A good man dies because of color control

Chapter 9 Lost

Jiang Zhili didn't come back all night.

Chen Bingjue had already guessed it, but he just didn't want to accept it.

He went upstairs to brush his teeth and wash his face. The nanny had packed up his things and made him breakfast. After breakfast, he went to the studio, but he couldn't draw anything all day long.

The next day, all day and all night, Jiang Zhili still didn't come back.

Chen Bingjue called Jiang Zhili, but no one answered, and he called Jiang Yi again, but no one answered.

On the third day, all day and all night, Jiang Zhili still didn't come back.

It happened that Shang Le took a break, so he and Shang Le went to drink and stroll for a while, and then went to the Orphanage.Without guards watching him, he was as free as a healthy bird.

All Jiang Zhili's concern was on Xu Xingxing, and he no longer cared about him.

It doesn't matter where Chen Bingjue goes, where, or what he does.

This is the emphasis and non-emphasis in the human heart.

understandable.Chen Bingjue thought to himself mockingly.

Fourth day, fifth day, sixth day...

Jiang Zhili didn't come back until a week later.

Chen Bingjue stood on the stairs, leaning on the handrail, watching the tired Jiang Zhili enter the door.

Jiang Zhili still didn't look at him, and walked slowly back into the room, as if Chen Bingjue was just a decorative pillar.

Chen Bingjue turned his head following Jiang Zhili's trajectory until Jiang Zhili entered the room and closed the door.

In the evening, the two ate in silence, Jiang Zhili got up to leave, but Chen Bingjue stopped him in front of him.

"Just finished eating, let's go for a walk to digest the food."

"I don't want to go."

"Go." Standing in front of Jiang Zhili, Chen Bingjue said with a smile, "Walk and walk, it's uncomfortable to be bored in the room all the time."

Jiang Zhili seemed too lazy to argue with him, and the two entered the yard one after the other.

Chen Bingjue said, "How is Mr. Xu?"

Jiang Zhili replied impatiently, "It's much better, don't worry about it."

Chen Bingjue said, "Actually..."

Jiang Zhili said, "Speak quickly if you have anything to say, I'm not in the mood to chat right now."

Chen Bingjue said, "Do you like Xu Xingxing?"

Jiang Zhili said, "So what."

Chen Bingjue: "You...why do you like him?"

Jiang Zhili stopped, Chen Bingjue turned to look at him, the man who was almost perfect in his eyes smiled softly, "Because he is light, no one can compare to him."

Chen Bingjue's left hand twitched uncontrollably, "Are you sure that he is so perfect and good?"

Jiang Zhili's sharp eyes swept over, "What do you want to say."

Chen Bingjue suddenly became a little excited: "I said, he may not be that good at all, but he is very different from what you think..."

Jiang Zhili suddenly punched Chen Bingjue in the face!

Chen Bingjue was hit and hit the tree behind him. Jiang Zhili grabbed him by the neck and almost strangled him to death, "Chen Bingjue, listen... no one is allowed to say that he is not good at all, especially you, you understand !"

"Cough...cough..."

Chen Bingjue was so pinched that he couldn't move, his eyes were dazed, and he suddenly thought of the past.

The same is true, his life trajectory seems to always repeat itself.

That person pinched him in the same way, and said to him, "You can't say anything wrong about him! No one is allowed to say anything wrong about him! Especially you!! Do you understand!!!"

That person is the woman who adopted him and named him.

Chen Bingjue was thrown at the gate of the Liming Orphanage when he was born. The weather was fine in June, and Chen Bingjue was lucky not to die of heat or freezing.When he was three years old, he was adopted by Chen Yingyue, a young lady of the Chen family in Kowloon City.

Chen Yingyue was almost rejected by the whole family in the Chen family.

She is a sentimental woman, especially when she eloped with someone and was abandoned, and was snatched away before she gave birth to a child.All of this made her a stain on the entire Chen family.

The Chen family was not willing to accept her, but out of humanity, they raised her and let her hang there alive.

Seeing that the child was lonely, the Chen family's mother found a child from the orphanage who was about the same age as Chen Yingyue's child, and sent it to Chen Yingyue as a sustenance.

Chen Yingyue named him Chen Bingjue, probably because she wanted to make a decision that would never have anything to do with the man who promised him and betrayed her for the rest of her life.

But feelings are like this a lot of times, the more you think that I will no longer remember him in this life, the more you will forget him.

Therefore, when Chen Bingjue was 11 years old, Chen Yingyue chose to end her life of indulging in the past.

On the day she jumped off the building, Chen Bingjue hugged her tightly and refused to let her go. She hit Chen Bingjue for the first time. The 11-year-old Chen Bingjue cried, "Why did you die for him!! He's not that important!!"

Chen Yingyue just pinched his neck like this, saying the exact same words as Jiang Zhili now, "Chen Bingjue, listen up...no one is allowed to say anything bad about him, especially you, do you understand!"

After Chen Yingyue died, no one in the Chen family wanted to take over him, so they sent him back to Liming Orphanage.

Afterwards, the Chen family, who was in the limelight for a while, probably offended someone, and was kicked off the detective, and was eaten by a group of crocodiles. The eldest lady of the Chen family was too powerful in the past, and after the Chen family fell into poverty, she was violently killed by her husband.

In a trance, 14 years have passed.

He didn't understand 14 years ago, and he still doesn't understand 14 years later.

If you love someone, can you really love to the point of being desperate and not allowing anyone to say that he is not good at all?

Then he treated Jiang Zhili in the same way?

He's not that good at all, is he?

He said this to Chen Yingyue, Jiang Zhili, and himself.

But no one can be fooled.

Like is such an unreasonable thing.

Jiang Zhili let go of his hand anyway, and left him alone by the tree.

Since then, Jiang Zhili hasn't spoken a word to Chen Bingjue for half a month.

Chen Bingjue still sneaked into Jiang Zhili's house every day, and then sneaked away.He tried his best to make Jiang Zhili happy, and it took about half a month to make Jiang Zhili take care of himself. Probably Xu Xingxing's illness has also improved. Jiang Zhili's face is no longer so ugly, and he is also much more relaxed when facing Chen Bingjue .

Chen Bingjue finally breathed a sigh of relief.

In August, Xue Liming suddenly brought good news to Chen Bingjue.

"What!!?" Chen Bingjue almost jumped up happily, "Waltz Art Festival!!? Really!! Teacher, are you sure you read it right!!??"

Xue Liming pretended to be dissatisfied and said, "Do you think your teacher's old eyesight is wrong?"

Chen Bingjue said with a smile, "I'm afraid I heard it wrong. This is the Waltz Festival!!"

Xue Liming was also happy for him, "You can win the best painting award this time, even if you have a certain weight in the circle, it is a big step forward."

"En!"

Xue Liming said, "You should prepare at that time. In September, I will go to the UK with me to receive the award, and take part in the art festival. I will introduce you to a few more seniors at this art festival, and I will give you more connections." .”

Chen Bingjue hesitated suddenly.

Xue Liming frowned and said, "What? There are still important things to do in September? Let me tell you, if someone breaks your leg, you have to crawl over!"

Chen Bingjue comforted, "Teacher, don't be angry, I'll check the time and give you an answer tonight."

After hanging up the phone with Xue Liming, Chen Bingjue returned to the study from the yard, and Jiang Zhili was taking off his earphones and stretching his neck.

Chen Bingjue went up to give him a massage, Jiang Zhili leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes to rest, Chen Bingjue hesitated for a moment, and said, "In September, I might go to England."

"No." He refused without hesitation.

"It's like this..." Chen Bingjue tried to explain, "Before I..."

"No." Still without hesitation.

Chen Bingjue calmed down and continued, "Zhi Li, listen to me. I participated in a very important art festival and won an award. I need to go on stage to receive the award myself."

Jiang Zhili looked at him with a half-smile, "So?"

Chen Bingjue said, "This is very important to me."

"Oh." Jiang Zhili got up and said, "Is there anything else?"

Chen Bingjue said, "I really have to go to Zhili, this is for me..."

"Do you have to go?" Jiang Zhili looked at him, "Okay, you can go as long as you want, but you don't have to come back after you leave, how about it?"

Chen Bingjue sighed, "Zhi Li, you know, I don't want to leave you."

Jiang Zhili said, "I don't have anything else to do, I'm leaving first."

"Jiang Zhili!"

Chen Bingjue couldn't help shouting, Jiang Zhili turned around and looked at him expressionlessly.

Chen Bingjue took two deep breaths, he couldn't see any emotion in Jiang Zhili's eyes.

He compromised, he compromised with this emotional self.

"Okay, I won't go." Chen Bingjue pretended to be relaxed, "Let's go to the playground in September."

Jiang Zhili said without turning his head, "Not interested."

The door was closed.Chen Bingjue collapsed on the chair, a sense of powerlessness enveloped him deeply.

He couldn't help asking himself, what am I doing?

What else can I... what else?

He told Xue Liming the news that he would not be able to go in September, and unexpectedly received a scolding from the old man. Chen Bingjue tried to persuade the old man with good words, but he heard from Sheng Ru that the old man was so angry that he almost smashed the study, saying that this little bastard Unable to live up to the opportunity, he insisted on letting him run away.

Chen Bingjue could only smile wryly at this.

Time passed quickly, and it was September in a blink of an eye.