The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

Zhao Yiran sat in front of the window with his arms around his knees and looked at the scenery outside the window, while Qin Yin sat by the hospital bed and stared at himself lying on the hospital bed.

It's a sunny and warm spring, the red sun rises, and everything grows.Has a sweet and sleepy tone.

The scenery in the distance is good, but the reality up close is hopeless.Zhao Yiran turned his head to look at the body lying on the bed, and this idea was further strengthened.

Qin Yin's phone rang again.Many people have been calling him since the morning, and Zhao Yiran can roughly guess the identities of those people from the words.There are peers, subordinates, gossip editors, and friends.

Too many people called to inquire about Zhao Yiran's situation, which made Zhao Yiran feel puzzled.When did he, a starlet with few friends, gain so many followers?

Just as Zhao Yiran was thinking, Shen Yan and Qi Yu, who really cared about him, walked in, followed by Chu Cheng and Du Xiao.Except for Shen Yan, everyone in this ward is his childhood friend, including Qin Yin.

Thinking of this, he smiled mockingly, Qin Yin was not only his younger brother, strictly speaking, Qin Yin could really be regarded as his "pro" elder brother.

He was brought back to the Qin family by Aunt Fang from the orphanage, and Qin Yin was Aunt Fang's only son.

When Zhao Yiran was seven years old, a big man came to the orphanage.It is said that she is a rich lady who has always been kind to help orphanages.At that time, Zhao Yiran was a scrawny, pale, dirty child who didn't care who she was.He was just glad that he could eat better today, and he might not even be bullied by other children, because a big man came today, and the dean would make those people restrain themselves.

The aunt who took care of them even gave him a thick jacket, although the shirt inside the jacket was torn and dirty.

But who cares?

For a whole day, Zhao Yiran was dragged into a yard to surround the woman with those children who only knew how to giggle, allowing her to ask and touch her.Zhao Yiran stood on the periphery of the crowd, tiptoeing up to the woman in the middle.She was really gentle and even prettier than all the women he had ever seen.

In early spring, she wore a pure white dress with a long beige sweater over it.Like flowers like water.

Zhao Yiran stared at her blankly for a while, then lowered his head silently.

I hope I can get lucky today and get an egg for dinner, because everyone else has eggs, but he always doesn't.Well, then I hope Xiao Gangdan won't bring some of his men down to beat him until he goes to bed, because the footprints they kicked on him last night are still there today, and he really hurts.

If this woman is really "the life-saving Bodhisattva for their children" as the dean said, then I hope she can satisfy my two wishes.

In fact, this woman can really bring him good luck. He really got an egg for dinner, and the aunt even gave them each a pudding as an after-dinner snack.

Zhao Yiran was very happy. He wolfed down the eggs, because he was afraid that if he didn't eat them, other children would see them and they would definitely snatch them away.He ate so fast that he almost choked, but when he passed his breath, he felt that someone was watching him.

He raised his eyes and met a pair of gentle eyes.It was that beautiful woman. She stood at the door and looked at him quietly, with distress in her eyes.

Zhao Yiran was stunned, he reacted and quickly lowered his head.

He felt as if something was burning in his chest, and the strange feeling made him forget to eat the pudding.

So when Xiao Gangdan saw the pudding in his hand after dinner, he immediately walked towards him.

At that time, the woman had already disappeared, Zhao Yiran held the pudding in his hand, and huddled by the table without saying a word, looking at Xiao Gangbao.Little Gangbao is one year older than him, tall and fat.With a contemptuous expression on his face, he stretched out his hand to Zhao Yiran with Tong Yin and ordered: "Bring the pudding!"

The children stayed there, and the aunt who took care of them was also standing there leaning against the wall and eating melon seeds. After glancing at him coldly, she turned her head with no interest, and scolded a few naughty children while eating melon seeds .

Zhao Yiran was silent and motionless, Xiao Gangdan snatched his pudding, and kicked him to the ground with a flying kick.

Zhao Yiran covered his head and curled up into a ball, letting Xiao Gangdan and his subordinates beat him.He came here at the age of five, and for two years, so many days and months, he has come here like this.

No one will protect him, everyone isolates him.Just because his father is a criminal and his mother is a thief.

His parents are pests in this society, his mother likes to drink, his father likes to gamble, the two of them always quarrel, the only thing in common is that they both like to beat him.

Beating since childhood, Zhao Yiran was beaten and scolded until he was five years old.Ever since he could remember, he had wanted to get rid of such an environment and escape from such a life.When he was five years old, his mother went to the red light district to steal something she shouldn't have stolen, and was chased and beaten. The thief threatened to chop off her two palms if she was caught.She was so scared that she immediately took the money she got from selling that thing, left his father and him, and ran away alone.

Six months later, his father was caught and sent to prison for attempting to rape a young girl.

No one was willing to stand up and raise him, and he became an orphan in an instant.Then he was brought here.

He thought that at least he would not be beaten again, because everyone said that the poor children in the orphanage would have many kind people to care for them.But he didn't expect that he would still be bullied and no one would save him.Just because of his parents' hideous crimes, everyone here thinks he's like that too.The same is because Xiao Gangdan's parents are ordinary people and have no stains.He can bully himself unscrupulously.

It's so unfair, why should the children bear the mistakes of adults.He felt unreasonable.

But he has nowhere else to go except here.

It's not that I didn't think about resisting, and I resisted desperately.But after all, it was found that the power was too disparate, and no one would sympathize with him.If he didn't want to be beaten to death, he could only accept it.

When he grows up, whenever he thinks back on these experiences, he will always wonder why some children are so bad. They are obviously ignorant of the world, but how can they be infected with bullying and violence.

Later, Qin Yin told him that because children are ignorant, ignorance makes them even more cruel.

He covered his head and was beaten in silence, feeling that the woman was only half reliable.Because although he ate the eggs, he did not escape the fate of being beaten.Thinking in such a trance, he suddenly heard a woman's voice, which seemed to be filled with anger, "What are you doing?!"

Zhao Yiran looked up and saw the woman standing in front of him. He was quickly picked up by his aunt. She slapped the footprints on his body vigorously, and explained to the woman with a smile: "Oh, little boys like to play like crazy. It's just that you can play casually. Let's play a few times, you don't mind."

The woman frowned, her aura suddenly came out, she looked at the aunt and said angrily: "I don't think my eyes are for decoration, what I see is pure bullying! I want to ask you as the caregiver of the children What are you doing?!"

Auntie was just an uneducated middle-aged woman, and she was immediately speechless in fright, so she could only hold Zhao Yiran's arm and smiled shyly.

Zhao Yiran's arm was very painful from being pinched by her, but his face was still numb.The woman gave him a distressed look, and said coldly to her aunt, "I want to talk to the dean."

Auntie knew it was bad, but there was nothing she could do. After cursing a few words in her heart, she ran to find the dean who was leisurely watching TV in the room.

The woman walked up to Zhao Yiran, knelt down and looked at him tenderly, "Does it hurt?"

Zhao Yiran looked directly at her, his eyes were dark and deep, and he remained silent without speaking.He doesn't think women can help him.She will leave eventually, and I can only be trapped in myself, there is no need to generate meaningless hopes on her.

The woman looked at him and sighed slightly.

Soon the dean ran over in a hurry, and the woman walked into the office without even looking at him.The dean had no choice but to send her in nodding behind her, stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat off his forehead, and gave Zhao Yiran a vicious look.

Zhao Yiran was still expressionless, but his face turned paler, he knew he was going to die.He didn't care about Xiaogang's soft mocking from those people, he just curled up silently at the foot of the table.He squatted for a while and his legs were numb, but he still didn't move.Auntie also went into the room to talk, and the other children consciously went back to the room to sleep in twos and threes, only he stayed there.

He knew he could only stay like this.

I don't know how long it took, he even dozed off, feeling drowsy and cold, he curled up even harder, and a voice suddenly came from his ear.

He shivered and opened his eyes, and saw the woman squatting in front of him, and the dean and aunt standing behind him.

The woman's hand was gently resting on his shoulder, "Why are you squatting here?"

He didn't speak, he didn't move.To be honest, the feeling of being gently touched by someone is so good that he was afraid that if he touched a woman's hand, it would be taken off his shoulder.

Seeing that he didn't speak, the woman reached out and grabbed his hand to lift him up from the ground.Zhao Yiran's legs were so weak that he almost fell to the ground.

The woman hurriedly pulled him back, smiled softly at him and said, "Let's go, come back with me."

Zhao Yiran raised his head suddenly, his eyes widened, and he looked at her in disbelief.

Taking him away... Does that mean he can get out of here?Is the woman going to adopt him?

During the two years he was in the orphanage, someone saw him saying he wanted to adopt him because he was good-looking.People are always more interested in beautiful things.But in the end, they all regretted it, because they knew the identities of their parents, and they all felt that a child born to a criminal and a thief was not a good thing by nature.

This is really a strange logic.

The woman patted his head and patiently explained: "Let's go with Auntie, and Auntie will take care of you in the future."

Zhao Yiran was so shocked that he couldn't speak, and followed the woman and aunt to pack his things in a daze.

Back in her bed, the auntie turned on the light, and a dozen sleeping children in the room all woke up, looking at Zhao Yiran quietly with their heads tilted, whispering occasionally, but there was undisguised envy in their eyes.

Zhao Yiran didn't have anything, he simply hugged his few rags, then turned around and looked at the woman silently.

The woman didn't speak, but there was undisguised distress in her eyes.She touched Zhao Yiran's head and said softly, "Let's go."

Zhao Yiran lifted his feet and left, suddenly there was a sobbing sound behind him, he turned his head to see Xiao Gangdan crying.