Ruling, autumn

Ten minutes later, the two were lying in the mottled green shade.

Jin Ruling raised his hand, his white fingertips were entwined with light and shadow, some petals fell, carelessly, a few pieces landed in her hair, intertwined with her black hair was Su Xiaoqiu's hair, she lay Beside Jin Ruling, there was silence.

Jin Ruling put down his hands and said, "Xiaoqiu, tell me what kind of flowers are blooming on the trees this season."

"I don't know, Xinghua." Su Xiaoqiu said casually.

"Come on, apricot blossoms bloom in autumn, and it's summer now." Jin Ruling looked at the leaves and said in a daze.

"The ones that bloom in autumn are chrysanthemums." Su Xiaoqiu rolled her eyes and said, "Apricot flowers obviously bloom in summer."

"Oh...is that so..." Jin Ruling closed his eyes and stopped arguing with her.

Her breathing was so slow and steady, even softer than the cicadas on the tree, Su Xiaoqiu thought that she had fallen asleep, and under the endless blue sky, she seemed to be dead.

In fact, many years later, Su Xiaoqiu knew that apricot blossoms do not bloom in summer or autumn, but in spring.

She wanted to tell Jin Ruling about this, really wanted to.

Jin Ruling opened his eyes and said, "Why did you skip class?" "Huh?!" Su Xiaoqiu straightened up and looked at her in surprise. Jin Ruling blinked and said, "Why did you run out with me? You don't look like someone who would skip class." "What do you look like, if you can skip class, I can't?" Su Xiaoqiu muttered and lay down again.

When she was angry, she puffed her cheeks, she looked a bit like a chipmunk eating. Jin Ruling couldn't help laughing again, and said, "Okay...that's what it's called...husband and wife, right?" Thinking of that kiss, Su Xiaoqiu blushed, covered her mouth and said, "Who's talking to your husband?! You're talking nonsense!" Jin Ruling laughed again, very lightly, and soon dissipated in the wind.

That day, in the afternoon when Su Xiaoqiu skipped class for the first time, under the tree she thought was full of apricot blossoms, Jin Ruling kissed her again, either lingering, soft, or deep.

There is a light aroma in the nostrils, so similar to the taste of this summer.

In every subsequent summer, Su Xiaoqiu would smell this smell like a demon, or wake up crying at night, thinking that it was still the midsummer, but it was already late autumn outside the window.

The leaves of the trees have been polished by the sun, and they are as green as shining gems. The lotus in the artificial pool of T University is in bloom, and the bachelor's cap is thrown high in the playground.

"We've graduated!!" The boys and girls in bachelor's robes were full of anticipation for the future.

Jin Ruling sat on the edge of the playground, pulled his collar, and acted like a big man picking his feet-it was so hot!Her mother pressed the shutter excitedly, her voice was an octave higher: "Yeah! The girl looks beautiful in this dress, of course our girl is already beautiful, come on, have a smile!" Jin Ruling put her head full Khan made a victory pose for the camera, and his mother looked at the camera with a satisfied smile.

"Girl, I'll go back to the car first. After you and your classmates have finished gathering, come to me and Dad. After we go back, we will have a good meal!" Mom happily walked away, bouncing away, lightly The posture is not lost to the energetic college students.

"It's so energetic..." Jin Ruling smiled sweetly, looking at the excited people around her, she felt that she couldn't blend into the sea of ​​people. No matter how close she is to the people around her, how much she talks and laughs, she knows that she doesn't really belong anywhere, she knows that she never got what she really wanted, this feeling makes her confused, makes her sad, and sometimes even There is physical pain.

At this time, she would think of Su Xiaoqiu's eyes, which were as lively as the beating sunshine, which gave her a rare coolness in her heart.

That little mouse... What an interesting pet... Jin Ruling narrowed his eyes and smiled.

A bottle of water was handed to her, with crystal drops still dripping from the bottle.

Jin Ruling turned his head and saw Su Xiaoqiu, her fair skin was reddened by the sun, she bit her lower lip, her eyes were a little red.

This expression again, every time she is sad, she always has this expression.

Jin Ruling felt a pain in her heart, as if she had been stabbed severely by something sharp, and the blood flowed out with soreness and weakness. She frowned, took the water, and said, "Why are you crying?" Su Xiaoqiu Gritting his teeth, he shook his head and said, "I don't." Widow, why are you crying?! Also, I told you that you have a thin cuticle, and you should remember to wear sunscreen in summer, but you didn’t listen! Don’t cry in front of me when you get sunburned, why is the lipstick I gave you useless?”

"I don't like makeup, and it's not like you don't know it." Su Xiaoqiu lowered her eyes and said aggrievedly.Not wanting to see her look like an angry little daughter-in-law, Jin Ruling unscrewed the water bottle irritably, and said, "Whatever you want, you will become a yellow-faced woman in the future, and see if I want you." "You, how dare you! Be careful of me, I ..." Su Xiaoqiu blushed, but couldn't say anything else, Jin Ruling found her appearance interesting again, she stretched out her hand and wrapped her arms around Su Xiaoqiu's waist, Su Xiaoqiu exclaimed, Fell into her arms.

Her exquisite face was right in front of her eyes, and the fragrance she exuded made Xiao Qiu feel a little itchy. "If I don't want you, what will happen to you? Uh, tell me?" Jin Ruling hoarsely teased her deliberately, Su Xiaoqiu blushed extremely, and was about to bleed in the next moment. At this time, a voice came A voice came from behind the two: "Girl, is this your classmate?"

Su Xiaoqiu saw that Jin Ruling's pupils were obviously dilated, she froze for a moment, and let go of Su Xiaoqiu abruptly, as if shaking off a hot potato, Su Xiaoqiu's heart sank, and there was a slight sense of loss in her eyes.

Jin Ruling turned her head, looked at her mother, and said, "Well, a school girl. Bring me water, how about it, is your daughter welcome?" She raised the water bottle in her hand and said with a serious face.

"Young poor!" Mom scratched Jin Ruling's nose and said, "Let's go, let's go home." Jin Ruling nodded, stood up, hugged his mother's shoulders, and didn't say anything to Su Xiaoqiu. Say hello and stride forward.

She has a good figure, with slender legs, and she is wearing a black academic gown, which fits perfectly, not like some, like wearing a black garbage bag.

Su Xiaoqiu stood there for a long time, her hair was hot from the sun, she thought, she was so thin, would she not look as good-looking as Jin Ruling when she wore a bachelor's robe in the future?She also thought, if Jin Ruling graduates, she will bring water to her by herself, and when she graduates two years later, will Jin Ruling come to see her?Will she stand at the school gate with her iconic, cynical smile and wave at her? Will she be a part of her future?

After thinking a lot in a mess, Su Xiaoqiu didn't know that she actually cried. The seniors and sisters who graduated around her looked at this thin girl standing on the playground, as if she had been abandoned by her beloved, and her face was covered with crystal tears.

In fact, she should have known from the beginning that from the moment that woman teased her, it was only out of curiosity in ordinary life, and Jin Ruling was by no means a person destined to be ordinary, no matter whether it was ordinary or extraordinary. Jin Ruling never really integrated into life, she was as far away as the stars in the sky, and she was destined to abandon her.

Jin Ruling was a bad person from beginning to end, a bad but not hateable person.No, she is also hateful sometimes, Su Xiaoqiu thought.

Jin Ruling's grades were at the bottom of the list in the Department of Finance and Economics, but she was very smart. As soon as she graduated, she was admitted by a multinational company. She had meetings all day, wrote materials, settled accounts, and was preparing to go abroad for further studies. Jin Ruling felt her heart was constricted. Things squeezed, almost out of breath.

She was still writing novels on the computer, and the colleagues around her were holding tea and said disdainfully: "You still have time to do such boring things? What dreams are children's things. Don't be naive, do you really think it will be popular? You write What do these incomprehensible things do? It’s better to write a popular fantasy, cultivation or something, maybe it can be adapted into a TV series, don’t you think so, a great writer?!” Her teasing voice is especially Harsh.

Jin Ruling suddenly misses Jin Tai who loves to laugh wildly when he puts on a mask. She always pats her on the shoulder and says, "Ru Ling! You are so talented! I believe you can become a famous writer! Even if you don't, I will I will always be your loyal reader, hahaha!" She should go back to her hometown, that silly girl, she doesn't know how she is doing.

Jin Ruling smiled and stretched her waist. The night outside the window was dark, and she finally became no different from the crowd who came and went and were exhausted from the rush. She became the most mediocre spark in the busy traffic.

Without the arrogance of her youth and the impulsiveness of dreams, she suddenly became very scared, she lost herself, she lost everything.

Having lost everything, she suddenly remembered Su Xiaoqiu's face.

A drowning person is always eager to grab something, even if it was a straw that she dismissed in the past.

After calling Su Xiaoqiu, Jin Ruling drove to the school gate that he hadn't seen for a long time, and it was still the same, even the guards were familiar faces. Su Xiaoqiu stood at the school gate, waving at her excitedly, Jin Ruling Annihilated the cigarette butt in his hand, opened the car door, got out of the car, and came to Su Xiaoqiu.

She is still so beautiful, with delicate makeup, and a slender figure. She is still so thin, with big eyes, like a small animal that is easily frightened.

Jin Ruling raised his right hand and smiled brightly: "Hey!" Su Xiaoqiu felt her throat was choked by something sour and astringent, unable to say a word. She rubbed her eyes and handed the Jin Ruling took a piece of pink hanging cloth, Jin Ruling took it, a little confused: "What is this?" Su Xiaoqiu said with a smile: "Don't you want to be a writer? Let's study science, the hanging cloth is gray Yes, the one for Xuewen is pink, I bought one for you and gave it to you."

Jin Ruling was stunned for a moment, she stretched the corners of her eyes, revealing the most beautiful smile that Su Xiaoqiu had never seen before. "fool……"

Jin Ruling drove Su Xiaoqiu to an apartment not far from the campus. She pulled her and quickly ran to the third floor. When she opened the door, there was a tangy fragrance of lavender. Well, the decoration is elegant, Jin Ruling threw a bunch of keys to Su Xiaoqiu, Su Xiaoqiu stared at Jin Ruling incredulously.

Jin Ruling leaned against the door frame and said with a smile: "Don't be like me. You have to go to school again after graduation. I found this place for you so that you can be quiet and study hard, you know? I'm still here There must be a place to sleep, right?" Before she could finish speaking, Su Xiaoqiu threw herself on her.

This was the first time she kissed voluntarily and actively. Jin Ruling felt that she was about to suffocate, but her chest was full. At this moment, she realized that it was Xiao Qiu who saved her from drowning. Xiao Qiu was not a straw, but is air.