[Science Fiction Interstellar GL] Queen of Worms

Emperor Verdan couldn't remember what happened.Can't remember means: she is in a daze, her memory is fuzzy, her expression is in a trance, and it seems that she can't remember what she was doing before.She suspected it was the aftereffects of overexcitement, but she was in pain and didn't want to admit it.

In short, she waved her hand to indicate that she was still fully capable, and walked out of the automatic door alone.This seems to be the reception area, and there are few people walking around, so she is happy to walk along the floor-to-ceiling windows inlaid with long glass.The satin galaxy is still going on, but the black pearl is not as good as before.It became so strange: red and bright stripes covered the whole body, the fourth side that never opened turned to face the other side, and the other sides became more...transparent.She thought: How the hell did this thing launch?

Is it like a laser gun?But Elisier mentioned the scatter range, so what?

She scratched across the glass with her hand, aiming directly at the center of the empire on the other side.With a biu~biu~ sound from her mouth, she didn't really want to care about whether she was naive or not. Speaking of which, to be serious, she didn't really want to realize the feeling of a complete collapse of her character that she just created.To put it a little deeper, she hates being said that "this person suddenly turned his face and changed like this".She hasn't changed, it's always been that way.Hasn't she always been like this?

Change, that word is really annoying.But who remains the same?

Emperor Verdan thought to himself: But she is still afraid.At the beginning, I always felt that I could have some special adaptation method between humans and insects, such as a little acrobat who stepped on a tightrope, because I was very special and unique.But time, the more time passed, the more she realized that she was getting smaller and smaller.At the beginning, she grew up with human beings from the baby stage, learned to become an ordinary person, and became a mercenary.Time, time, like running water, never again.She was just an ordinary and special person, and she had to realize painfully that what she had just destroyed was not just an illusion of character.

One, the false, deceitful ego of being human.

No more, no more, nothing will come back again.She's so fond of using our lovely women, but in the end there's nothing.How could there be anything?She shouldn't be a human being in the first place, and she shouldn't have human thinking in the first place, adding more pain and more right and wrong.But since she is the queen...

Thinking of Metea, Emperor Verdan thought of his close friend, as well as a mother in name.Her expression moved slightly, and she was about to show a wry smile, but she heard Medea's sigh:

"I'm glad you still remember Aphrodite."

"...Your Highness."

She always loves to trouble the queen.Thinking of those long-ago things, she couldn't help laughing.Yes, it would be nice to be able to feel that trace of humanity even if I saw the impatience on that delicate face and the cruel words.You can also feel that you are not so alone.Even if I bought those, but——ah, it's really cute...

"Shut up first. I have something to ask you."

Knowing what his subordinates were thinking at this time, Metia could only coldly interrupt the joyful and ready to push forward Emperor Verdan, and continued:

"I'm ready. You come directly to me on the southern star of Tranquility, and I will go with you."

"Well, please wait a moment...you, what are you talking about...?"

Emperor Verdan was not the only one responsible for the reconnaissance and assassination.But Emperor Verdan didn't mind doing those things. Although she didn't have strong physical fitness, she sometimes had her own unique charm and aspects.Having said that, the real question is - is Metea going to war?She couldn't help imitating Medea, exhaled deeply, and then realized:

"Wait, Your Highness, what's none of my business!!"

"Isn't it good? I thought you would be overjoyed and overjoyed. Anyway, I happily agreed. I'm going to pretend to be a human being and sneak into the South Commercial Federation. That's fine, just come here by yourself."

After Medea finished speaking, she turned off the telepathic communication on her own.I don't know how to say it, but in short, he was dumbfounded, and Emperor Verdan, who was shocked by the queen's sudden willfulness, froze in place.After a while, she shook her head, feeling a complex emotion in her heart.Did the person she admired never worry about these things like herself?Because she is very strong, even if she does things willfully and becomes herself, she never cares.Emperor Verdan was in a trance:

Maybe I'm just a person who cares too much about the definition of things.

Nothing is necessary at all, if you can become stronger, the swarm can be stronger... It doesn't matter whether you are a worm or a human at heart.These, those, are like flowing water, and I am always by her side——

There is no need to pretend.After all, you are yourself.

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She seemed to have watched the starry sky for a long time.The dividing line between light and dark lasted for a long time on her face, and her burning face was a little itchy. She scratched her face, and then she still stared at the beautiful Milky Way.But before he finally turned around to leave, Emperor Verdan saw a person through his reflection.She frowned, but still turned around calmly and looked at the man.Elichel stood in the dark, staring at Emperor Verdan who was divided into two halves by the realm of black and white, and it may have been quite a while.

Emperor Verdan smiled at him.She thought: This is really a smile that she will never show.It is neither false nor sweet, and only contains plain and subconscious politeness, almost repelling people thousands of miles away.

"What's the matter? Tired of wearing the mask?"

He said coldly.It's the same as always, cold, unkind, and an idiot who doesn't know what he's thinking.Emperor Verdan smiled slightly, then rolled up his broken hair:

"What else?"

She knew exactly what she was like.Backlighting, the edges glow slightly, which can remind people of the beautiful artistic conception of standing in the holy light or something, but unfortunately it is not suitable for me.Tiredness is like the bubbles that still rise after the beer foam bursts, one by one, slow, seemingly endless, she is too tired to pretend to be "vigorous", "lively", and what other things she has set for herself A series of disguised characters, just standing there slack.

Please, what thought does Emperor Verdan have in his heart like a hiccup from hyperacidity: I am already very tired.

"I mean,"

Step by step, he approached Emperor Verdan who was standing in front of the slanted French window.His tone even sounded a little relaxed, which is really not a good thing.

Elichel stared at herself.

With those green and slender, somewhat dark gray eyes.Looking into those eyes, Emperor Verdan wanted to say something, but thinking of what he seemed to be about to say, he quietly shut up.After a while, he said:

"Were you ever human?"

At that moment, she remembered that Elichel had asked her if she wanted tea.The answer was ready to come out, Emperor Verdan responded with a more gentle smile, and she looked sideways at the end of the corridor.Then gradually, I began to organize the words and put them into sentences:

"It's okay to tell you. Although I am older than Tyrell, I have never tasted the taste of being a human in the past 242 years."

"Indeed. I once grew up in the arms of human beings. Indeed, I have been with human beings to this day. But I will always have a body, not a human being. Thank you for worrying about me, but I know very well. I am not those transformations of sea monsters. Biology, I always knew who I was and who I should be."

"If you have a human mind, why would you..."

He got closer.Emperor Verdan took a deep breath, trying his best not to spit out the breath on the man.Right on target, really.Thinking of this, Emperor Verdan thought to himself: It might be useful to be a dozen minutes earlier, just a little bit.But now she knows exactly what to do.She will not be greedy for warmth, nor eager for hugs, she just wants to devour.But she didn't want to talk to Elichelle about it, it was useless.She also didn't want to destroy the beautiful part of herself that might have been hidden in this man's heart, so she just asked with a smile:

"How old is Elichelle?"

He glanced at her cautiously.But she really didn't have anything about disputes or massacres in her heart, it was just a rare clarification, and even her face was extremely clean, like a crescent of water.After all, Emperor Verdan was a little uncomfortable with this, so he replied in a muffled voice:

"24 is old."

"Isn't that a very young age for a human being?"

She started to feel a little dazed again, she didn't quite remember who was the enemy or who she was facing, she just wanted to express.She just wanted to say these words, to an object.

Emperor Verdan then said seriously:

"Human beings always feel that these things are very important, and those things are very important. But if they can live for a long time, for a long time, are those things important? If people can really live that long, the helplessness is just your fault It's just something between breaths. Helplessness is that you have two roads, and you can only go one forever. But I will never regret it, even if I know that once I can elope with the person I like, but only spend one night together, I do not know either."

After a long time, Elichel still looked at her with complicated emotions.But she knew he was just looking at a ghost from the past.She smiled slightly and said a little tiredly:

"I'm going to go on a mission in a while. Speaking of which, when we meet again in the future, it may not be so peaceful. To be honest, I feel like crying...well, what's the matter?"

She looked at the man with an almost fixed expression with a half-smile, and reached out to touch him.She remembered the same expression when she first met him, from beginning to end.She still remembered many, many things, but those were gone too, years, endless years.She touched the man's face, touched the fine hairs on his face, and then a sudden impulse surged in her heart.She pretended to be casual and said:

"Want to kiss me?"

Elichelle did not blush.He said:

"think."

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"I wanted to ask you why you already suspected me of being a bug, but you still... Forget it, it hurts to talk about it. Anyway, see you then."

Emperor Verdan retracted the topic with a little embarrassment, and jumped on the boat.

She didn't—really—like this guy a little bit, did she?This thought lingered in her mind and could not be dispelled for a long time.But then she closed the door fiercely, without waiting for the other party's answer, she also shut the bright everything out of the door, telling herself not to think too much.

What are you thinking?She told herself to listen: You know what to expect.

But she was still, still irritated, rolling round and round on the boat, until the only crew member on the boat (because of the loss of her body, she had to make one together, using the ingredients in the refrigerator, including lemon ice cream, etc.) asked her:

"Boss, when are we leaving?"

"Don't bother me!!! I'm broken in love!!!!!!"

After the other party was silent for more than ten seconds, Emperor Verdan revealed his head from behind the pillow, and roared angrily with his messy hair:

"Now!!! Immediately!!!!!!!!!!" Then, angrily, she took out the unopened bottle of portable nutrition that she had been carrying with her, and drank vigorously.