Lan Congxiao

"Why are you torturing yourself like this?" Qiu Zhu sat in front of the window with a pale face. Qin Yun walked into the room, took off her thick cotton robe, and placed the basket on the table, "I don't expect you to forgive me." , but can you take good care of your own body." Qin Yun said lowly, even though she had been practicing Buddhism for many years and had no desires, but Qiuzhu was her only child, the flesh that fell from her body, he was sick, How can a mother not be in pain.

"Illness, is it because you think about it and it will be cured?" Qiu Zhu has been talking nonsense recently, without beginning or end. Some people say that he is sick and insane. In the near future, the second young master's illness will never recover.

"It's just a cold, not a serious disease, as long as you take good care of yourself." Qin Yun put her coat on Qiu Zhu's body, and held his cold hand, which was still so cold after a long time.In Qin Yun's memory, Qiu Zhu had never been sick like this, and she clearly knew the root cause of all this.

"Someone has seen Xun Fei, a thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy with delicate features, wearing our clothes, and he was riding a passing merchant's carriage on the road. He was safe and sound." Qin Yun had no choice but to mention Xun Fei, and that child was the one. The crux of everything is the source of Qiuzhu's terminal illness.

"But I dreamed that someone wanted him to die, and he was strangled by a pair of big hands." A sneer on the corner of his mouth instantly called Qin Yun's heart, "Mother..."

Since Xun Fei left, this was the first time Qiu Zhu called her, and Qin Yun immediately held his hand tightly, "Yes, mother is here..."

"You often read Buddhist scriptures, so do you know what hell is like?" The voice was low and hoarse, pretending to be relaxed, but anyone could hear the haggardness in the voice "Eight fevers, eight colds, wandering monks, loneliness ...Avi Hell is only the lowest level of the eight fevers, but it is called the Hell of Infinity. However, the loneliness on the No.18 level is the most tormenting, experiencing dozens of the most painful past events every day, and it is endless The loneliness, without light and sound..."

"Stop talking..." Qin Yun stretched out her hand to block Qiu Zhu, but just the slightest mention of this feeling made her feel like a knife.

"Okay, let's not talk..." Qiu Zhu fell into silence again, and the smile on the corner of her mouth lingered, but it was frightening.

In the past few days, several matchmakers began to come and go in and out of the villa. Qiu Zhu's face was haggard, and no one dared to disturb him casually, but he still braced himself, looked through the rosters handed over by those companies, and drew circles from time to time. When Qin Yun brought the decoction, he would ask her for her opinion.

"These girls are right in line with Lin Qi, and they know a little bit about the art of distorting yellow, so they can help him manage the pharmacy in the future." Now Qiuzhu is on a whim, remembering that every time she comes out, Lin Zhengqing and Qin Yun can only follow him. and go.

"It's just that I don't know how it looks like, whether it can suit Lin Qi's heart." Qiu Zhu's worry turned into a smile on the corner of Qin Yun's mouth, "Ordinary people usually meet for the first time when they get married, so why worry about it?" of."

"Could it be that you and your father only met on the night of the bridal chamber?" Qiu Zhu came back, which made Qin Yun feel ashamed. "When your father was young, he was also a bastard, climbing the wall in our backyard all day long."

"Isn't it climbing the wall every day?" Qiu Zhu said straight away, and made a rare joke about his parents, "But the young master has become a master now." Laughing, her chest trembled again , Coughed violently.

"You've also learned to make fun of your father." Qin Yun stretched out her hands nervously to caress his chest, comforting him. "However, after taking medicine for many days, it still doesn't improve. Instead, it got worse."

"No problem." Coughing slightly, he waved his hand and continued to look through the roster with a pale face. Dad can't be bothered anymore, who is going to lie on the wall to see you?"

The words fell gently on Qin Yun's heart, but the blow was so hard that she couldn't speak for a long time.

Leaving the Bieyuan, Qin Yun walked slowly in the garden of the villa. Today, the cold wind was much less, only to find that the scenery of the garden was the same as before leaving that year, with rockery ponds, and the appearance of those flowers and plants.

"In a blink of an eye, the autumn candle is eighteen." Qin Yun sighed alone.

Walking along the pond, I came to the place where both of them drowned. The railings here have already been repaired, and even if I stretched out my hand and pushed hard, it still didn't move.

"Madam, let's go." Aunt Qing didn't know the truth about Shuangshuang's death, she just thought Madam was in love with the scene, so she wanted to leave quickly to avoid being sad.

"Yun'er." Lin Zhengqing and the butler passed by here, seeing Qin Yun rarely coming out for a walk, waved the butler to leave first, and walked towards the pond alone.

Qin Yun turned around slowly, her eyes moved slightly, Lin Zhengqing understood before she could speak.

"This year's weather is extremely cold, so I don't want to wear more." Speaking of untiing her cotton robe and wrapping Qin Yun tightly, Aunt Qing felt that she shouldn't be disturbed, so she quietly retreated.

Qin Yun stretched out her hand to pull the cotton gown, which felt much warmer than her own. She shrank her body, but she looked even thinner.

"You have worked really hard these past few days." He knew that Qin Yun made every meal and every bowl of soup and medicine for Qiu Zhu, and delivered them in person. His complexion was not much better than that of his son.

"I haven't taken care of him for more than ten years, so these few days are nothing." Qin Yun's voice is always flat, not as enchanting as the second lady, and seems to take everything lightly, unmoved .The bigger the autumn candle was, the more Lin Zhengqing could see the shadow of Qin Yun from him. There were always similarities in the behavior and the occasional speech of the mother and son.

"Well, I will go with you for the meals and soups you have prepared in the future. If that kid dares to disrespect you, I will punish him." Then he put his hand on Qin Yun's shoulder, as if he was in the past Intimacy "I don't know if this is okay?"

"It's good that the autumn candles are safe."

"Master..." At this time, the second lady's voice suddenly interjected between the two of them, and she turned around, still wearing the long light red dress and brocade robe, "Sister, it's freezing cold, we'd better go back and get it." Keeping warm, especially my sister's body can't stand the toss."

Qin Yun was more polite than before, but this time when she came back, she never paid attention to her, her smile faded away, and it was flat, which always made the second wife displeased.

"It's rare that Yun'er wants to go out for a walk." Lin Zhengqing knew in his heart that the second lady could possibly be passing by. In the few days since Qin Yun came back, she was always thinking about it every day and was on guard.But in his heart, he also thought to himself, now that Qiuzhu's illness is worrying Qin Yun, it's better not to cause her to leave again.