He held him in his arms, and said in a gentle voice that could squeeze out water, "I'm the most bastard, I never thought about me, so I actually love me the most."

"Who loves you the most? Don't put gold on your face." Zhao Yiran glared at him and said angrily.

"En." Qin Yin responded in a low voice, closed his eyes and said, "After hearing what you just said, I am willing to die. Let me hug you for a while."

Zhao Yiran was hugged quietly by him, he looked at Qin Yin's eyebrows seriously, examining his perfect face even though he was haggard.

Now it's time to get entangled again.

He was also a little annoyed at his lack of firmness, but to be honest, he just couldn't let go of Qin Yin. He had loved this man for so many years and held it dearly in his heart. How could he just break it up.

Qin Yin hugged him tightly, buried her head on his shoulder and shook, "Yiran, thank you."

Zhao Yiran patted him on the back and said, "Let go, how long do you have to hold him? You go take a shower and tidy up, and I'll cook breakfast."

Qin Yin got up obediently, Zhao Yiran watched him walk into the bathroom, then wiped his face with his hands, patted his sleep-deprived head, got up and walked to the kitchen.

Breakfast is very simple, tomato egg noodles.When Zhao Yiran put the noodles on the dining table, he found that there was no one there, and when he went to Qin Yin's room, he found that the person was already lying on the bed, sleeping face down in the dark.

Zhao Yiran scolded him inwardly, but by accident, he walked forward and covered him with a thin quilt.

He sat at the dining table and slowly finished his bowl of noodles, pushed the bowl aside and didn't bother to clean it up, and went back to his room to sleep.

After all, this night, both of them were too tired.

When Zhao Yiran woke up, the first thing he saw was Qin Yin sitting beside his bed, he was stunned and didn't speak.He patted his head, which was still not sober, and stretched his waist under the quilt.

Qin Yin looked at him and said softly, "Are you awake?"

Zhao Yiran hummed vaguely, and slowly sat up.

Qin Yin brought him a glass of water, and he drank it without saying anything, "Thank you."

Both of them looked calm, as if nothing that happened a few hours ago had never happened.But they all knew something had changed.

Zhao Yiran announced his comeback after staying in the apartment for a month.Qin Yin, the babysitter of Qin, found that the person she cared for had gone to work, and had no choice but to return to the big screen.

Zhao Yiran made his comeback for the first time on a variety show, which was the first variety show hosted by his good friend Shen Yan. He thought that he could go to the first episode to have fun, and it was considered as a support for Shen Yan.Unexpectedly, Qin Yin found out, so she told the program crew that she would also participate without saying a word.It's okay now, Qin Yin is a god-like figure, and the appearance fee for variety shows is very high. Although they are happy about the frenzy of ratings that he will bring, they are also worried about the appearance fee.

Unexpectedly, Qin Yin was very talkative, so he directly cut the appearance fee in half to show his sincerity.He was so happy to do the show, he directly posted a PR to publicize that Qin Yin would be on the show, which immediately attracted the attention of many people.

Zhao Yiran had no choice but to go with him. He was talking to Shen Yan during the break on the day of the recording, so Qin Yin asked his little assistant to bring him the Gu-boiled soup for him to drink.

Zhao Yiran felt that he was really too high-profile, like a psychopath.But still very face-saving to continue.He drank the soup slowly, and walked to Qin Yin's lounge to return the incubator to him. When he opened the door, he met an "old friend".

Chen Sisi was dressed in sunny clothes, sitting on the sofa, shaking her fair legs.Talking to Qin Yin.

Hearing the sound of pushing the door, Chen Sisi turned her head first, saw Zhao Yi and then her eyes flickered.Qin Yin tilted his head slightly, and immediately got up and walked to him and said, "Is the soup finished?"

Zhao Yiran handed him the thermos bucket and frowned slightly, "Don't do this next time, it's quite troublesome."

Qin Yin took the thermos and put it on the table, "I think it's okay."

Zhao Yiran cast a glance at him and did not speak.

Qin Yin immediately understood the current affairs and said, "I will pay attention next time."

Only then did Zhao Yiran nodded to Chen Sisi, and said softly to him: "I'm going out first."