Lan Congxiao

Thirteen years ago, for the five-year-old Qiuzhu, it was the beginning of a nightmare. The death of his sister and mother left, and suddenly the whole courtyard became empty.

Mother left quietly while he was asleep, took nothing away, and left nothing behind.

Holding a cloak embroidered by his mother himself, he sat on the steps without crying or fussing, looking in the direction of the door, even though the courtyard was getting deserted.

Only five years old, ignorant and ignorant, Qiu Zhu only knew that in the past, whenever he lost his temper and was unhappy and kept silent, his mother would gently hug him and coax him softly, with a playful voice, just to make him happy.

So Qiu Zhu stopped talking, as if he wanted everyone to see his unhappiness, so would someone convey it to his mother for him?

Dad was very anxious, and stayed by his side every day, and found many friends to accompany him, but he never found the person he was waiting for.

After waiting for three months, overnight, the young him understood something, his mother didn't want her anymore, even if he was unhappy, those who left him would not turn back because of this, he no longer had a mother.

When he saw Xun Fei for the first time, Xun Fei was also waiting like this, waiting for a person he had never met.

At the first glance, he felt that the child was familiar to him, as if he met Lin Qiuzhu when he was a child, and he was also waiting for the result without knowing the result.

But Xunfei was different from him, he was waiting for his mother, but Xunfei didn't know who to wait for, he was just waiting for someone who could take him away.

In the beginning, the child was always pretending to be unrestrained, and didn't seem to care whether Lin Qiuzhu was the one he was waiting for, but he was extremely careful to protect this only hope, even if he was silent, he still couldn't stop the pair of words that spoke loudly. Said eyes.

The two of them sat by the small river, and the noise outside couldn't get into the tranquility here. Xun Fei hugged his legs and poked the soil by the river with a branch in his hand. Qiu Zhu also sat on the big rock very silently, watching Xun Fei's back.

Qiu Zhu taught him, and Dr. Su's book also taught him why things are contrary to his cognition, Qiu Zhu doesn't like men, but says he likes him, how to understand this series of things.

"Um... is that sister doing well?" Xun Fei asked Qiu Zhu with a question, and after thinking about it for a while, he remembered that he once said that he was a familiar sister, because her husband liked masculinity, she stayed alone. Boudoir.

"I have already shaved my hair and become a nun. Because of her husband's affairs, she was in a hurry, and the fetus was not saved, which made her heartbroken." The truth is true, Xun Fei just shrinks back, and this behavior is already asking him: In this case , why did he do this.

"I'm not very masculine, even Fang Yuliang and the big brother make me feel disgusted, but there is only one man in the world." He got up and walked towards Xun Fei, bent down and took the child into his arms from behind.

Xun Fei jumped up suddenly, and hurriedly shouted, "This is wrong, what you said...it's wrong." Qiu Zhu hung her hand in the air, as if she wanted to hold the child's hand tightly, but Xun Fei turned around in a hurry escaped.

Someone knocked on the door of the pharmacy, Lin Qi opened the door from the inside, and shouted in a daze, "Who is it..."

Xun Fei stood outside with his head bowed, he knew that today Lin Qi was going home to accompany his father, wandering alone in the street, not knowing where to go, he stopped at their family's pharmacy in the blink of an eye.

"Looking for something? What am I doing here if I don't go back to sleep and finish running at night?" Stretching out his hand, the child's forehead was wet. "Come in, don't catch a cold."

He fetched water to wipe Xun Fei's face and hands, while saying brokenly, "You are such a young master, I have never served a young master like this before." He pulled the quilt to cover him.

The environment of Lin Qi's pharmacy is not as good as that of Weiming Villa, but Lin Qi always said that living here is the time when he feels most at ease.

Xun Fei was lying inside, Lin Qi was lying outside, the two of them were covered with two quilts, Xun Fei's silence finally made Lin Qi unbearable and opened his mouth first.

"Are you making the young master angry? Are you afraid to go home?" But he understands that the matter is not simple, and Xun Fei will not be so silent no matter how serious the trouble is, but this must have something to do with the young master.

These days, he has already gotten used to it. As his father gets old and his health goes from bad to worse, many things are handed over to Xun Fei to take care of him. There are secrets between Xun Fei and Young Master, so he can let him know if he can’t ask. And went, obviously this secret is not a small one, because for several days looking for Fei is not happy, the young master's brows and eyes are full of sorrow.

"How come I must be the one who made him angry?" He said this out of anger.

Lin Qi smiled lightly and said, "If you are angry, you still need to come to me? You must be sitting in the room waiting for the young master to coax you, you little ghost, how can you not know who is better to take advantage of?" Squeezed his cheeks, "I've always been running around these days, and I don't know many things clearly. The only one who is closest to you is you."

"He... You grew up together, and he treated you very well." Thinking of Qiu Zhu kissing him, Xun Fei stammered and spoke incoherently.

"Young Master treats people very well, but he has never treated others like you, at least in my opinion." Lin Qi rested his head on his hands and looked at the roof. Only then can you protect yourself, but he treats you very sincerely."

"He treats you very, very sincerely." Lin Qi's words made him even more depressed.

"He is a person who can't show his emotions fully, because he can't be caught by his weakness, but since he has you, even though he is strict with you, he also shows himself clearly to you. Could it be that Is there even a little fake in it?"

"You have been a master and servant for many years. When you were young, did you sleep with him and study?" Lin Qi knew it well when asked this question, "When the young master was very young, the owner would sometimes sit on his bedside, At that time, the boy was no taller than a table, and he would sleep holding his father's fingers in fear, but he never slept in the same bed as anyone."

In the middle of the speech, he stopped abruptly, looked at Xunfei, and added, "Before you appeared, the young master was young in the villa. Naturally, others have always taken care of him. He doesn't need to give way to others. You are in the eyes of the young master. Li mostly treats you like a younger brother, he makes you love you and sleeps in the same bed with you, I think this is the reason."

"Being a younger brother?" But just tonight, Qiu Zhu said that she likes him and doesn't like men, but she likes finding faults.

"I used to be jealous of you back then, and my son and I also depended on each other in the villa. You suddenly appeared and stole most of your attention. It is inevitable that you will be jealous, but Xun Fei is not from my family. Thinking about it, I understand." Besides, the young master has long planned to let me leave the villa, so it would be great if he could keep you by his side."