The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

Qin Yin's lip shape is very beautiful, with a thin upper lip and a slightly fuller lower lip. The slightly heart-shaped lip shape makes him look a little cold when he is not smiling, but it is amazing when he smiles occasionally.

Zhao Yiran's eyes were glued to it and he didn't move away, he bent down slowly by a strange coincidence, and his heart beat faster and faster.

Qin Yin seemed to be still asleep, and Zhao Yiran's heart was softened by his quiet appearance.He bent down and gently left a kiss on Qin Yin's lips, a kiss like a dragonfly stopping water.

Satisfied, he straightened up, and his wrist was suddenly grabbed.He looked at Qin Yin at a loss, his face flushed instantly.

Qin Yin looked at him with complicated eyes.

Zhao Yiran panicked and didn't know what to do.He wanted to open his mouth to speak but didn't know what to say. He wanted to pull out his wrist, but Qin Yin held it tightly.

What would Qin Yin think, would he feel that he was very shameless, or dirty and disgusting?

Qin Yin saw his increasingly flustered expression, and finally let go without saying a word.

Zhao Yiran was stunned, looked down at his released wrist, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Qin Yin didn't look at him, "I understand your whim...you just don't understand."

"...It's not like that." Zhao Yiran looked up at him and said softly, "I know what I'm doing, and I also understand why I did such a thing."

He clenched his fists, his face was flushed and his eyes were firm, and he said: "I like you, and I did these things just because I like you, although I know this kind of behavior is shameless."

Now that Qin Yin has seen it, let's just say it openly.He's had enough of trying to keep things under wraps all day long.

Qin Yin was obviously stunned, he looked at Zhao Yiran for a long time speechless.

Zhao Yiran lowered his head and said, "I know this will bother you, I'm sorry."

Qin Yin was silent for a long time, and finally said softly, "I'll just pretend that this never happened, go back."

Zhao Yiran felt his eyes were a bit dry, he lowered his head to hide his embarrassment, turned around and left the room without hesitation.

Qin Yin's drowsiness completely disappeared, and he lay on his back on the bed with a headache.He has always been a light sleeper, and he woke up as soon as Zhao Yiran entered his room, seeing that he was only here to get his phone, he didn't say anything.But he really didn't expect something like that to happen afterwards.

He knew that Zhao Yiran had a certain amount of dependence and admiration on him, but he always thought that Zhao Yiran only regarded him as an elder brother.I was a little surprised when I heard him say that there was someone he liked tonight, but I didn't expect that he liked me.

To be honest, he cares more about Zhao Yiran than others, but this is only because he regards him as a younger brother or a friend, and he has never thought about love.Even if there is an occasional ambiguous atmosphere between the two, it is just a small joke in adolescence.

How could it be like.

Zhao Yiran fled back to his room, covered his face and slumped on the bed, with thousands of grass and mud horses galloping past in his heart.

He really wanted to slap himself twice, why not just kiss Qin Yin in a brainstorm.This time he was caught on the spot, so embarrassed that he felt ashamed.

Zhao Yiran wanted to cry a little. He hadn't cried for many years. His childhood experience made him more resistant to stress than ordinary people. There was nothing worth crying for.But now he is really suffering.

Qin Yin must hate him to death.

The summer vacation of the second year of junior high school was a nightmare for Zhao Yiran.He was embarrassed to talk to Qin Yin again, but Qin Yin didn't take the initiative to talk to him, and the conversation between the two of them did not exceed ten sentences in two whole months.

Fang Zhen also noticed this problem, and talked with both of them, but both of them were extremely silent and kept silent.

Qinyin High School is a boarding school, and they come back twice a month.But he didn't come back even once in the first month, so Zhao Yiran couldn't help it, so he secretly went to see him in his school.

That day Zhao Yiran skipped class all afternoon just to see him.Qin Yin's school was built in the suburbs, and he didn't eat lunch, so he took the bus for more than an hour to get there early.He learned about his class dormitory from Aunt Fang, thinking that there must be no one in the class after school, so he stood at their dormitory building and watched secretly.

Because this school is a gathering place for top students, most of the students are hurrying along with books in their hands.As a result, Qin Yin, who walked calmly and unhurriedly, seemed unusually abrupt in the crowd.

Zhao Yiran looked at Qin Yin for a moment, and felt that he was a little thinner, but he looked better.

As if feeling his hot eyes, Qin Yin suddenly turned his head to look at him.

Zhao Yiran's whole body stiffened in an instant, and he stood in place like petrified.

There was a flash of surprise in Qin Yin's eyes, and he walked quickly towards Zhao Yiran.Zhao Yiran looked at him in front of him and smiled awkwardly, speechless.

Qin Yin looked at him and said, "Why are you here?"

Zhao Yiran didn't speak, but after thinking about it, he smiled naturally, "Because I also want to go to this school, I took time to take a look."

His excuse was very lame, Qin Yin looked at him and said nothing.

Zhao Yiran felt that the atmosphere was even more awkward, so he could only bite the bullet and hold on, "Well, I checked, and the school is really good. Are you going back to the dormitory? Then I'll go first."

Qin Yin looked at him with his arms crossed, "Have you had lunch yet?"

Zhao Yiran nodded, "I've already eaten."

Qin Yin hummed and said directly: "Come with me, I'll take you to lunch."

Zhao Yiran "..." was actually seen through in a second...

Qin Yin took a few steps forward, looked back at Zhao Yiran who was still standing there motionless, frowned slightly and asked, "Why don't you leave?"

Zhao Yiran thought about it for a while and followed up in a desperate manner.He can't be blamed now, he has tried his best not to pester Qin Yin, and Qin Yin himself agreed.

Qin Yin took Zhao Yiran to the cafeteria and bought him the most expensive meal.The time for eating has passed, and there are not many people in the cafeteria. Qin Yin sat opposite Zhao Yiran and watched him gobble it up.

"The conditions here are not very good, and there are no restaurants outside, so you can only make do with it."

Zhao Yiran shook his head quickly, "It's okay, I think it's pretty good."

Qin Yin didn't answer, but suddenly asked: "You said you want to go to this school?"

Zhao Yiran put down the chopsticks in his hand, looked up at him and nodded, "Yeah!" He thought for a while and then said softly, "...Because this school is very powerful."

The most important thing is that this school has you.Although I know that you don't like me, I still hope to be in the same school with you and see you often.

Qin Yin nodded, "Work hard."

Zhao Yiran picked up his chopsticks and continued eating.This kind of atmosphere is really good, this is the first time they sit together and talk calmly after two months of estrangement, it reminds him of the days before confession.

Zhao Yiran smiled secretly, and suddenly heard someone say: "Hey, Qin Yin, are you here?"

Zhao Yiran looked up and saw two or three boys standing near them, Qin Yin looked at the boy who was talking, "What's wrong?"

"Lin Ya stayed in class without lunch, and asked you to bring her a piece of bread later."

Qin Yin had no expression on his face, nor did he speak.Seeing him like this, the boys joked: "Why are you so stinky, Xihua asked you to bring her something.", "And isn't she your girlfriend? You don't listen to what your girlfriend says."

Zhao Yiran's hand holding the chopsticks froze suddenly, and he looked up at Qin Yin.Although Qin Yin had no expression on his face, he didn't open his mouth to refute.

It turned out that Qin Yin already had a girlfriend, and Zhao Yiran, who was eating very well, suddenly couldn't eat anymore.

Seeing that Qin Yin didn't speak, those few people knew that they were bored and left soon.Qin Yin looked at Zhao Yiran who was not moving his chopsticks and asked, "Why don't you eat?"

Zhao Yiran lowered his head and said in a muffled voice: "I'm full." After a few seconds of silence, he looked up at Qin Yin, trying to act nonchalantly, "I'm going back first."

Qin Yin saw that he didn't speak, and said in silence for a moment: "Well, I'll see you off."

The two walked out of the restaurant, Zhao Yiran remembered what the boy said just now, and said with unconscious bitterness in his tone: "Aren't you going to bring your girlfriend a piece of bread?"

Qin Yin looked at him deeply, making his hair stand on end. "What's wrong?" Zhao Yiran touched his face and said blankly.

Qin Yin didn't speak, but turned and walked into the restaurant.It didn't take long for him to come out with a piece of bread.

Zhao Yiran glanced at it, it was ham sandwich bread.I also like this taste.

He felt even worse.

He and Qin Yin walked side by side, neither of them spoke, Zhao Yiran looked more and more sad at the bread in his hand, gradually slowed down his pace, and deliberately fell behind him.

Qin Yin sent him to the bus stop at the school gate, looked at his watch and said, "It's almost 01:30, let's take a taxi."

Zhao Yiran shook his head, "It's okay, I'll just take this one, and it doesn't take too much time." Taking a taxi from here costs at least 50 yuan, which is too expensive, and he didn't bring that much cash with him.

Qin Yin hummed and raised her hand to hail a taxi for him.

Zhao Yiran was a little helpless, "Really, I'll just take the bus."

Qin Yin looked at him, "Don't you have class in the afternoon, it's a waste of time for you to go back by bus."

Zhao Yiran didn't speak.After a few seconds, he said softly, "I didn't bring that much money."

Qin Yin took out 100 yuan from his pocket and stuffed it into his pocket, and continued to help him hail a taxi, without even looking at him, he said, "You don't have to worry about it."

Zhao Yiran was silent for a while and finally couldn't help but said: "Aren't you going back first? Hasn't your girlfriend had lunch yet?"

Qin Yin stared back at him suddenly, Zhao Yiran shrank his neck and whispered: "You should go back early."

Qin Yin turned his head and couldn't bear it anymore and said: "Shut up." It happened that a taxi came at this time, and Qin Yin directly pushed him into it.

Zhao Yiran looked at the bread that suddenly appeared in his hand and said hurriedly: "Hey! This bread."

Qin Yin looked at him for a moment and said: "Here, you will be hungry in the afternoon if you haven't eaten much for lunch." Zhao Yiran really lost a lot of weight.

Looking directly at Zhao Yiran's silly eyes, he said seriously: "Study hard, don't think wildly."

Zhao Yiran was stunned for a moment and just about to speak, Qin Yin closed the car door.As the car started to drive, Zhao Yiran looked back hard, and Qin Yin in his sight soon turned into a black spot.

He looked at the bread in his hand in a daze.