The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

Qin Yin didn't let go, he stood up directly and held Zhao Yiran's wrist tightly, not letting him go.

He looked at Liu Tian with a bad look and said, "We have already broken up, stop lying to yourself, it will only annoy me more."

Qin Yin's words were merciless, and Liu Tian's face turned pale. Seeing him holding Zhao Yiran's wrist tightly, he sneered and said, "You bother me, I haven't said how disgusting you are!" She raised her voice and said, "Qin Yin , you are a psycho!" She looked at Zhao Yiran bitterly and said, "You are so cheap, you know how to follow Qin Yin every day, just like a dog."

"You two are a perfect match for a dog!"

Qin Yin had no expression on his face, "If you just came to scold the street, then hurry up and return the key to me."

Liu Tian's face was full of hatred, she was always the one who dumped others, this was the first time she was dumped by others.Moreover, she has bowed her head to Qin Yin several times and ignored her, but she is very considerate to that bitch Zhao Yiran!She looked at Qin Yin bitterly and said: "Qin Yin, you are really nothing! You are just playing with my feelings. And I found that you are also very cheap, you clearly know that Zhao Yiran likes you and you still treat him like this, to be honest It's just to satisfy your own vanity! Do you have a heart? Have you ever loved others? You pretend to be a lover every day, but in fact you only love yourself!"

"Have you said enough?" Zhao Yiran said coldly.He looked at Liu Tian's flushed face and said in a cold voice: "What are you? What kind of presence do you have here? Qin Yin and I don't care about your business." He straightened his waist and looked directly at her and said : "You are not qualified to say Qin Yin, except for me, Qin Yin has never been sorry to you ex-girlfriends. He is serious about dating you and trying to be a perfect lover, but you are not capable of making him like you. Since there is no relationship, everyone can get together and break up peacefully, so why should you be wronged?"

"How much have Qin Yin and I experienced, and how much do you know? Don't think that being able to scold the street is a big deal. What are you? You are just making jokes."

Miss Liu was trembling with anger, pointed at him and said angrily: "Zhao Yiran, what are you proud of?! You—"

"Enough!" Qin Yin interrupted Ms. Liu with anger on her face, "Don't make me angry again, next time, I don't think you, a rich lady, will have a chance to do it."

Doubt and panic flashed across Liu Tian's eyes, "What do you mean?"

Qin Yin didn't bother to look at her, "Don't pretend to be stupid, you don't understand what I mean?"

Liu Tian didn't speak, but his heart was full of fear.Qin Yin probably already knew that her father's company suffered serious losses.This is also the reason why she urgently wants to get engaged to Qin Yin.She was a little flustered and her tone slowed down immediately, "I'm sorry, I just—"

Qin Yin stroked Zhao Yiran's wrist lightly and said directly: "Put down the key, get out immediately, and don't appear in front of me again." He knew that what this woman fears most is not having money for her to squander, so she will definitely compromise.

He didn't look at her, and directly pulled Zhao Yiran's wrist back to the room.It didn't take long to hear the sound of the door closing, Zhao Yiran shook off Qin Yin's hand and took a step to the side, distanced himself from him.

Qin Yin immediately took a step forward, "I'm sorry." Zhao Yiran didn't speak, but silently rubbed his wrist.

Qin Yin leaned close to him, looked down at him and said sincerely: "Of course, I was wrong before. I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask you to give me a chance."

"Crack!" With a crisp applause, Zhao Yiran looked at the palm prints that quickly appeared on Qin Yin's face and said coldly: "Qin Yin, you only fucking said sorry." He squeezed his palm tightly Said: "Others don't know, don't I know? The reason why we can't love each other is because of Aunt Fang, you are a dead-headed person, and you are punishing me and yourself for her. "

Qin Yin didn't speak, but clenched his fists tightly.

Zhao Yiran continued: "I know everything. It's just that I'm just an ordinary person. I also need others to coax others to love me, and I will also be sad and sad. I know you have more or less affection for me, but your heart is too Ruthless, too cruel to me." He became emotional, "Do you know that I have worked really hard. I know that it is meaningless for me to say this, after all, I love you far more than you love me, so I am destined to be hurt."

He looked at Qin Yin with wet eyes, "To be honest, I am really happy that you treat me so well now. But I don't know if there is any reason to love again. I am a person who died once. My heart died once."

"It is no longer as brave as before, and it is also afraid that it will never recover for you."

Zhao Yiran collapsed on the bed, closed his eyes and stopped talking.Qin Yin remained silent, only his heavy breathing and veined wrists revealed his emotions.

Zhao Yiran's tone was disheartened, "Life is too bloody, our love is not a mistake."

Qin Yin said quietly: "It's not a mistake." His eyes were also full of water, and he looked at Zhao Yiran for a moment and said: "I love you, even though you have loved you deeper than me in the past 15 years. But we still have a future For decades, as long as you give me a chance, I will love you twice as much."

"I know you are afraid, afraid that I will repeat the same mistakes. But no matter what, life is only a few dozen years, and the rest of the time I just want to be with you."

Zhao Yiran didn't speak, his eyelashes trembled with water droplets on them.After a long time, he said softly, "I'm really tired."

"Don't do this, give me another chance." Qin Yin begged in his voice.

Zhao Yiran shook his head slowly, "Stop talking."

Qin Yin's eyes turned red in an instant, and his eyes were full of emotions, which were finally suppressed by his gritted teeth, and his heart was empty and full of pain.

Zhao Yiran didn't look at him, covered his eyes with his elbow, and pursed his lips in a stubborn arc.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of closing the door that Zhao Yiran took his elbows down. He looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, and the water droplets stuck to his eyelashes fell down his cheeks.

He didn't know when he fell asleep, but when he woke up, he saw the setting sun outside the window.He rubbed his red and swollen eyes, opened the door and walked out.

There was no one in the apartment anymore, he pulled his face and showed a smile that he didn't know whether he was crying or laughing, and sat on the sofa and drank a glass of water slowly.

The lights were not turned on in the apartment, Zhao Yiran sat on the sofa alone, silently watching himself being swallowed up by the night.He looked down at the scissors on the coffee table, reached out and touched his bangs,

There was still room for compromise in the morning, why did it become like this at night?

He was going to be alone in his cold apartment again.

He got up and put on his coat, opened the apartment door and went to the supermarket below to buy a pack of cigarettes. After returning to the apartment, he went to the wine cabinet to pick a bottle of red wine, and took the cigarettes and red wine to the balcony.

He sat on the wicker chair on the balcony, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath and let out the smoke rings.

When I was about to open the red wine, I suddenly heard the sound of the key opening the door.The light in the living room was turned on, Zhao Yiran squinted his eyes uncomfortably, and turned his head to see Qin Yin standing in the entrance.

After Qin Yin changed his shoes, he walked to the refrigerator with two big shopping bags, and met his eyes.

Zhao Yiran didn't close the balcony door before, so the wind slightly blew the curtains on both sides, leaving only the sound of the wind in silence.

It turned out that he didn't leave, Zhao Yiran felt unclear emotions in his heart, and looked at him pretending to be calm.

Qin Yin's gaze was fixed on the cigarette between his two fingers for a second, then he tilted his head as if nothing had happened, put the bought ingredients into the refrigerator, and said in a normal tone: "What do you want to eat tonight?"

Zhao Yiran felt a little uncomfortable when he saw him smoking on the spot.There was a time before when he was too passive and addicted to smoking, but after seeing Qin Yin's disgusting gaze, he dared not be seen by him again, for fear that he would get angry.Now Qin Yin was more forgiving, he hastily took another puff, he felt it was deliberate.

But Qin Yin didn't see it, but asked again without getting his answer.

Zhao Yiran suppressed the discomfort in his heart and said coldly: "Whatever."

Qin Yin hummed and approached him suddenly, Zhao Yiran looked up at him, "What are you doing?"

Qin Yin bent down to pick up the red wine and looked at him, "Is it cold?"

Zhao Yiran shook his head stiffly, Qin Yin suddenly approached him and held his hand to help him flick the ash on the cigarette, "Don't smoke too much." After finishing speaking, he also took away the cigarette he threw aside.

...Hey, have I agreed?

Zhao Yiran looked at the half of the cigarette left, pressed it in the ashtray and extinguished it.He sat on the wicker chair in a daze until he heard Qin Yin's voice, "Come and eat."

Zhao Yiran sat silently at the dining table, looking at the three dishes and one soup in front of him.

Stir-fried broccoli, dry-stir-fried green beans, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and crucian carp soup are all his favorite dishes.

Qin Yin filled a bowl of soup and handed it to him, "Taste it."

Zhao Yiran didn't reach out to pick it up, but just looked up at him and said, "Didn't we make it very clear today?"

Qin Yin got up and put the fish soup in front of him, then said slowly, "What did you say?"

Zhao Yiran said with a blunt tone: "It's impossible between us, don't do these things anymore."

Qin Yin looked up at him, "Of course, I did all these things willingly, and it's fine if you don't pay too much attention to it."

Zhao Yiran said irritably: "How can I not care, I really-"

"Okay, let's eat." Qin Yin interrupted him, and said softly, "Look at how I'm doing today?"

Zhao Yiran looked at the usual indifferent expression on his face, stood up suddenly and said: "I have no appetite." After finishing speaking, he left.

Qin Yin sat alone at the dining table, silently looking at the three dishes and one soup on the table.The dishes had lost their heat, which set off his coldness against the wall.

Without even moving his chopsticks, he opened the red wine confiscated from Zhao Yiran before, and just after taking a sip, he called.

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Zhao Yiran who was stimulated by the female supporting role...