The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

It has been rainy these past few days, just like Zhao Yiran's mood is damp and gloomy, with no light in sight.

It had been a week since he saw Qin Yin's girlfriend last time, and his mood was still as depressed as ever, not diminished by the passage of time in the slightest.

He lay down on the table, turned his head to look at the drizzle outside the window, the drizzle hit the window, leaving streaks of transparent water.

Qin Yin has a girlfriend, so what should he do?He likes Qin Yin, even if he has a girlfriend, he still likes it.

Suddenly someone touched his arm lightly, "Hey, have you written this question yet?" Lan Linlin asked him while holding the exercise book.

Zhao Yiran looked back at the question, took out his exercise book from the book on the table and handed it to her, "Look at it first, and ask me if you don't understand."

Lan Linlin took his exercise book, looked at his dispirited and bored look and asked, "Are you alright?"

Zhao Yiran fiddled with his fingers boringly and did not speak.

Lan Linlin looked at him worriedly, "I think your condition is very bad."

Zhao Yiran remained motionless and did not respond.

Lan Linlin sighed and asked, "Do you want to go to the cafeteria for lunch?"

Zhao Yiran shook his head and did not speak.

Lan Linlin looked at him anxiously and unwillingly. She held his exercise book and thought for a long time while looking at the smooth and beautiful handwriting on it.

Everyone went to eat at noon, Zhao Yiran stayed in the classroom alone, lying on the table and looking out the window.It wasn't until almost everyone in the teaching building had left that he straightened up lazily and tidied up his desk, put his schoolbag on his back and walked out of the classroom.

The light rain was pattering, Zhao Yiran walked quietly on a stone path back to the dormitory holding an umbrella, and suddenly stopped in his footsteps.

Qin Yin was squatting not far away, holding an umbrella to feed a kitten.The handsome boy was wearing a clean and tidy black pullover, with fair and slender fingers holding food, squatting there and looking at the kitten with gentle eyes.

Suddenly tender tears welled up in Zhao Yiran's heart, his eyes were slightly stinging, and his eyes were longing.

Many years later, Zhao Yiran still remembers this scene in his heart.And at that time, he was also completely attracted, stood still and couldn't move, and strayed into his own dreamland.

Qin Yin turned his head to see him unintentionally, and the two looked at each other in the air, and they were finally stuck together.Time seemed to stand still, with the sound of raindrops ticking in my ears, and the person in front of me was all in my sight.

I don't know who turned his gaze away first, Zhao Yiran coughed lightly and came back to his senses.He was not as calm as Qin Yin, and finally he took the initiative to walk towards Qin Yin, and said softly, "Are you feeding the cat?"

Xu the kitten was afraid of strangers, and when he saw Zhao Yiran approaching, he disappeared into the grass.

Zhao Yiran "..."

He explained to Qin Yin who still had food in his palm: "I didn't mean it."

Qin Yin cleaned up the food scraps in his hands and on the ground, stood up and stretched his numb legs, and said to Zhao Yiran who was standing aside with an apologetic face, "Why did you come back to the dormitory so late?"

Zhao Yiran lied without changing his face: "I study in class."

"Then you didn't have lunch?"

Zhao Yiran said: "...have eaten."

Qin Yin hummed lightly, took two steps forward and looked back to see Zhao Yiran still standing there, "Follow me."

"What?" Zhao Yiran asked subconsciously.

"Feed you." Qin Yin said calmly.

Zhao Yiran followed behind him wondering, "What do you mean?"

"Who told you to scare my cat away." Qin Yin said such a sentence without thinking.

Zhao Yiran didn't understand what he meant, but he didn't bother to think about it.Rationality and emotion are fighting in his mind now, one is to persuade him to stay away from Qin Yin quickly, so as not to fall too deep and be unable to extricate himself; the other is to let him follow his heart and not wrong himself.

Zhao Yiran was fighting with heaven and man with his head down, and he didn't notice that he bumped into Qin Yin's back all of a sudden.He hurriedly stopped and apologized, "I'm sorry."

Qin Yin looked back at him for a while, and then said quietly: "What is on your mind all day long?"

All I think about is you.Zhao Yiran replied silently in his heart, without speaking.

The drizzle hit the umbrella, making a soft ticking sound. Accompanied by the footsteps of the two, Zhao Yiran raised his head and greedily looked at Qin Yin's back.

What is it like to like a person, is it like hiding joy like him?Or is it more sad and hopeless?

Qin Yin didn't take him to the cafeteria, but just took him to his dormitory.This is Zhao Yiran's first visit to Qin Yin's dormitory. The conditions of Qin Yin's dormitory are similar to his, but Zhao Yiran always feels that there are many differences.

Qin Yin stood in front of the cabinet and said, "Because there is nothing to eat in the cafeteria, I can only eat snacks. Do you want cookies?"

Zhao Yiran tentatively sat on his bed and said casually: "It doesn't matter, I will eat anything."

Qin Yin glanced at him, "Why don't you eat at noon?"

Knowing that he was caught, Zhao Yiran looked up at him smiling cunningly, "Only occasionally, after all, I love studying."

Qin Yin threw him a pack of cookies, "Don't do these harmless things again, the loss outweighs the gain."

Zhao Yiran ate the cookies in silence, feeling that he couldn't be so absolute, if he didn't have lunch at noon, and he would not return to the dormitory until the teaching building was empty, how could he meet Qin Yin.

Since meeting Qin Yin by chance is a lucky thing, so how can he be regarded as not worth the loss.

Qin Yin handed him another box of milk and said, "Don't do this next time."

"Qin Yin, who are you?" Qin Yin's roommate asked curiously.

Qin Yin hummed perfunctorily, obviously not wanting to say more, and sat directly beside Zhao Yiran.

He still doesn't know what Zhao Yiran is to him.

Zhao Yiran looked at Qin Yin who was sitting next to him and was a little bit pleased. He ate the snacks Qin Yin gave him with careful thought, and wanted to enjoy such an intimate scene more.

"Are you a hamster?" Qin Yin asked suddenly.

Zhao Yiran was gnawing on the cookie, he was stunned for a while but didn't realize it, he stared slightly puzzled.

Qin Yin didn't speak any more, Zhao Yiran waited for a few seconds and started to eat the cookie again.

Qin Yin watched quietly as he held a small cookie and gnawed it slowly, coupled with a cute expression on his face, he really looked like a hamster.

But cats and hamsters should be incompatible by nature, Qin Yin thought wildly, thinking that he was still more like a cat.

Lazy with indifference, but clingy when dealing with familiar people, a little tempered, smart and cunning.

When Zhao Yiran finally finished eating, it was almost time for lunch break, the rain had stopped, his dormitory building was in front of Qin Yin's dormitory building, Qin Yin sent him downstairs, turned around and was about to leave.

Zhao Yiran suddenly said, "Thank you."

Qin Yin looked back at him, "It's not good to skip lunch, don't do that next time."

Zhao Yiran nodded, looked at him and said suddenly: "You and your girlfriend... are you okay?"

Zhao Yiran's expression was calm and normal, as if he was asking an ordinary little question, and the tension and anxiety were hidden in his pupils.

Qin Yin looked at him, approached him helplessly and said, "I told you not to think about it."

"You have a good relationship, don't you?" Zhao Yiran asked.He has already decided that if Qin Yin and his girlfriend are really good, then he will deliberately alienate Qin Yin and won't disturb their relationship anymore.Qin Yin is someone else's now, and he can't do disgusting things.

Perhaps seeing the persistence and contradiction in his eyes, Qin Yin said seriously, "I don't have a girlfriend."

Zhao Yiran's pupils dilated instantly, and he looked at him in surprise.

Qin Yin continued: "I've never been in a relationship, and I don't have a girlfriend. The news you heard is not true."

"Do you understand now?"

Zhao Yiran nodded mechanically, feeling that his brain seemed to be unable to keep up.

Qin Yin has never had a girlfriend? !He has never been in love? !

He stared fixedly at Qin Yin speechless, if this is really the case, that would be great!

"So you really don't have to think about it every day." Qin Yin said helplessly.

Zhao Yiran nodded and suddenly smiled, his smile was bright and full of dimples.

Qin Yin looked at his bright eyes and turned his head away, paused for two or three seconds and said calmly: "I'll go back first."

Looks like he really likes himself.

Zhao Yiran still couldn't help but said: "Is that girl really not your girlfriend?"

After all, Qin Yin couldn't hold back, turned his head and slapped him on the head twice, a bit like gnashing his teeth, "How many times do I need to say it?"

"But you never denied it before." Zhao Yiran defended, covering his head.

Qin Yin's complexion was not good, "I'm just too lazy to explain, but your state has to let me explain again and again."

Zhao Yiran smiled embarrassedly, looked up into Qin Yin's eyes and said seriously: "It's really great that you're not in a relationship."

It's a good sign after the rain.

Qin Yin looked at him deeply, but did not speak after all.

When the results of the first monthly exam came out, Zhao Yiran was the third in the class.Because their class is a key class and the pressure of competition is very high, he is already very satisfied with this test result.

He held the paper and carefully analyzed his mistakes, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

He cared so much about studying because he didn't want to be too far behind Qin Yin.Qin Yin is the first in the grade, with a real high IQ.He admits that he is not as intelligent as him, but he is willing to work hard to get closer to him step by step.

It is difficult for two people who are too far apart to be together.If you really like him, you should try to be better and approach him so that he can see you.No matter whether the relationship is complete or not, it should be positive and full of vitality. No matter how many times you fail, you will not feel sorry for yourself and put yourself down.

I like you, not just talking.

Zhao Yiran is determined to love, to love well.

The author has something to say:

Qin Yin: Zhao Yiran, you scared away my cat, then you will be my cat.

Zhao Yiran: Meow?