The Queen's Story - I fell in love with my rival

At noon, I went back to the hospital.

When I opened the door and walked in, Lin Tao was reading the magazine Shen Le gave him.

"Here, my buddy made it for you." I handed the insulated lunch box to him.

He happily opened the lid and took a look.

"Didn't you say porridge? This..."

"You really don't know good from bad. I didn't want to think about what Shen Le said during the day. Maybe white porridge really doesn't taste much, so I went to the supermarket and bought spinach and pork liver. Spinach and pork liver porridge also nourishes blood."

"Well, you are really virtuous! You really are a good woman and man at home."

"Get out! Even eating can't stop your mouth!"

"Hahaha."

I asked for a few days off on purpose to concentrate on taking care of this product. Now the company has no leader, otherwise I wouldn't have such a long vacation.

Shen Le came every day, sending this to that, and Lin Tao didn't have much reaction.Yuemiao also comes sometimes, and then I send her away.

Later, this guy was finally discharged from the hospital, and I finally didn't have to run around.

After Lin Tao was discharged from the hospital, he couldn’t eat many things, so I could only work as a cook for him. He recuperated obediently for more than half a month and finally healed up, so he resumed work, but there were still many things he couldn’t eat. So every time he eats, I follow him, put the things he wants to eat but can't eat into my bowl, and every time he gnashes his teeth angrily.

Today I went to the movies with my girlfriend, she was still crying, and I was still sound asleep.

When we were parting, she still hugged me, and this time I learned from my previous experience and kissed her quickly.

"What, do you want to come in and have a cup of coffee!" Her face flushed.

"it is good."

She pulled me into the elevator, saw that there was no one inside, and put her hand into my clothes, she was so shy that she didn't dare to look up at me.After finally reaching the door of her house, she took out the key to open the door, and pulled me directly to the bedroom and pushed me onto the bed.

She didn't turn on the light, and unbuttoned me in the dim light.

In fact, I was still prepared. Although I have no experience in this field, sometimes I think about what I should do when I think about it.

She lay on top of me and kissed me slowly, from mouth to...

Finally she got off me in disappointment and lay on my side.

"It turns out that you really have a problem. I've been thinking of you for such a good offer before, so why haven't you looked for it? Even if you can hold back mentally, can you really hold back physically?" She said slowly, " In fact, it is better to discover this matter earlier than later, is this the first time for you?"

"Yeah." If it's with a woman, this is really the first time.

"Princess, I'm sorry, I don't think I can accept a sexless marriage. Purely spiritual love, I'm afraid I really can't."

"But...I..." I suddenly didn't know what to say.

"Princess, I've always felt strange before. I always feel that we are not like couples in love, but more like friends. Do you know what it feels like to be in real love, Princess?"

"This... I don't seem to have seriously thought about this question before."

"No, it's not that you didn't think about it. Maybe you haven't met it yet. I believe that in the future, there should be someone who can accept your detached feelings, but I'm really sorry!"

"..."

I got up and got dressed.

"Yue Miao, you are a good girl, I'll go first!" I opened the door of her house and walked out.

I was driving in the vast night, why didn't my heart feel the slightest, shouldn't it hurt?How come there is an illusion of relief?

But regarding what happened just now, as a man, I still feel a blow!

I drove the car to the riverside and sat on the steps. In fact, when Qingmiao kissed me on the bed just now, all I could think of was Lin Tao's face and all the desires that appeared in my dreams. Trying to provoke my desire, but my heart is not hot at all, the more she touches me, the more uncomfortable I am.

I felt a little messy in my head, and suddenly wanted to drink some wine and sober up.

I went to the gay bar that Lin Tao took me to, there were all kinds of men in it, I ordered wine and drank it all in one go, I saw all kinds of men kissing, but this time I have no I felt it, and even fantasized that it was me and Lin Tao.

I have lived such a long life in vain, but I have tried to deceive myself in vain!

I suddenly felt extremely ridiculous...

In the morning, the sun shone into the room, and I slowly opened my eyes. I drank until the last night, and now I am still a little dizzy.

I lifted the quilt and looked at the red bruises all over my body.

When I got out of bed, my legs were soft and my feet were soft, plus the chrysanthemum pain.

There was a burst of fragrance from the kitchen, and my stomach started to growl, so I put on my big pants and hurried to look, only to see Lin Tao wearing an apron, waving a spatula and frying eggs.

"You wake up, go sit at the dining table, you'll be fine soon, you'll definitely be in pain the first time, and you'll be fine later." He looked at me tenderly, just like looking at a lover, I couldn't help but slap Shivering, goosebumps all over my body.

What the hell?Can anyone tell me what happened last night?

I sat at the dining table, and Lin Tao put the prepared breakfast in front of me and brought me hot milk.When he brought it to me, he even kissed me.

"Well..." I said, "what happened last night?"

"Ah? You ask me?" Lin Tao looked at me in disbelief.

"Well, that one was drunk and fragmented, so I don't remember anything!"

"You..." Lin Tao's face was ugly, "I really can't remember at all."

"I really don't remember anything!" I shook my head, "What happened yesterday, would you like to explain to me?" I looked at Lin Tao seriously.

Lin Tao's face became more and more serious, "Yesterday I received a call from you, asking me to go to the bar to find you, and then I saw that you were so drunk, I finally brought you home..." Lin Tao didn't say anything else .

"and then?"

"When you got home, you hugged me and kissed me, took off all my clothes in an instant, and said that you like me and want me to fuck you hard!"

"..."

"What's the matter?" Lin Tao supported his head, obviously disappointed, "So, it seems that I misunderstood!"

I looked at him motionless, and the first time I co-authored passed without any feeling or memory, which was really a disadvantage.

"I'm sorry, princess, I really shouldn't be so impulsive, I..." Lin Tao lowered his head deeply.

There was silence in the air, and I didn't know what to say.

I walked over and hugged Lin Tao who was on the chair.He was obviously taken aback by this sudden tenderness, I thought his current mood should be like riding a roller coaster.

"Let me tell you, you have to promise me that you are not allowed to talk to that smelly policeman in the future, do you hear me!"

"..."

"I asked you something, did you hear me?"

"Are you teasing me on purpose?" He looked up into my eyes with joy.

"Oh, that's not true. I was really drunk. I really don't remember the fact that we went to bed."

"..."

"However, I think I probably understand that I don't want to suppress my feelings anymore!"

"You don't even remember, are you sure you can accept it? The last time you saw two men kissing in a bar, you vomited so hard outside! You know, if we are really together, there are some things we have to do. "

"Can you give me some time? I think I still have to get used to it physically."

"No problem! I definitely won't force you!"

"Actually, seeing Mr. Wang like that now, I think, if you love each other, why bother each other so much, we two are fine, don't mess around, okay?"

"it is good."

Lin Tao wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly.

"Isn't it a little too fast for the two of us?" I looked up at the ceiling.

"..."

"However, you are a person who holds everything in your heart, and you are not afraid of making mistakes. If I haven't noticed it all the time, do you want to keep secretly liking it? Like, like Mr. Bai?"

"It should be. I can't just think about myself. Besides, you were really a straight guy at the time. Actually, I also thought about it, but after thinking about it, I gave up."

"Then Mr. Bai, do you still love him?"

"Actually speaking, it was only when I saw Mr. Wang later that I realized it. I feel that maybe my feelings for Brother Bai are not what I have always thought. They are probably gratitude or admiration, but you always make me have physical feelings. impulse!"

"Pull you down, I allow you to reserve a place for Mr. Bai. Don't you remember that you kissed me once, and it was a very deep one. I can't breathe because of your kiss!"

"Ah, there is such a thing?" Lin Tao looked at me in surprise.

"That's right, when Boss Bai just passed away, one day you were so drunk that I wiped your face with good intentions, but you pressed me on the bed, called his name, and kissed me." The more I recalled The more angry he was, he patted Lin Tao's face desperately.

"This...ha, this...then can I come back now?"

Lin Tao got up all of a sudden, hugged me to the dinner table, and kissed me...