don't want to fall in love [abo]

Qin Ming remembered that Liu Ting and Guan Zizhou had quarreled over this issue, so he quickly made amends: "That's not what I mean! I don't object to other combinations of beta and alpha or other methods. I believe in true love, and I will bless them. But, once When it comes to myself, I will suspect that I will not have good results with Alpha."

Liu Ting reluctantly accepted his explanation: "Do you not believe in Fu Yu or yourself?"

If you can't say it to Fu Yu, it's easier to say it to your friends.

"Why would an alpha like me? I'm so ordinary. I caught a lot of them on the street. I'm lazy and love to eat. I don't have any advantages or specialties. Even if I have, I will run away with omega in the end, between ao It's so pitiful to leave me alone at that time."

"The public should accept ao. Beta will only be ridiculed, and will not get sympathy if it is abandoned. Since it will be lost in the end, it is better to never get it..."

"Fu Yu must have said that he liked my words because he thought it was new for a while. When he calms down, he will be glad that I didn't accept him back then."

"It's better for both parties."

Liu Ting pressed the recording button when he realized that Qin Ming's state was not right, and sent it to Fu Yu in real time.

The problem was not as simple as he thought. Qin Ming was not simply frightened and unacceptable all of a sudden, but more like a long-term inherent thought.

Qin Ming came out of the state, a little embarrassed: "I said a lot of inexplicable things, don't mind."

"It's nothing. Venting more is good for your health. What are good friends for? Aren't they just as trash cans?"

Coupled with Liu Ting's sneer, the self-deprecation abruptly turned into a sarcasm.

"If beta can't be with alpha, who told you?"

"No one told me, I just thought it was right..."

"There's another question, let's not talk about whether he is worthy or not, whether he will go with others in the future, just ask your own heart, do you want to live with Fu Yu?"

Qin Ming recalled the sense of fulfillment after seeing Fu Yu in the morning, and wanted to see him every day and hear him say good morning.

"I have no idea…"

"That's fine," duplicity, if you don't know, it means you are willing, press the button to send, and Liu Ting greets, "Let's go, start working."

"that's it"

"That's it" Liu Ting repeated, "What else do you want?"

Qin Ming: "I don't want to..." I always feel that you are going to make a bigger move, and I am ready to accept it, so it ends like this.

"Fish at work, deduct wages and you support me"

On the other side, Fu Yu was negotiating with the director.

Fu Yu belongs to that if you don’t do it, if you do it, you must do your best.The first contact with cardiac surgery was because of grandma's heart disease. Grandma Fu's surgery was too difficult and risky, and the previous successful cases were only a few in a thousand.The technology is not mature enough, coupled with Grandma Fu's identity, no one dares to do it.Grandma Fu didn't want them to embarrass them, so she offered to give up the operation, and finally, after a few years of delay, she passed away.

It was at that time that Fu Yu had the idea of ​​challenging others, and he had no grand wish to develop technology and save others.Grandma Fu's death was the first shocking wave for him who had a peaceful life at that time.Frustrated here, climbed up here, the harder it is, the more it arouses his interest, and he accepts the challenge from outside his heart.

In the next few years, Fu Yu devoted himself to studying the heart and mind. He has a super enviable learning ability, and he has reached a height that is difficult for others to reach in a shorter time than others.After entering the hospital, he quickly stood out among the new doctors with his proficient technique and fast, accurate and steady hand speed. Now he is the No.1 under the director of cardiac surgery in the hospital, and he is the key training object of the hospital.

The hospital wanted to keep talents, but Fu Yu was eager to pursue people, and made up his mind that Qin Ming would be there wherever he was, and no conditions could impress him.

After the director was settled, Fu Yu quickened his pace. What was originally resolved with a letter, wasted a long time because of the director's persuasion.

I hope to see Qin Ming before lunch and accompany him to the cafeteria.

The communicator rang, it was Liu Ting, click on it, there was only one voice in it.

"I'm so ordinary..."

Qin Ming's hoarse and low voice was transmitted from one side to this side through technology, without distortion or mechanical sound, as if Qin Ming was standing in front of him, telling him the grievances, helplessness and joy in his heart.

Fu Yu leaned against the wall and listened to it several times.Fu Yu has an ability unknown to others. He can vaguely infer a person's personality based on his actions, language, and demeanor.For example, when he saw Xiao Yezi for the first time, although she was panicked on the surface, he judged that she was actually brave, strong and unyielding. With these qualities, he could not be judged to be a good person, but he knew that she would not lie easily.Relatives and friends only know that he is very accurate in seeing people, but they don't know why.

This ability brings him a lot of convenience, but analyzing a person is too brain-intensive, so he doesn't use it often.

Qin Ming was the first time he had doubts about this ability.Judging from his micro-expressions, Qin Ming is gentle, courteous, content with the status quo and even a little cautious, but some of his actions tell him that Qin Ming is lively, bold, firm and optimistic.Fu Yu only thinks that people are changeable and cannot be simply analyzed like data.

Curiosity is the beginning of the fall.

However, he did not see Qin Ming's repressed self deep in his heart.

Fu Yu hated herself, spoke love language, but didn't notice her lover's cry for help, had this ability, but failed to help the person who wanted to help the most.

Fu Yu changed direction and went to the psychological room. He could only judge that Qin Ming's conflict must be caused by his injuries when he was a child. What exactly is it and how to solve it requires professional help.

Qin Ming at noon today is very strange, he must go to the first floor of the third canteen of B University, and must sit at the window seat last time.Liu Ting rolled his eyes, turned on the communicator, and exclaimed: "Fu Yu sent me a text message, saying that he couldn't come at noon because he had something to do, and he won't be able to come until the afternoon!"

Qin Ming widened his eyes, and looked at Liu Ting accusingly and aggrievedly.Why send it to you but not to me.I checked my communicator again, it was fully functional and fully charged.

More aggrieved.

"I'm overreacting," Liu Ting said helplessly, "I'm lying to you, I haven't received any text messages."

then how do you know he's coming at noon

"Your face is full of spring and eagerness, who else can't see it."

There is no spring heart.

"Hey, hey, there is still a big living person here, whoever can translate it for me, don't you two get together behind my back, they are connected with each other, and you can know what to say just by looking at the expression." Wen Le couldn't hear it Understand their charades, interrupt directly.He has the largest volume and is also the most often overlooked.

"Oh, yes, Fatty Wen can't see it either."

"I can't see anything, the baby is going to be angry!"

The voice of the text message rang, it was from Qin Ming, from Fu Yu, he clicked on it: "Something happened at noon and I can't come here, I can only come in the afternoon, sorry, baby, I love you."

!!!

"Did he really not send you a text message!!!"

"He really didn't come!!!"

"Holy crap! 'Baby, love you' when did you guys get fucked!!!"

Three shouts came from the table by the window at the same time, attracting dissatisfied eyes from other diners.

"Fu Yu will send it to you, what are you hiding?"

"Fatty, start!" It's no longer possible to joke around these days!Liu Ting turned on the communicator and put it on the table, "See clearly, there is no relationship between me and him!"

The table was silent.

Qin Ming stretched out his hand, clicked on the voice above, and said thank you.

Liu Ting lacked confidence, and actually forgot the recording in the morning in a moment of impatience.

Good and evil will eventually be rewarded, and the way of heaven is good for reincarnation.

"This is, the recording of what you said this morning..."

"Recording" realized something was wrong, so Qin Ming clicked on that voice.

"I'm so ordinary..."

The familiar voice and familiar words are exactly the conversation in the morning.

Qin Ming turned off the voice, trembling with anger: "I trust you, so I tell you what's in my heart, that's how you treat me! You sold me!"

"He is your man, no matter how he sells it, it is not certain whether you will be able to achieve a positive result in this life based on your pissing nature."

"That's my business too, it's not your turn to interfere! You can just make some harmless jokes! You just decide such an important matter at will! I'm so disappointed in you!" Qin Ming couldn't help roaring, After speaking, he still couldn't understand his hatred, hammered down the table, and left the restaurant.

"I'm really meddling in my own business today! Don't worry, I won't say anything more about you in the future!" Liu Ting was also angry at him, turned and walked in another direction.

Wen Le looked around and continued to eat, it's shameful to waste food.And quarrel like children.

Qin Ming walked out of University B, went to the door of the laboratory, and turned back to the dormitory area. His anger dissipated and his senses returned. He regretted being too impulsive just now.

The weather was warm with the warmth of early spring, and the sun was shining, casting broken spots of light through the gaps in the leaves.Qin Ming walked aimlessly in the tree-lined avenue, his brain seemed to calm down, and he couldn't think as if he was stuffed with things.Fu Yu, Liu Ting, Guan Zizhou, and Xiao Yezi reincarnated in their minds in the past few days, and in the end only Fu Yu's deep eyes remained.

I promised to come over at noon, why did I miss the appointment, is there anything more important than me?

He felt that he who had such thoughts was like a jealous loser who couldn't grasp happiness and could only complain, which was disgusting.

It was getting dark again, and Qin Ming was tired from walking, so he found a random step and sat down, in a daze, not knowing where he was.

The temperature difference between day and night was huge. After a while, the heat remaining on Qin Ming's body was sucked away by the darkness of the night, leaving no trace of warmth.

Suddenly very confused, like to be with Fu Yu, it is difficult to refuse his tenderness, but also unable to accept his feelings.

Even if it will be lost in the end, the days together are still a precious memory.

Work hard so you won't regret it in the future.

Be confident and you will be happy.

He has drunk a lot of chicken soup, and he understands the truth.He felt that he could be with Fu Yu, but there was always a voice in his heart that stopped him, saying: beta should not be with alpha, and should not have expectations for alpha. Alpha will only follow behind omega.

"No, I will not."

A firm voice came from the darkness.

"You found me again."

"No matter where you are, I can find you."

Fu Yu stepped forward and hugged Qin Ming: "It's getting late, I'll take you home."

"En." Qin Ming responded softly, and buried his head in his arms.

Fu Yu brought Qin Ming to Jiayu Garden and hugged him with a quilt to keep him warm.

Without the lights on, the hearing is more sensitive under invisible conditions.The sound of Fu Yu's breathing rang in Qin Ming's ears, and his heartbeat gradually synchronized with the sound of breathing.

Fu Yu knew all the deepest thoughts in his heart, like a shelled snail exposed to the sun, Qin Ming was unscrupulous in front of Fu Yu, but he was extremely at ease.

"I was fierce to Liu Ting." Apart from his poisonous tongue, Liu Ting had no other shortcomings. He took good care of him and Wen Le in every aspect. Today Liu Ting helped him, but he was afraid in his heart, afraid that this omega would snatch Fu Yu away.

"It's okay, we will apologize tomorrow, and he will forgive you." Fu Yu went to the laboratory but did not find Qin Ming, and learned about what happened in Wen Le.

"I don't know what's wrong, I've become suspicious, I really hate myself like this."

Fu Yu kissed his earlobe: "You don't need to deliberately change, just be yourself, no matter what kind of you you are, I want it."

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"According to your description, your friend does have some problems. This is not a mental illness. It is because he was persecuted when he was young, which affected his character formation. The distrust of himself and others is due to his denial of himself. , Therefore, for such patients, first of all, we must affirm them and affirm their existence.”