Lan Congxiao

"Xun Fei! Come out! If you continue to play tricks on me today, I will let you copy your mother's scriptures!" Unfortunately, the place is empty, and only echoes are heard, and Xun Fei is obviously not here.

Qiu Zhu came back in a daze, only bringing back a pony, but no trace of her.Aunt Qing was very anxious, but she only listened to Qin Yun's orders, prepared ginger soup, lit the stove and waited for Qiu Zhu to return.

"Young master, why did you make yourself into this appearance." Qiu Zhu was in a state of distress, her gown was stained and stained, and she searched for many places.

"Hurry up and boil some hot water." Qin Yun's expression was flat, obviously already aware of the matter.

"I still have places I haven't looked for..." She turned around in a daze and was about to go out. Aunt Qing hurriedly pulled her back, "Young master, don't look for it." Once she knew it, she knew that if the child didn't come back by herself, no one else could find it.

"When I found the horse, Xun Fei disappeared. He must have fallen off the horse halfway because of his poor riding skills. He must have been injured..." He murmured to himself, completely missing his former handsome appearance.

"Qiu Zhu, you are as smart as you, how can you not know, if you look for something wrong, let the horseshoe prints lead you away, I will definitely choose another way to leave, and it will be futile for you to search again." Qin Yun grasped Qiu Zhu's wrist, Qiu Zhu stared at her firmly, raised her lips a few times, but hesitated to speak.

"Young master, drink ginger soup first, and change your clothes. The dew will stain your body, and the moisture will make you sick." Aunt Qing forcibly pulled Qiu Zhu back into the room. Staying on Qin Yun's body.

Qiu Zhu sat on the chair, stared at the door and remained motionless. Aunt Qing took some of the meals he had cooked so hard, and kindly comforted him, "I haven't eaten for a day, let's eat some."

His gaze fell slowly, and the few side dishes that he had learned for a few days were particularly dazzling. With a wave of his sleeves, they were all swept to the ground, "I don't want to see it again, I just poured it all out."

"Okay, okay, I'll make some new ones." Aunt Qing only realized later, she wished she could slap herself a few times, she knew exactly who it was for, but she came to poke Qiuzhu's sore spot.

Qin Yun sat cross-legged on the futon, facing a statue of Guanyin, chanting scriptures as usual.

Aunt Qing broke in in a panic, and quickly reported, "Madam, we should entrust the owner to find Xun Fei, even for the sake of the young master, he is about to become possessed, he won't eat or drink, and will be moody."

After hearing this, Qin Yun slowly opened her eyes, but still recited the Guanyin Heart Sutra without haste, "Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, walks the deep prajnaparamita for a long time, sees that the five aggregates are empty, and overcomes all hardships..."

"lady……"

"Xun Feihe once said that he would never return, Qiu Zhu understands in his heart, let him go." Qin Yun has always been very concerned about Qiu Zhu, but now that her son is like this, the mother does not seem to be worried at all.

"But the most urgent thing is..." Aunt Qing was anxious that Qiu Zhu would damage her body if she didn't eat or drink.

After late at night, Qin Yun had no intention of going to bed. She just recited the Heart Sutra over and over again, but the beads in her hand turned faster and faster. "Amitabha, even if you turn to the Buddha, you still cannot avoid greed, hatred, ignorance, hatred, love, evil desire, and the disciple's sin."

The door behind her was pushed open with a palm, Qin Yun had already guessed who was coming, and got up from the futon unhurriedly, "It's earlier than I wanted, it shows that you have calmed down a lot."

"Mother, these are arranged by you." Qiu Zhu questioned her face-to-face, Qin Yun was neither angry nor angry, and accepted Qiu Zhu's anger indifferently

"The departure of Xun Fei was done on purpose by you!"

"You can't force anything, so why do you have to find Fei to stay by your side every step of the way." Qin Yun hadn't eaten for a day, her face was pale, and the mother and son faced each other silently in the room.

After a long time, Qiu Zhu slapped the wall with a palm, and a long and thin crack appeared on the wall, "Everyone can leave me, but only Xunbu...no!"

"Leave without saying goodbye. You are looking for someone you didn't choose. You are not looking for someone who is not your biological mother or biological father. You have no right to make decisions for him." The mother, who has always been gentle and gentle, has a tone as hard as a rock. biological son.

"He has no father, no mother, and no home. I taught him to raise him. No one in the world is more qualified to take care of him than me!" Heart, Qin Yun turned her head away, not to experience that feeling.

"You and him... the fate is over, just let fate."

"What a resignation to fate, reincarnation of cause and effect, you left me like this 13 years ago." Blood dripped slowly along the fingertips, Qiu Zhu moved towards Qin Yun step by step, leaving glaring drops of blood on the floor tiles "13 years ago, you resigned yourself to fate and left me alone, and now you are resigned to fate again, and I have nothing to blame."

"Qiu Zhu!" It was Qin Yun's sore spot 13 years ago, and no one dared to mention it, but today it was uncovered by Qiu Zhu like this.

"Mother, you are pure-hearted and ascetic, and see through the world of mortals, but you have never seen through yourself for so many years. You are not resigned to fate, but you are avoiding the death of both of you back then." Qiu Zhu asked in a voice, Qin Yun's face was pale, and her lips trembled. Bai, remembering the way Shuangshuang was picked up from the water back then, "Back then Erniang ordered someone to saw off the railing. She intended to kill me, but Shuangshuang hit and fell into the pond by mistake."

"What!" A sudden truth hit Qin Yun fiercely, and after a while of dizziness, she barely stood up while supporting the table, "Your second mother..."

"I knew about this early in the morning, but there is no evidence, so I never exposed it." Qiu Zhu held Qin Yun's wrist tightly with bloody hands, trembling, "Brother and Erniang are not at all It's become a climate, I don't care if they make small troubles in the villa, just because you asked me to be humble in everything since childhood, just because we owe them a double. But now, you don't want to stay here for me. Mother , do you know what stupidity is?"

"You..." Qin Yun's body was weak, and she was holding on to the arm tightly held by Qiu Zhu. Tears dripped down the back of her hand and slipped quietly, "You are different. You and Xun Fei are against ethics and against the sky And do."

"I should have noticed it a long time ago. From the time my mother persuaded me to let go, I should have known your implication. Birds have a time to return, but there is no time to return when looking for faults. What you said to let nature take its course is not to follow the law of finding faults." It’s about following Mother’s wishes, isn’t it?” Qin Yun had warned her from the very beginning, obviously she already knew that Qiu Zhu’s feelings for Xun Fei were extraordinary, so she took advantage of Xun Fei to leave, which chilled Qiu Zhu’s heart thought.

"Yes... But Qiu Zhu, you understand in your heart that you have prepared for the decision Xun Fei made. What Mother did today was just to pierce the window paper that you dare not pierce. Xun Fei is leaving this time. , he was looking for the truth, but I... was here to make you cut off your love."

"Xun Fei treats me like my own mother. How could I not know that child's mind is clear and innocent. If it wasn't for Qiu Zhu, you have been in love with him for a long time, and you have had unreasonable thoughts about him, how could I have been willing to leave him?" Qin Yun was powerless. Sitting slumped on the chair, looking up at Qiuzhu next to him with tears all over his face, his heart ached, and it was hard to express, "You would rather be a villain than go against the sky. This is a bad fate."

"So what about evil fate, what about going against the sky, the big deal is that life will be different and death will be the same point."