In the house of Lu Li and Cang Xuan, there is a studio. When they first moved here, the studio was full of portraits, half of them were "Jing Nian" and half of them were "Lu Li". As they lived here longer, " The portraits of "Lu Li" gradually increased, so that Cang Xuan had to put "Jing Nian" away, and "Lu Li" could no longer be placed.

"Husband, will you teach me too?" Lu Li sat in front of the easel, holding a brush and gesturing on the canvas. This painting Cang Xuan had just finished, and it was Lu Li's back facing the sea: "I don't think these Is 'Lu Li' too lonely? I have to draw a companion for them..."

Cang Xuan raised his eyebrows with a smug expression, only to hear Lu Li continue: "Kittens and puppies..."

"Come here, I'll teach you." Cang Xuan narrowed his eyes and pointed to the blank canvas in front of him: "Come into my husband's arms."

Lu Li smiled, and walked over obediently. Cang Xuan watched the man get closer and closer, but the other party suddenly raised his hand and drew a line on his face with a paintbrush. Cang Xuan frowned, grabbed the man's wrist, Taking advantage of the situation, she hugged him and stared at him: "It's against you?"

Lu Li's shoulders trembled slightly, and in his arms, he smiled brightly and charmingly. The portraits in the whole studio were not one ten thousandth of this person's.Cang Xuan snatched his paintbrush and made a gesture to draw back. Lu Li shrank his neck and closed his eyes, and he leaned over to steal a kiss.

"Huh? You—"

Cang Xuan laughed loudly and kissed his dazed face again, then pulled Lu Li's shoulder to make him turn around to face the canvas, then grabbed his hand and began to draw strokes on the canvas.

"Why didn't I remember that you could draw?" Lu Li tilted his head to watch him compose the picture: "You learned it in this world?"

"Otherwise?" Cang Xuan rested his chin on Lu Li's shoulder and outlined a winding path with his pen. He was going to draw their house in Holland.The smell of Lu Li's body came from the tip of his nose. It was mixed with the peppermint scent of shampoo and the sweet scent of body lotion. It made him feel very comfortable, as if he was in a large field of tulips.

[It was a house with brick-red walls, three floors and a basement. In winter, we could have a fire in front of the fireplace on the first floor, share the same cashmere blanket, and have a cup of hot cocoa.In summer, we climbed up to the attic, the night in this small village is very quiet, you can see stars like broken silver when you open the skylight...]

This passage suddenly flowed out of Cangxuan's memory, as if he had returned to the day when he told Jingnian all this. At that time, he had just recovered his memory and was thinking of taking Jingnian away. The secret residence stays together forever.

He vaguely remembered the longing light in Jingnian's eyes, the dots of light were like the starry sky he stood on the attic and looked up at when he bought the house.

However...Jing Nian was unable to see this beautiful house with his own eyes after all.

"What are you thinking about? Start writing?" Lu Li turned his head to the side and urged him in a low voice. Cang Xuan came back to his senses, grabbed his hand, and sketched on both sides of the path: "Here, there is a large field of tulips." He said, Looking at Lu Li's happy side face, the corners of this person's mouth curled up slightly, as if he was also lost in memory: "Yes, every flowering season, the bottles and cans at home are also filled..."

Cang Xuan couldn't help recalling that time, it was a memory that belonged exclusively to Lu Li, and it was also a memory he created for Lu Li.But in his real memory, neither he nor Jing Nian himself had ever seen the flower fields in full bloom in spring, because he was the only one who escaped from the research center.

Back then, Jing Nian used his seemingly meticulous analysis to convince himself that the chances of success by escaping alone were greater than taking him with him.He also used a vowed promise to convince him that they would be reunited eventually.However, after Cang Xuan escaped, he found out that after Jing Nian let him go, he did not fulfill his promise and waited for him to save him. Instead, he chose to surrender to the chief and confessed everything he knew.After that, Cang Xuan successfully infiltrated once, but this meeting was also his farewell to Jingnian, because he found that Jingnian had been hypnotized and completely forgot about himself.

He returned to the life before he knew himself, returned to the normal track, became the original loyal scientist, and fought for the cause of science and technology all his life.

Cang Xuan has received training in this area. In order to make his brain resist interrogation, Cang Xuan is familiar with hypnosis routines, and also has a way to wake up a hypnotized person from a deep sleep.At that time, when he looked at Jingnian, the horror in the other person's eyes was like when he was held hostage by him for the first time in a small apartment in Germany. At this moment, he hesitated.

He is different from himself, he is the proud son of heaven, he is the one who leads mankind to progress, he is the light.

The Bible says that in him was life, and this life was the light of man.The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

Jingnian is like Jesus to him, but his holy light will be buried in his own darkness...

He looked at the person opposite, and seemed to see him wearing a noble bachelor's uniform, with a crown of honor on his head, and seeing him holding a trophy representing honor, with a frank smile on his face.But as long as he takes one step closer to him, all of this will disappear, he will become a farmer, and as he hides, he will even abandon his name and live under a false certificate from now on.

Will he still be happy?

He won't.

For a short moment, Cang Xuan suddenly understood one thing, maybe Jing Nian was unwilling to give up science, he let him go, but he couldn't release himself.Maybe he had already guessed that he might face the end of being hypnotized, even so, he still chose to stay.

Cang Xuan suddenly gave up the idea of ​​taking Jingnian away, and at this moment, he made an irreversible decision—he hypnotized Jingnian for the second time, and wiped out all the plans related to escape, Including the peaceful small village and the red house built in the tulip field.

In this way, this person will never be able to expose him, but he will never find him either.

Cang Xuan held Jingnian's face in his hands, and repeated the hypnotic code in a low voice: "Love is long-suffering and gifted, love is not jealous; love is not boastful; love is not arrogant, does not do shy things, and does not seek good, is slow to anger, thinks no evil against others, does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, hopes all things, endures all things; love . . . never fails."

……

"Hello? Why are you in a daze again?" Lu Li's push brought Cang Xuan back to his senses again. He found that he had painted a strange stroke on the canvas, and Lu Li was staring at him strangely: "What's wrong with you?"

"I just thought of something about you." Cang Xuan smiled, lowered his head and kissed Lu Li's forehead, suddenly very glad that this person chose love without hesitation when he entered the memory world for the second time.

Fate is a wonderful thing.

The person who was lost once went around in a circle, and finally returned to him.

"What's the matter?" Lu Li blinked curiously.

"This is my secret." Cang Xuan touched Lu Li's face and winked at him.

Facing a person who loves him so much, now, even if he is not afraid to reveal that painful past, he still doesn't want Lu Li to recall the struggle and pain of those days. He just needs to remember the happy past, that's all. up.

Lu Li pursed his lips, and cut his mouth: "Who knows who you're thinking?" He was puffed up, his cheeks puffed up, when he was suddenly poked by Cang Xuan, he was stunned, his eyes widened, and he jerked away His hand, angrily said: "You put paint on my face!"

"Hmm." Cang Xuan raised his eyebrows.

"Bastard—" Lu Li dipped his hand in colored ink, and swung it at him as if to retaliate.

Cang Xuan laughed and ran away, the two chased and wrestled in the studio, and finally hugged each other, Cang Xuan hugged Lu Li to sit on the table, then raised his head and kissed him.Behind them is a frameless glass window, and outside the window is the picture of the sea and the sky.They kissed against the backdrop of dark blue and light blue, like the most beautiful painting here.

"Are you really going to commit a crime in full view?" When his clothes were torn off, Lu Li pushed him with a smile, and his eyes were also smiling, not seeming unhappy at all.

Cang Xuan took his hand and intertwined his index fingers, the rings complemented each other, he bowed his head and kissed Lu Li's ring finger: "Is it a crime to have sex with my legal partner?"

In this world, marriages between men are not uncommon. As early as 1039 SGD, with the maturity of asexual reproduction, love and marriage have long been limited by gender.Just last month, they had nothing to do and got a certificate by the way, which is very legal now.

Cang Xuan kissed Lu Li's fingertips slowly, he was not in a hurry, because this person already belonged to him, even if it was flirting, he could take his time.This rhythm can not help but make people feel happy.

The two people's clothes were spread on the table, Lu Li was lying on his back, his bare skin was shining white under the sun, Cang Xuan kissed him lightly, he liked how this person became so soft under him. He looks nervous and excited, as if he likes the presumptuousness of this person who looks like a different person around him and outside.

Cang Xuan grabbed the colored pen, wrote his name on Lu Li's heart maliciously, and then drew another heart as if he was cute.

"Childish!" Lu Li muttered, kicking him, but couldn't help but glance at him, as if he was looking for a suitable place to retaliate.

Cang Xuan smiled, lowered his head and kissed him, the two of them were entangled in lips and tongues, he said vaguely: "It's over, let you draw whatever you want."

"Bastard..." Lu Li muttered, wrapped his hands around his neck, and snorted coquettishly, "It's so hard here!"

"Huh?" Cang Xuan was taken aback for a moment, and then he heard the man explain angrily: "I mean the table!"

"I didn't say anything, did I?"

"..."

Cang Xuan kissed Lu Li again. He sucked the man's soft lips and whispered, "But the light here matches you...it's so beautiful..."

Under the light, what shines brightly is a candid love.It was the love he had been longing for all his life, which he once thought was out of reach.

This love never ends.

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